[Most of that hesitation is coming from how similar what they did to both of them was, and it leaves him feeling mixed up and miserable about it all. He never had time to see what their actions did to Tyki. He was gone so soon after that they didn't have to worry about consequences, consequences he's watched Spike struggle to live with every day since then.]
I don't think it is. Justice, I mean. There wasn't any for either of us after what happened. I was just the only mess anyone had to worry about cleaning up until today.