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Tweak says, "It's always better the 2nd day"

Rebecca Crane (needmymp3) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2017-01-25 18:03:00

Entry tags:

aidan reilly, rebecca crane, spencer reid

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[Private to Aidan Reilly]

[The fallout of yesterday hasn't skipped over Rebecca's by any means. It clouds over her from the moment she wakes up and it's like waking up from a dream. A complex and guilt inspiring dream. She sits up in the bed for almost a half hour, leg draped over the side as she tries to get her bearings and catch up on the network. She still feels confused, like today's the falsehood but she knows what she wants to believe. She just hopes it's the right thing.

Still shirtless when she pulls up a feed to Aidan, she just needs to see him. She had been meaning to talk to him about the pregnancy hack idea but that's on the back burner now, she just needs to check in with him. Yesterday they felt like they had drifted so far apart. She has to know what that means for them. Now and in the future. What they want it to mean instead.

She's never felt so strangely alone since she got here as she does in this moment. Never felt this defeated either.]

Aidan? Can you... come over?

[Private to Spencer Reid]

Hey. I - don't know where to start about yesterday but I wanted to check in. We should talk about it, right? I'm sorry, if you want time to yourself that's cool too. I know it must've been... [hard] I just, I think you and I need to reevaluate our strategies. Map alternatives. Do something... something different.

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	needmymp3 2017-02-02 06:38 am UTC (link)
	I know... [They have to do something to fight back.] I'm just so sick of this place and the curve balls it keeps throwing at me. I don't know what to believe anymore. And I get that that's their point. If yesterday wasn't real, do you think... Nevermind. Maybe I can drop by your place in a few days with dinner and we can map this out? Our new tactics. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2017-02-03 12:16 am UTC (link)
	I know... believe me, I know. I don't think we can really trust anything that happens here, but that's not really helpful. [ He sighs. ] That sounds good. I, uh. I could use some time to think. Process it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needmymp3 2017-02-03 07:38 am UTC (link)
	It'd be nice to find something to trust here... It feels like everything's shifting, changing, and becoming more and more messed up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2017-02-03 10:08 am UTC (link)
	[ He makes a noise of agreement. ] I guess... the only thing we can rely on is ourselves. Remembering who we really are, even when they try to make us forget. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needmymp3 2017-02-04 05:20 am UTC (link)
	[Weakly, she has to smile.] You and Kitty've both said that today. But yeah, yeah. Once the snow in my snowglobe of a head settles, I'll be good to go again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2017-02-05 12:38 pm UTC (link)
	Funny, seeing as she didn't seem to change all that much. [ Physically or mentally. Really hit the jackpot there, Kitty. ] We could probably both use some time to recuperate. Take care, okay? This is a marathon, not a sprint. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needmymp3 2017-02-05 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	You too. Catch you later, Reid. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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