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Yuuki Kuran ([info]trappedinresin) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2016-08-25 13:17:00

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Entry tags:ai kuran, haruka kuran, mikaela hyakuya, yuuichiro hyakuya, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

Day 390 | Closed to the Kuran Apartment and Neighbors
[Closed to Haruka]

[To be honest, Yuuki slept soundly the entire night through. Probably for the first time in a long time. The day before had something to do with it. Her emotions had been so raw, and by the evening they had worn her out, probably long before her father had felt sleep tug at him. For him, sleeping through the night had probably been strange. But hopefully, after a day of staying awake, the sands of sleep weighed down his eyelids too as he drifted off.

But it's no surprise that as the sun peaks through her drawn blinds, Yuuki's eyes pop open, and once awake, she can't go back to sleep. So instead, she studies the face of her father as he sleeps peacefully. The smooth, beautiful features, eternally young, like a flower forever in bloom even three thousand years later. His appearance is so strikingly similar to that person. To Kaname. The urge to reach out and touch him is strong, but she doesn't. It isn't her brother. It's her father, who loves and even died for her, and she will forever love him as only a daughter can.

Her patience though can barely wait for him to stir. His anklet should have fallen off during sleep, though she doesn't disturb the blankets to check. Instead, she slides off the side of the bed and onto her knees, and props her chin atop her hands upon the mattress and waits. And waits. It's only now, with the monitor off, that she knows he'll get the full confirmation that he needs and wants. That she is truly his daughter.

And so she can wait expectantly.

But if it should take too long, it's really no surprise if she just... happens to reach out and tickle his nose, before her hands disappear quickly, back beneath her chin.

Good morning...]


[Cooking Breakfast]

[The house has expanded, but it's nothing she can't handle! Apron in place, she has one hand on her hip and a mixing spoon in hand as she faces off with the stove top. Now that her father and daughter are here, plus Zero, it's a full house. And she figures that while he usually does most the cooking in the morning, she can do her part too. Especially because, whether desired or not, the two children next door are over for breakfast too. Both should definitely feel as though they're just an extension to the family.]

All right...! It'll be pancakes, eggs, and cut fruit for everyone!

[But maybe someone should help her as she burns through her second batch of pancakes.]

[Breakfast]

[Everyone is gathered to the table, and okay this is fun...!]

Everyone dig in! [Half the food has been cooked by her. And the other half is whatever someone managed to rescue from her. But she's sure everyone will enjoy the pancake shapes and faces she made. Like Ai's pancake. Everyone is free to stare uncertainly at their food (rude), make awkward small talk, or maybe suggest a game to get to know one another.]

[Wildcard

[Maybe everyone leaves to go shopping? Want to interact one-on-one with someone, or something different? Do whatever you like, it's an apartment mingle.]



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[info]vengeancedriven
2016-08-31 05:40 am UTC (link)
[He had... hoped that he wouldn't be followed. That nobody would have noticed the strange way he was acting before coming into the kitchen. But... he can't say he isn't kind of glad she did. As much as he wants to be able to shove these people out of his life and only focus on the one family he has left, he can't help feeling like they've already managed to worm their ways into his heart somehow. Maybe... just maybe... he's thinking that this is how real parents should act. Should... treat their kids...

The second those arms find their way around him, he reacts quickly -- all without thinking. He's clutching onto the front of her shirt and pressing his face into her shoulder. Heh... two sobbing, clingy hugs in two days? He really needs to pull himself together. She's really nice, but he can't be so reliant on her after he's only just met her. What if she's just really good at acting? What if she winds up trying to kill him, just like his mother had? She's too good to be true... and, in spite of the fact that he can't stop himself from sobbing into her shoulder, even harder than he had when they'd first met...

...He's waiting for the catch.
] It's not... okay... It'll... never be okay, will it?

[Those words shake with the sobs, probably making them sound even more pathetic... And he's already trying to reel it all in. To not completely lose it, when she's been nothing but nice to them. Ugh, he's so confused right now... and he just wants to be able to... stop feeling like outright screaming. He doesn't want to be angry, anymore. He doesn't want to miss his family so much that it's like a part of his own heart is missing. He doesn't want to hate vampires anymore. He just... he wants to... know what NORMAL feels like! To know what it's like to have lived a HAPPY life! To just...

He clenches his teeth... hard; it's the only way he manages to stop himself from yelling out some of the things going through his head at this moment.
]

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[info]trappedinresin
2016-09-05 06:05 pm UTC (link)
[What can she say or do in the moment to assuage the pain in his heart? The answer, she suspects, is very little. Time can't be rewound, and those painful experiences he's suffered through will always be with him. The only thing they can do is to work to heal. Scars remain, but whether or not they allow them to rule their lives can only be left up to them.

And... due tot he experiences and people they meet after.

Her arms tighten around him, gentle but firm, letting him know that she's there. Tangiably, and emotionally, she's there for him. His tears stain her shirt, but she doesn't pull back. She lets him hold her, and the pain and tears flow. A hand gently strokes his back, comforting. She has to swallow to simply keep the emotion from within her own voice.]


Some day. [Maybe not right now. Maybe not tomorrow either. It will always linger with him, like a tattoo upon the heart. But that doesn't mean things can't get better.] What happened can't be erased. But some day you'll be able to look back on it without letting these painful experiences dictate your life.

[Stroking his hair, she rocks him within her embrace.]

You wont be able to forget these things. But some day, you'll be able to overcome them. I promise. [She knows they can fight past it all.] I'm so sorry these terrible things happened to you. It's not okay that they happened. But you're safe now. I'm going to protect you here, and you'll be okay.

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[info]vengeancedriven
2016-09-16 03:14 am UTC (link)
[He's quiet after she speaks. It's not because he ignored her, of course; he's... trying to believe in them. Believe that she's right, and that everything will eventually be okay. Hell, it's... like Guren said, right? He just has to keep living, right? To keep pushing forward, and to know that everything will eventually work out, so long as he doesn't give up on life itself. Besides, he... he has to be strong for Mika's sake. He can't keep letting this pain control him.

Even though it feels almost impossible to properly take in a breath, he forces himself to inhale.

Inhale. Exhale. Deep breath... Eventually, the tears stop. It's after he pulls back, he wipes at his face and nose, trying so hard to look as close to normal as possible. Not that he can do a single thing about the redness or puffiness of his eyes. Sadly, he'll just have to accept that literally everyone in this apartment will know he's been crying like a baby...
]

... Didn't mean to interrupt your breakfast. [He's looking away from her, clearly embarrassed by this whole thing. After a short pause, he's asking in a quiet voice.] Hey, uh... Where's the bathroom...?

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[info]trappedinresin
2016-09-17 12:52 pm UTC (link)
[While he does what he can to compose himself, she smiles gently. Of course she'll give him the time he needs to gather his emotions back together. None of this is easy, but she expects that.]

You didn't interrupt at all. Don't apologize.

[She wraps her arms around him warmly one last time in a quick, reassuring hug, before pulling back. With a nod, she lifts a hand and points down the hall.]

It should be down the hall on your right. Take as much time as you need, okay?

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