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Captain Jack Harkness (foreverjack) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2017-06-20 16:16:00

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ianto jones, jack harkness

Day 433 / Action / Closed to Ianto

It's a while since he promised Ianto another spanking, long enough (he hopes) to really let the anticipation build. And, unlike the previous two times, both of which were Ianto's idea, this time he's prepared. He's got a sex shop with toys he's specifically requested for Ianto, and a back room he's just started to fit out as a play space.

It probably won't be any real surprise to Ianto that when he gets back to the apartment this evening he'll find the leather slapper Jack showed him before lying on the counter, with a business card from Captain Jack's Exotic Emporium lying beside it, with "About time we tried this out?" scrawled on it in Jack's handwriting.

On the back of the card, he's added, "Back room of the shop. Bring the strap, if you want me to use it. And don't bother getting dressed up. You'll be losing it all as soon as you get here."

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foreverjack
2017-07-14 02:08 pm UTC (link)

It's further than he ever thought he'd go with Ianto - pretty much as far as he would go with anyone from this side of the equation, even though he's happily taken far more to his own body - and it feels amazing. Watching Ianto, feeling him shake, hearing him scream, and then feeling him clamp down, vice-like, around his cock as he comes. He doesn't care that Ianto has no words because every sound Ianto makes is screaming his name, and it pulls him apart like nothing else. He comes too with a roar, shuddering and shaking, fingernails of his one hand digging Ianto's hip as he clings on for dear life.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-14 02:26 pm UTC (link)

Intense doesn't even begin to describe it. It's just as well Ianto is pinned between Jack and the bed because there's no way he could stay on his feet after that. His legs are starting to cramp in the position they've been forced into but neither that discomfort or the pain pulsing though his skin even though neither of those really registers through the waves of endorphins hitting him.

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foreverjack
2017-07-15 01:47 pm UTC (link)

Thoroughly spent, he stays collapsed over Ianto for a long moment or two before he can collect himself together enough to move. Then he pants out a rather awed, "Fuck, Ianto!" and gets his hands down on the bed to push himself up, making sure he has his feet solidly under him and won't get tangled up in the spreader bar before he attempts to stand up. One hand lingering on Ianto's back, the other cupped beneath his cock to catch any drips as he pulls out. "Stay there, I'll be right back," he warns, and patters away to deal rapidly with his spunk and then comes back to him, dropping to his knees to work the cuffs off his ankles so he can finally move his legs.

"Can you get up on the bed for me?" he asks, hands encouraging him to climb up.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-15 03:45 pm UTC (link)

"I thought you just did," Ianto retorts to the curse, laughing breathlessly at his own joke and too busy floating on endorphins to inject any of his usual sarcasm. He slumps against the bed as Jack steps away, barely managing to keep himself upright. He hisses as Jack fees his ankles, legs shaking as he tries to stand enough to manage that request.

"I think so." His voice is as unsteady as he is but he manages to hoist himself onto the bed with a bit of effort before collapsing on it. He hasn't started to come down just yet but there's a throbbing discomfort beginning to make itself known already and the pain can't be far behind. For now though he's content to just lay here basking in the afterglow and all he wants is for Jack to get his ass in bed and share it with him.

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foreverjack
2017-07-15 04:26 pm UTC (link)

"Ha ha," he says, with some of Ianto's missing sarcasm, though admittedly not much. He's pretty high too, right now. He helps Ianto up onto the bed and then crawls up himself, half-wishing it wasn't so damn high, except of course they wouldn't have been able to use it as they just had if it were lower.

He lays down beside Ianto and pulls him close, strong arms wrapping around him (carefully avoiding sore areas) and pulling him in for a long, loving kiss. "You're amazing," he breathes, not for the first time.

