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(錐生 壱縷) Kiryuu Ichiru ([info]concealed_heart) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2016-05-03 18:44:00

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Entry tags:ichiru kiryuu, shin-ah, victor frankenstein, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

[ day З74 ] second entry♘ dreams ➳ action (open)
S N O W Y S U M M I T

[ You find yourself in a wide snowy open. The wind is soft and there light snow falling. From the corner of your eyes, you can see a boy bundled up in a coat and ear muffs. His pale face was tinted with a slight pink as he blows against his mittens to warm himself up. It's one of those days where he's feeling good enough to be outside, and while grabbing onto another boy who looks completely identical to him, he turns back and waves at you. ]

C'mon let's play in the snow!

[ He chimed, a bright lit smile on his pale face as he grabbed you with his other free arm and attempting to make you run along with him on their adventures. ]

I hear near the entrance of the woods you can find rabbits and foxes.

[ He will continue to pull you along to humor him and play little hunting games with him until he starts to cough. His brother calls to you to help them out and the two of you help him back to their warm home. His brother tells you that he's unwell and he often gets cold. Once the three of you made it back to their warm toasty home, you are greeted with two adults, one female with a loose ponytail and the other a man who was a spitting image of the two boys but much older. The two of them pats the three of you on the head as they ushered you all inside.

The coughing one of the two boys was placed on the couch by the fire with a blanket. He seems to be very happy despite the cold and despite the fact that his health is unwell. The parents tell you it's going to be a bit before dinner and you should stay. ]
I F O N L Y
[ The first thing you see is red. Everything is red. The walls were painted red, the ground was painted red, and everything nearby was covered in red. The stench is suffocating and only continues to suffocate you as you walk and follow the trail of blood. Eventually, you'll see him-- a boy about twelve or thirteen, with heavy lidded eyes. He was standing in the hallway, watching silently, his expression cold.

There were two bodies piled in the middle of the ground, one of a man that looked identical to the young boy, and the other was a woman with chestnut colored hair. They were lifeless, bleeding dry. The third was a boy, cradled in the lap of a woman, whose eyes were pink like a meek rabbit's only there was nothing meek about her. She was petting the other boy who looked identical to the one that was standing in the hallway. Her whole self was covered in blood from her mouth down. A pair of white fangs glowed as her pink hues were dyed further red. ]


[ The boy in the woman's lap weakly called over to the one int he hallway ]

I-Ichiru-- Run!

[ The only response he got was a cynical smile that played on his lips before he completely ignored the warning. ]

Ne, Shizuka-sama, we should get going.

[ There's some exchanged words with the beautiful woman with white hair and pink eyes adorned in a white Kimono that was now covered in splotches of blood. ]

If you continue to play, you'll be caught.

[ He mused. How do you react to such a scene? Do you want to ask questions? Do you want to know what happened? Why did he smile the way he did? Certainly they were answers. Why would a child be so twisted... so broken? Who knows but you're surrounded with a strong feelings of hate, sadness and sorrow. ]
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[info]trappedinresin
2016-05-04 03:12 pm UTC (link)
[The scene was difficult to choke down. The scent of blood surrounded her, and her normal sorrel gaze swirled red. She lifted a hand up to her nose to try and block the scent unsuccessfully. What was worse than struggling to ignore the smell she couldn't erase, was the scene itself.

Tears streamed down either side of her cheeks. While she wanted to cross the room to the child who lie bleeding beside the bodies of his dead parents, she couldn't seem to disrupt the scene.]


I don't understand. Why?

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-05 06:42 pm UTC (link)
You don't need to understand. You have no business or reason to.

[ A voice return hers question with an neutral tone. However there's a cold smile plastered across his face. He was standing not too far from her, eyes focused on her as she continued to be affected by the dream. Something he had never forgotten and something he often dreamed about no matter what. It's something he should regret, but there hadn't been regrets since that tragic day.

