[She took a deep breath.] I... it is hard to tell...
But I had seen what he had seen. He had even told me that I was not supposed to see them...
I could hear his thoughts, and felt how he had felt when he-- when he had bitten me.
[It is so far how she had interpreted the otherwise pleasurable sensation that she had felt at that time -- that it was Zelman's pleasure projected onto her, and not just her experiencing pleasure at being fed on.]