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	readystopwatch 2017-07-15 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto melts into the kiss, letting himself be pulled closer so he can relax against Jack, wanting every bit of contact he can get. It feels so perfect after all that and he can't help but enjoy the tenderness of the moment. "Did we really just do that?" He can't help but sound a little disbelieving in the best way possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	foreverjack 2017-07-15 04:49 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm not entirely sure!" he admits, laughing lightly - and deliberately runs his hand down Ianto's back to stroke, feather-light over the bruises already starting to turn his ass the most delicious shade of purple. "What do you think?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

readystopwatch
2017-07-15 05:06 pm UTC (link)

Ianto shivers at the touch of that hand, wincing as the pain from those bruises begins to make itself really known. He hopes Jack is alright with the idea of him staying here tomorrow because he can't imagine he'll be able to walk anywhere. He shifts slightly, trying to get more comfortable and whimpering painfully when it fails.

"I can't believe I really did it," There's a real shaken in his voice this time as it all begins to hit him that he did it, he made it through something he thought would be impossible to get through. He's built this up as something that could be so big and so frightening and not only did he overcome that but he enjoyed it. He buries his face against Jack's chest, finally starting to crash, to feel everything he's done to his body along with the sudden wave of emotions, overwhelmed by how much he loves this man, how completely he trusts him.

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foreverjack
2017-07-15 08:14 pm UTC (link)

Jack is all right with him staying there absolutely as long as he needs to. He's even willing to fetch and carry for him in the meantime, as long as he doesn't want to move. It's all a part of the aftercare, which is just as important for him to feel like he's looking after Ianto as it is for Ianto to feel looked after.

His arms lock right back around Ianto again as he feels him start to shake, one hand sliding up into his hair, cradling his head, fingers combing soothingly through his hair. "It's all right, let it come, let it out," he croons, knowing how much Ianto will need that right now. "You've done amazingly tonight, you deserve to be able to let go now."

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readystopwatch
2017-07-15 08:23 pm UTC (link)

The fact that he is willing to do just that says quite a lot about how far they've come recently. They both know how he tends to bottle up his emotions or pretend he's fine when he's not. And he is fine right now, under it all. It's just a lot of emotions combined with the pain his body is feeling catching up with him all at once. He isn't crying, but from the sounds of the deep, choked breaths sobbing through his chest its a near thing. Mostly he feels like he needs to just lay here in Jack's arms and let everything run through him.

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foreverjack
2017-07-15 08:53 pm UTC (link)

It's emotions and a bit of a mental breakthrough with the bondage thing, and it's also a lot of physical pain, not to mention the endorphins making everything ten times more intense. Jack holds him close, steady and patient, time flowing and ebbing as he waits, without any sign of wanting to hurry him. He really doesn't want to hurry him. This, for him, is what it's all about, really. The feeling of closeness from having shared something so intense, from having got through it together... that's what he does kink for. The sex really is secondary to all that. It's a useful way to release the tension - and, frequently, a mind-blowingly wonderful way to do it - but it's this closeness afterwards that really does it for him.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-15 09:19 pm UTC (link)

It is all rather overwhelming. But there's something good about it, the way the emotions slowly work through his system and leave nothing behind. It's as much a part of this as the sex was and he's only just realizing that now even though they've done this a few times in the past.

He doesn't know how long it takes him to calm down but it doesn't really matter. Jack's through through all of it, warm and soild and close and that feels like the most important thing out of all of this. Eventually he does take a final few deep breaths and finally start to really relax - aside from the pain from his bruises of course. "Thank you. For all of that."

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foreverjack
2017-07-16 11:11 am UTC (link)

Catharsis, perhaps, is the word. Jack, certainly, has experienced his share of it through physical means such as this during his long life. He holds Ianto through it, fingers occasionally combing through his hair, or thumb rubbing lightly against his skin, but mostly just holding him, warm and loving and, well. Content.

He laughs softly when Ianto speaks. "Thank you. I can't believe how much you've given me, here. You're amazing, you really are."