He might have felt saddened by it, but there was no way he could say he was regretting his choices. It would go against everything he believed in. ]

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[info]trappedinresin
2016-05-12 12:35 am UTC (link)
[Turning away from the gruesome scene, her attention shifts to Ichiru. The adult version she remembers, standing there in the here and now. She can't comprehend it. Shaking her head, eyes lifting to his she searches for some kind of sadness or regret. Something to make him more human.]

Didn't you ever love them? Your parents... [They must have cared about him.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-15 07:36 pm UTC (link)
[ If she looked really closely, maybe there was something hinting in his eyes at the way he was staring at the scene as it continues to play onward, to the very moment when Ichiru's younger self had trudged away with the white haired Pureblood.

Ichiru's expression was still unreadable at that. He wasn't the type to show his weakness, not even in front of Yuuki. Maybe his past had been some sort of mistake, but he can't go back in time to change it much less regret it. He had to deal with the consequences of what he had done.

He was fine with that. It was always better to be mad at him, detest him. It was much easier than everything else-- much easier. ]


I loved my parents, but not their ideals.

[ He crossed his arms. It's a simple straight forward answer. loved not that he loves them now but that might also be a trick, and a lie. Ichiru was always full of it. ]

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[info]trappedinresin
2016-05-30 12:11 am UTC (link)
[She can't read him. Maybe because their mentality is just so vastly different from one another it makes it difficult for her to see or relate to. Zero loved him. The anguish in his eyes as he carried out the lifeless body of the man in front of her had broken down her spirit and torn her heart.

His love was so great.

What is it that Ichiru could have found better than the love of his family?

Her eyes turn away from the scene. She can't bare to face it- the gruesome brutality and pain of it all. Poor Zero...]


Regarding what...? To hunt vampires?

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-06-04 08:14 pm UTC (link)
It's far more complicated than just hunting vampires.

[ It's a curt answer for her and stating that he has little interest in actually telling her all the reasons why he's done what he's done. It's better this way. Why did he have to explain himself really? ]

If you're so curious, you can always ask Zero.

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(1) I feel either way it'll eventually hurt, soooo......
[info]instrumented
2016-05-05 09:54 am UTC (link)
[It's strange. Watching himself, this scene, play out. How it's all interactive and yet not. He's seen this type of thing before; now and again he still dreams of it. Not necessarily the "what if's" but more about how bittersweet all of it is. While at the same time he feels a sense of maybe misplaced peace in the acceptance that nothing like this will ever exist again.

There isn't even anything he can think of trying to say, though his gaze does seem to follow their parents around.]

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yeaap hrn now how to move this forward
[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-05 07:24 pm UTC (link)
Dinner is Ready!

[ The woman calls from the kitchen, a gentle smile on her face that could brighten anyone's day. ]

Hey look over here.

[ The man called as the twins who found themselves situated comfortably by the fire on the couch turned. A flash of light momentarily brightens the scene. ]

Papa this one too!

[ Strangely enough, Ichiru's condition seemed to have gotten better as he throws his arms around the smaller Zero, a childish smile on his face as his brother's expression remained almost the same if not for the small smile that tugged at the corner of his lips. ]

If you're going to play, the food will be cold!

[ The two of them responded to their mother and hand in hand hopped off the couch and to the dinner table. ]

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maybe this :|a
[info]instrumented
2016-05-06 04:16 am UTC (link)
[By some way or another, after maybe a minute or so, Zero realizes he can be seen, when he hadn't initially. Although it;'s still strange, watching himself like this.He doesn't think very much of it in the end.

Instead, while a little tentatively, he walks over to the two. Placing a hand atop each of their heads.]


Yeah. Go eat. Playing can happen after.

[Although their mother says the same thing just after.

(-That's right. Be happy here. All of this won't last long), Zero continues to think.

He doesn't sit, himself, simply standing nearby. So far he has no idea if they can see him, in turn.]

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that's totally okay:D
[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-06 04:19 pm UTC (link)
You too.

[ The sickly boy mused. He moved from his spot by the table to grab a hold of the taller boy's wrist. ]

Papa and Mama said you should eat as well before everything gets cold.

