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Tweak says, "You make me want pizza"

Zero Kiryuu (instrumented) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-05-06 03:37:00

Entry tags:

damon salvatore, ichiru kiryuu, spike, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

374 ♦ dreams
( unwilling vampire )

[A rather young-looking Zero, around the age of 13, has been wandering the Dome for some time, now. He has no real destination in mind, but instead is just trying to figure out where he is, in general, and how he even got here. It hardly takes much for him to grow frustrated; upset, as well, but that part won't outwardly show.

All he knows is that this place definitely is not home.

At some point he winds up near the Blood Shack. It's as if on instinct alone that he finds the place. He's already keen to the presence of blood in the air as it is with being a vampire hunter. . . . Only, it's been hardly a month since he was turned into a vampire— the very thing he now loathes with every fiber of his being. He still keeps a bandage wrapped around his throat, while also in part to hide a rather large "tattoo" on the left side of his neck.

The very heady scent of blood in the air affects him belatedly, hitting his senses like a ton of bricks. And immediately is he both desperate and hateful. He initially can't even breathe, trembling where he stands with a hand clutching his chest over his heart. The desire to enter the Blood Shack to ease just how much he's physically aching is overwhelming. His other hand moves to claw at the side of his throat where that woman sank her fangs into him. Turning him into an unforgivable monster.

. . .So he turns to run, scrambling to get as far away as he can from such horrible temptation.

He isn't fully paying attention to anyone who might be in the area, only glaring at them before sneering. His eyes are a brilliant and bloody red, unbeknownst to him.]

What are you looking at?

[ OOC: Replies will come from

hatefully! Also, Zero can sense vampires, just as an FYI to any who might comment. ]

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hatefully
2016-06-11 10:12 am UTC (link)

[He already knows that reality. He knew it in the very second those fangs which burned white hot buried into his throat.

Yet with the way Ichiru speaks them they seem to feel even more tangible.]

I never was from the start.

[The reply barely spoken. Before he knows it Ichiru has drawn in much closer. So close that it's almost too comfortable. . . and too painful.

The familiarity is both suffocating yet something he's been aching to feel again.

Zero is almost trembling when he reaches out. One hand clutches Ichiru's upper arm, fingers curling into his sleeve. The other moves around and as far across his twin's shoulders as he can reach. A somewhat awkwardly positioned embrace, practically clinging to him all the same.

Either way, this time he really can't help the tears from falling, spilling warm down his cheeks which don't seem to stop even when he squeezes his eyes shut.]

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concealed_heart
2016-06-16 04:47 am UTC (link)

[ Things will work out for him. Ichiru knows this but he doesn't want to say those words or give him anymore false hope. Dream or not, perhaps it was better for him to not, he wasn't going to say anything too honestly. ]

Neither was I, so we're even.

[ He replies after a moment. Of course he's taken momentarily off guard by Zero reaches out for him and slowly, but gradually his brother's smaller frame was pulled against his, clinging as if Ichiru would disappear otherwise.

Ah, he's crying again. Just for a moment after his surprise, he returns the embrace, with the same amount of strength, if not more. It's fine for now and it's a dream. He'll just keep it at that for now. A part of him does feel guilty for being unbearable but regret and remorse-- those things were completely different. He couldn't feel anything towards those words. ]

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we can probably end it here!

hatefully
2016-06-16 10:09 am UTC (link)

[It really is fine for right now. He needs this. It's been full years for Ichiru, but barely even a month for Zero. His emotions are still frayed and overwhelming. He doesn't have the mindset at the moment to imagine that, for his brother, things feel much more evened out; he's been living for quite some time without Zero. He's moved on to a different life, and is perfectly settled and okay.

For now, though, the only Zero wants to do is stay like this. No matter for how little or long that may be.]

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