He strokes a hand down Ianto's back, not quite as far as the bruises this time but definitely going in that direction. "How are you feeling? Want any salve or painkillers or anything?"

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readystopwatch
2017-07-16 12:49 pm UTC (link)

"It was a bit of a joint effort." He wouldn't have been able to do this with anyone besides Jack and he knows it. It feels important to have that, something that's theirs and theirs one even with Spike in the picture. He slowly begins to relax under Jack's touch, unbelievably happy right now. It feels like a weight he didn't even know he's been carrying around for the past four months has been lifted. What happened with Tyki isn't constantly on his mind the way t used to be but this is the first time he's really felt free of it, even if he wasn't aware that cloud was still hanging over him.

He glances over his shoulder at the bruises and winces. "I think I might like both of you have them." He tries to imagine Spike's face when he sees what they've done this time and smiles. As satisfying as it might be he can feel the ache down to his muscles, along with the bright burning pain in his skin and relief sounds nice just about now.

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foreverjack
2017-07-16 04:19 pm UTC (link)

It's definitely something that's theirs, something Spike seems unlikely to get into (even if he'll always enjoy the after-effects) and there is something nice about that. There's also something really nice about feeling that he's been able to help Ianto begin to overcome what Tyki did to him, start to wash away the shadow of that horrific night.

He grins at Ianto's request and presses a kiss to his forehead before starting to wriggle out from under him. "Of course." He knew what was planned ahead of time this time; he's got everything he needs to hand. There's water and pills on the night stand, and salve in the drawer, and he grabs them all and presses the bottle of water into Ianto's hand so he can start to rehydrate while he shakes out a couple of painkillers and offers them too.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-16 06:38 pm UTC (link)

Nice that they've actually planned this for once. The last few times they done this kind of thing have been a bit too spontaneous. He does his best to move off of Jack as he reaches for the supplies, accepting the water and painkillers gratefully. It's shocking how much this takes out of him physically, how thirsty he finds himself or how grateful he is for the pills. "You think of everything, as usual."

He sips at the water slowly, before adding thoughtfully. "I wouldn't mind trying more of this. Something besides just spanking, if you'd like. It feels good, like I've proven to myself I can actually do this sort of thing." As good as he's feeling now it's impossible to not share his thoughts and want to communicate more. All their discussions of it recently and it feels like this breaks down those barriers he has more than anything else. He's always so set on keeping his feelings to himself but this feels like he's been left raw and exposed in the best way possible. Catharsis was the right word for it.

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foreverjack
2017-07-16 10:09 pm UTC (link)

He shrugs, smiling. "I've had a lot of practice - it helps!" And he knows first hand just how much something like this can take out of someone physically, just as much as emotionally.

He smiles affectionately at the fact that, with Ianto, even his rambling is slow and thoughtful, but very appreciative of the fact that he is sharing here. "I like the sound of that," he agrees happily, and it's not just because he'll go for anything kinky (even though he will), it's more that it's something they can explore together, to help bring them even closer together.

He leans on an elbow, leaving the salve for a minute until Ianto's finished drinking and is able to lie down. "What sort of thing are you thinking? Trying different kinds, or levels, of bondage? I know that's a big part of what this was about, today."

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readystopwatch
2017-07-17 03:29 am UTC (link)

He is rambling a bit. Even now he still feels a bit of thatblingering high from it all, that sort of perfect, happy calm that makes him say things he wouldn't normally consider. He finishes his water and lays down obediently, eyes still on Jack.

"I don't know if I think of anything specifically at the moment." It's a bit hard to imagine anything that would top what they just did in his current state. "But perhaps. It feels good, knowing I can do something I was afraid to try before. As long as you're here I feel like I can do anything."

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foreverjack
2017-07-17 11:26 am UTC (link)

Oh, yes, definitely still high, but there's no way Jack's going to try and bring him down. He deserves this and Jack? Jack's enjoying it just as much as he is.