[ Of course they see him. After all the little boy had nearly dragged him everywhere outside before he got sick and had to be taken back inside. He was happily smiling at the table when he sat down, conversing with his identical twin before turning back to the taller man who apparently looked a lot like their father. ]

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[info]instrumented
2016-05-07 03:55 am UTC (link)
Oh.

[Zero blinks with the contact. He doesn't remember his parents directly addressing him in addition to the younger two, unless it's something he hadn't noticed.

It feels a little awkward but he takes a seat.]


It's been a long time since I've had mother's cooking. . .

[The remark is more to himself than not.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-08 09:08 pm UTC (link)
[ Maybe they hadn't fully, but in any case, their gaze seems fixed on Zero for a moment. His appearance was uncanny like a long lost relative of some sort. In any case, as awkward as it was, it seemed like he was fitting in perfectly fine. ]

...?

[ Ichiru looks at the older looking Zero with a brief smile on his face. He happened to hear when he was making his way back to the table. ]

Isn't it the best?

[ A smile that probably doesn't exist anymore, appears on the boy's face. ]

Please don't be shy.

[ Their mother replies with a smile on her face as well. ]

You are our guest.

[ The father replied. The scene itself was almost a perfect image of what their family should have been ]

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[info]instrumented
2016-05-09 02:39 am UTC (link)
[It's good that Ichiru at least didn't question those words. It wouldn't be easy to explain.

He almost can't take the way his twin is looking at him, or the way he's behaving. It's perfectly Ichiru, and how he was back then, but even so.

This is some kind of dream. That much is very easy to tell. So initially he's assuming he won't actually be able to eat. Yet, instead of vanish into the air when he tries a bit, it's the opposite, and Zero is pleased.]


Thank you. It really tastes good.

[For almost the entire time it seems that his younger self isn't fully paying attention to him, despite still interacting with the others in general. That's probably for the better.]

Was Master busy elsewhere tonight?

[He decides to ask, mostly for the sake of it.

He also has to wonder if it being a dream is why they can't tell he's a vampire.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-15 07:50 pm UTC (link)
[ It's all make believe anyhow. The boy wouldn't think any different of what he says. He's a child who thinks these statements seem fine the way they are. The strong smell of a home cooked meal is visible even if it were a dream. The taste and everything Zero experienced felt completely authentic. Even the chit chat that was tossed around the table about small pointless things.

Of course, the parents would address the older Zero every so often as well as the twins and such. The scene continues to play itself out as the mother finally smiles, content that her cooking was well received. ]


Thank you. Please help yourself to more. We made plenty for tonight.

[ Ichiru's laughing voice echoes through the dinner table as he and the younger version of Zero were doing something and the two boys were now flush together cuddling cutely. Of course, their father was enjoying the scene enough to take more pictures.

As his question echoes after the laughter, Ichiru tilts his head some trying to think of where their Master was. The younger version of Zero who was sitting there quiet and not acknowledging his older self seemed to finally turn towards him and replied in his usual tone, mirroring how Zero would speak at that time. ]


Master is busy at the Hunter's Association. There's been an increase of vampire activity lately.

It seems like he was unable to make tonight's meal.

[ Ichiru added. The parents didn't need to say anymore since the two boys were answering the questions already. ]

You should be careful. Who knows what's going on out there.

[ Strangely enough, they were treating Zero as if the sensitive subjects of vampires and and the hunters association relate to him as well. ]

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[info]instrumented
2016-05-16 04:01 am UTC (link)
[It isn't as though the answer is a surprise. For Yagari to be out was often on days where the twin's parents were home. It worked the same way in reverse. Zero remembers having liked when everyone was all together, though. Kaito, too, even though at the time they didn't always get along. Not compared to now, at least (as the other hunter has become one of his closest friends).]

Just like usual, then.

[He catches on to the unspoken insinuation.]

Don't worry, I'll stay alert. [Also as usual.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-27 02:29 am UTC (link)
[ There's a nod for that comment. The usual, that's how it always was. It's a mechanical response. Safety was always first. ]

That's good. We wouldn't want you to get hurt since you're our guest.

[ The parents replied smiling. ]

You should stay here tonight.

