[These two and their forts. It's such a relief that he doesn't have to explain what's happening. He wonders if Spike has spoken to Tyki yet, what he could possibly have said, if it went any better than his conversation did. He hates that he genuinely believes Tyki about having no reason to come after him again but that he still can't let go of the fear induced by having him back in this place. He's glad Spike hasn't never judges him over it even when they were still just friends because he is genuinly freaking out right now.]
I know he has no reason to target me again but even just having him back here feels like too much.