"You can do anything," he smiles, running an affectionate hand down his back before finally drawing away to get some ointment on his fingers. He doesn't bother trying to warm it up because he knows the coolness will feel good as he rubs it lightly - as lightly as he can - over Ianto's heated skin.

"These look incredible," he says, low and awed, as he spreads the salve generously over the bruises, and he tips Ianto a slightly wry little grin. "Make me feel a little envious, to be honest!"

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readystopwatch
2017-07-17 02:44 pm UTC (link)

Ianto shivers at the cold, skin tingling under Jack's fingertips. He's so sensative that he can feel every little brush of his fingers, and begins to relax under his touch. It feels like he's melting into the bed and he's perfectly content to just lay here and enjoy the sensation.

"Envious that you don't bruise?" He supposes he can see it. They both know how much he's learned to appreciate them lately between this and the bite marks Jack and Spike are always leaving.

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foreverjack
2017-07-17 10:39 pm UTC (link)

"Oh, I bruise," he assures him, smiling as he watches Ianto go loose and happy beneath his fingers. "You just have to hit me hard, and a lot."

He draws one fingertip down over a particularly dark bruise, watching the trail it briefly leaves behind disappear. "So yeah, a little envious that you bruise so easily, so beautifully. But more, I meant... doing this with you, it's making me realise how long it's been since I was on the other side of the equation. How much I miss it."

It's not in any way an attempt to guilt-trip Ianto into beating him, considering how much emphasis he's put in the past on not wanting to see him hurt. It's much more about opening up, as Ianto is, just sharing how he's feeling for the sake of sharing. Rather enjoying the novelty of being able to share this with him, now Ianto can understand.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-18 02:03 pm UTC (link)

Ianto turns his head to meet Jack's gaze, eyes dark and thoughtful as they watch him. The press of that finger on his skin sends a shudder through his whole body, and maybe it's how good it feels, or how wistful he looks that makes him answer. "I'd like to try that sometime."

In a way he feels like he understands all this so much more now, that he can see why Jack would want it. There's also distance to be factored in. It's been a long time since he's watched Jack die penne torn apart. He's had a chance to disconnect from all the a bit and the idea of hurting him doesn't immediately bring those images to mind anymore. Theyre closer than they were last time they discussed this so long ago, and the trust they they've now isn't something he could have imagined existing then. It certainly changes how he feels about things.

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foreverjack
2017-07-19 09:20 am UTC (link)

It's not something he expected to hear and surprise - very pleasant surprise - goes through him, displayed by a slowly widening smile, followed by a low chuckle.

"Remind me to ask you about that again some time when you're not still high on endorphins," he says fondly, because there's no way he's going to hold Ianto to anything he comes out with when he's like this, but it's very definitely something he will bring up again at some point when Ianto's more lucid.

And then, because high or not it's still a massive and rather wonderful development, he leans down and pulls Ianto into warm, delighted kiss.

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readystopwatch
2017-07-19 01:14 pm UTC (link)

Having this discussion another time is probably for the best. Ianto isn't likely to say no to anything at this point, particularly with Jack's hand still on his ass. At the moment he means what he said though and has every intention of trying this role reversal.

"I'm perfectly capable of making rational decisions." He shoots back, clearly trying to sound like his usua capible, business-like self and completly failing to sound anything but high. He returns the kiss eagerly, pressing into it as much as he can without really moving from the semi-comfortable position he's found.

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foreverjack
2017-07-19 09:15 pm UTC (link)

"Of course you are," he agrees blithely, grinning into the kiss, and sliding down a bit to fit better against Ianto without him having to move, because obviously he's not going to want to do that much for a while.

"Anything else you want, or need?" he asks, pulling up the duvet a bit around him, though not over him. It's warm enough in here, deliberately so, that he won't get cold without the covers over him, but he knows a bit of a snuggle is nice and comforting at this stage. "Before I settle down fully to hold you close for hours while you sleep it off?"

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