[Getting him pissed might not be a bad idea. It's the only way he'going be asleep by the time Jack shows up. Plus the idea of doing anything to numb all this is not one he can say no to. Real coping mechanisms will have to wait until tomorrow. Today the fear is all too real to be dealt with. He'll be starting in on that second glass pretty quickly.]
I'm handling it terribly, we both know that. He doesn't even have any reason to come after me and I'm terrified. I'm afraid for you and Jack and everyone else here and you are all the ones in real danger but I just keep thinking about myself.