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Zero Kiryuu (instrumented) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-05-06 03:37:00

Entry tags:

damon salvatore, ichiru kiryuu, spike, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

374 ♦ dreams
( unwilling vampire )

[A rather young-looking Zero, around the age of 13, has been wandering the Dome for some time, now. He has no real destination in mind, but instead is just trying to figure out where he is, in general, and how he even got here. It hardly takes much for him to grow frustrated; upset, as well, but that part won't outwardly show.

All he knows is that this place definitely is not home.

At some point he winds up near the Blood Shack. It's as if on instinct alone that he finds the place. He's already keen to the presence of blood in the air as it is with being a vampire hunter. . . . Only, it's been hardly a month since he was turned into a vampire— the very thing he now loathes with every fiber of his being. He still keeps a bandage wrapped around his throat, while also in part to hide a rather large "tattoo" on the left side of his neck.

The very heady scent of blood in the air affects him belatedly, hitting his senses like a ton of bricks. And immediately is he both desperate and hateful. He initially can't even breathe, trembling where he stands with a hand clutching his chest over his heart. The desire to enter the Blood Shack to ease just how much he's physically aching is overwhelming. His other hand moves to claw at the side of his throat where that woman sank her fangs into him. Turning him into an unforgivable monster.

. . .So he turns to run, scrambling to get as far away as he can from such horrible temptation.

He isn't fully paying attention to anyone who might be in the area, only glaring at them before sneering. His eyes are a brilliant and bloody red, unbeknownst to him.]

What are you looking at?

[ OOC: Replies will come from

hatefully! Also, Zero can sense vampires, just as an FYI to any who might comment. ]

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	thatasshole 2016-06-03 01:02 am UTC (link)
	Everybody hurts everybody. Doesn't matter if you're vampire or human. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hatefully 2016-06-03 04:45 am UTC (link)
	[Such a statement only further angers and unsettles him simply because it's the complete truth.] Much of that also can be a choice. I don't want to end up causing that kind of thing. [But then again, he doesn't deserve anything good to begin with. No matter what the Chairman and Yuuki seem to say. In fact- ] I'd rather be the one who's hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thatasshole 2016-06-04 01:23 am UTC (link)
	[Damon's patience for this tortured poet routine is wearing thin.] Oh will you just drink your goddamn drink? Jesus Christ. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

tl;dr don't mind me

hatefully
2016-06-04 03:15 am UTC (link)

[Only made worse since even before all of this - being turned, witnessing his family being slaughtered, etc etc - he wasn't the happiest sort. Being guilt-ridden was especially a thing. But that was a product of his twin.

He doesn't want to give in. He can't give in. But his own tolerance, in a (albeit vague) similar way with Damon's patience, is rapidly slipping away. His entire being is aching, his willpower positively crumbling.

It's a great wonder how he's even made it this far.]

'Tch

[His jaw clenches. The whole time his hand has remained around the glass, and for a second time it comes close to shattering.

His other hand is balled into a white-knuckled fist, nails digging into his palm. When he finally does down the drink it's completely in one go. The temptation to use his finger to get the rest is all too real, but in contrast easy to not do so.

This time the cup does splinter and is reduced to shards upon the bar top. His eyes shut as if it will prevent any of the tears that threaten to well up. . .but more so, as if it will leave him to block out how satisfying - even pleasurable - all of that was.]

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	thatasshole 2016-06-05 02:09 am UTC (link)
	That was melodramatic. [Damon grabs a rag and tosses it at the kid's head.] Clean it up yourself. You're lucky I don't charge you for destruction of property. [He pours himself another glass of blood ... and then grabs a second one for Zero.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hatefully
2016-06-05 02:47 am UTC (link)

Do you really think I give a damn?

[His whole life is probably melodramatically in the eyes of the other.

He does do as told. He doesn't care how some of the shards dig into his palm enough to draw blood.

The second is gulped down even more quickly than the first.

Afterward he forces himself to scoot the stool back and slips off of it. Ignoring how thirsty he still is is a bit easier now.]

I'm leaving. I can't stand to be in this place another second. [Nor does he want to see Damon anymore.]

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	thatasshole 2016-06-07 01:58 am UTC (link)
	[calls after him] You're welcome. [Whatever, you do you, kid. Damon doesn't care.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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