[ Look, you know that when Suzaku Kururugi commits to something, he commits absolutely. And he committed to making sure his pride stops blinding him. Hence, no, he's not going to say that, even if he means that less in a hateful way and more in quiet-but-respectful-horror kind of way. Even this inconceivable thing I committed, you found the way to use.
Which. Suzaku has put together enough of Lelouch's initial reactions to suspect that the better world he is talking about is something that Lelouch made happen.
The question, though. It makes him stare up with a trace of incredulity. ]
You come and tell me that one of the few people in my life who have l-- who have been so important in my life - that I didn't kill her. Tell me that I committed mass murder and it resulted in the world getting better.
And then-- [ He swallows. ] Think about those things, as a start.