[Alma laughs a little, bringing up a hand to run roughly through his hair.]
Maybe it shouldn't. But that was me, right? I killed Edgar and everyone else. And I killed all those people when I woke up. I didn't care. I wanted them all dead and I was so angry. They hadn't learned anything Yu. Everything that happened, everything I did...and they still hadn't learned a thing. [His smile is still there, but it's faded and there's an edge of hurt to his words now.]
I keep thinking about it. It's almost funny. They wanted to kill you--thought you were defective. [And he hates that word so much.] But I was the one who broke first. Funny, isn't it?
[He can tell there's something wrong inside of him--it's obvious. But he can't bring himself to care, not as much as he knows he should.]