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Jae-Ha ([info]cloudline) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2016-05-03 19:15:00

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Entry tags:damon salvatore, hak, jae-ha, kija, shin-ah

374 ♫ shared dream
Warning: Cut for descriptions and linked images of (child) abuse and violence.
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[The scene that plays out is more of a memory than it is a dream. Still crystal clear thirteen years later.

Jae-Ha is standing within a small room made of stone. The door is made of wood and there are no windows; he's almost too tall for the low ceiling. A boy is against the wall, wrists and ankles bearing thick, heavy shackles which are bolted to the wall and down on the floor via equally thick and long chains. It's obvious who that boy is: Jae-Ha, himself, around 12 years old. He's battered and bruised before another man in the room. His hair is a vivid emerald green, like Jae-Ha's own, long and wavy, like seaweed.

The man - Garou being his name - holds no reservations in laying kick after kick, punch after punch, upon the young Jae-Ha. In near-desperation he fights back, but Garou always seems to one up him. Soon he's fallen to his back, and Garou grips his right leg tight— the very leg which bears dark green dragon scales and razor-sharp claws for toenails. He sneers to the boy how the outside world would never accept someone with such a leg or the power it holds; how someone so monstrous shouldn't exist in the first place. How there's no use in continuing to try and escape.

The beating continues until Garou finally leaves, as irate as he had originally come. The boy slumps back against the wall. He fights against his chains and pulls them taut, to the point where they cut into his wrists which begin to bleed. At some point he gives up, and the tears he always bites back spill, anyway.

Jae-Ha can only watch on the entire time, his younger self and Garou obviously unable to see him. He doesn't have the energy to try and force the dream away. It happens all the time; he's grown used to let it simply play out. Maybe even apathetic.

What Jae-Ha doesn't seem to immediately notice is there's someone else in the room, having witnessed the entire thing.]



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[info]cloudline
2016-05-09 02:43 am UTC (link)
No it's all right. [A (very) faint smile to him.] What's done is done, right? It's of the past. I escaped from this place.

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-09 03:54 pm UTC (link)
[He nods.] Glad...you did.

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[info]cloudline
2016-05-10 01:03 am UTC (link)
[Of course.]

Not too long after that did I meet my Captain and everyone in Awa, you know.

[A bit more fondly.] And then all you.

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-10 02:28 am UTC (link)
[He nods quickly...trying to not watch what the other dragon did to Jae-ha.]

Ao...never.

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[info]cloudline
2016-05-10 07:21 am UTC (link)
Ah. . .

[Well he sure doesn't mean the squirrel.]

I'm glad to hear that, then.

[At least if he's correctly assuming what Shin-Ah means.]

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-16 05:03 am UTC (link)
[Not the squirrel...but there's the name relation.]

...

[It was hard to watch so he just keeps his focus on Jae-ha next to him.]

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[info]cloudline
2016-05-16 11:03 am UTC (link)
I wish I could make it all go away, but I've been stuck with this scene for so many years. I don't really know how to forget it.

[Yet, there's a part of him who feels maybe it should stay. Not even close to the forefront of his mind, but it still is a part of his past. Or maybe that's the side of him who harbors a very low self-worth speaking.]

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-23 04:02 am UTC (link)
...You aren't there now...you're with us now...but it was something that brought you to us too.

[He does mean that. He might not be good at expressing things but he honestly means this.]

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[info]cloudline
2016-05-23 08:41 am UTC (link)
[His eyes widen a little to that. For a moment it's Jae-Ha's turn to fall silent. Even if Shin-Ah personally doesn't feel he's the best with words, they affect him either way.]

You know, you're right. I really hadn't thought of it like that.

[The smile that crosses his face is a faint and a touch sad, but warm. If his past wasn't as it had been, then who really knows how his future would have played out.]

. . .I'm so grateful for you all, too.

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