Or we really had drifted so far apart in the end that I'm never going to feel sad about her being gone.
[ Relieved, more like it, which feels petty or even downright awful. There was a lot of endless drama and after that failed conversation with Chekov Reid felt more than ever that they were done for good. No chance of friendship. Even less so after she disbanded the Defence Force days after he brought her some complaints and suggestions, ways to make it better. ]