[ The younger Ichiru replied, his beaming concern was probably something that hasn't been seen for a long time but only existed in dreams. ]

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[info]instrumented
2016-05-27 04:41 am UTC (link)
[And because it really is only within dreams, that makes him ache all the more. He probably shouldn't bring any of this up to Ichiru later on. Even if he did, his brother would dismiss it; he's probably state that it's the past and they can never go back to those days.]

Sure. I can do that.

[Maybe even too much. Far too much of this is ceaselessly bittersweet.]

In the same room, if you'd still like.

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-06-04 08:06 pm UTC (link)
[ A typical thing Ichiru will say in order to avoid it. The general idea was to never talk about on his part. He'd appreciate it a lot if the matter would never be brought up again. ]

I don't mind.

[ He replied smiling, beaming even. It seemed like he was very much slowly attaching himself to this version of Zero. With dinner being done with, the twins would help clean up the mess while their guest was expected to relax.

Eventually, the sunset slowly drifted off int he horizon and it was time for bed. ]

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S N O W Y S U M M I T
[info]shydragon
2016-05-06 01:08 am UTC (link)
[This was all foreign to Shin-ah...he was used to Yona and them but to see snow and children calling him over has him very confused. He was a strange sight a tall man with blue hair and cloth covering his eyes. In his confusion he follows along until they all end up inside, the pat to the head had him jerking a little bit before he turns to the other two.]

...how long? [He meant by how long the boy has been sick...]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-06 04:15 pm UTC (link)
[ Their expressions didn't really change because he appeared strange. In fact, Ichiru found him really peculiar and he was more or less interested in learning about the stranger, being a curious little boy that he was.

When his twin stepped away from them and towards the kitchen to help their parents Ichiru turned his gaze at the other's question. ]


Since I can remember. I don't recall a day when I was healthy. It's not too bad, but it won't ever go away. I hope you had fun.

[ He replied, through flushed cheeks. His fever was subsiding some but he was still a little dizzy from the weather taking a toll on him. ]

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-06 09:01 pm UTC (link)
[Shin-ah wasn't the best at conversation...but he thought it might be okay to ask. Though the answer does have him concerned.]

...you're okay?

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-07 03:15 am UTC (link)
[ He smiles. ]

Yes, I'll be fine. It's something I've come to accept.

[ Though he smiles, his expression is almost sad, if not dejected. ]

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-08 03:30 pm UTC (link)
...Mn...

[Shin-ah moves to pat his head...that makes him feel better.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-08 09:15 pm UTC (link)
[ The younger Ichiru stares at the masked man in confusion when he pats his head. ]

Eh? Well, thank you. You're a nice person.

[ He replies smiling after a moment. ]

Mama and Papa says you should join us for dinner.

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-08 11:11 pm UTC (link)
[He covers his face for a moment...it was weird to be told that still at times.]

Okay....if it's okay.

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-15 07:51 pm UTC (link)
[ Ichiru tilts his head and laughs softly as the other covers his face. ]

Ne, are you embarrassed?

[ He softly teased and nodded his head. ]

Yes, Father and Mother said it was fine. It's also cold outside so you shouldn't leave right now.

[ A storm was brewing after all. ]

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[info]shydragon
2016-05-16 05:01 am UTC (link)
[He nods his head softly.]

...

[Shin-ah was sensitive to the cold so the thought of being in it wasn't the highest on his list.]

...okay.

[He hopes the boy will be okay.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-27 02:35 am UTC (link)
[ Ichiru smiles brightly as the other agrees to to staying. ]

We'll have a lot of fun tonight won't we? You'll play with Zero and I ne?

[ He chimed, though sick he seemed to hold his positive attitude. ]

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if only
[info]salutiferous
2016-05-08 07:42 pm UTC (link)
[While the smell of blood was definitely not unfamiliar to Victor, it was rare that he was confronted with it to this extent. The corpses were definitely something he didn't need to see. While the ones he knew weren't as bloody, the sight from back then came to his mind and he covered his mouth with a gloved hand.

No matter how many times he would see situations like this, they were always terrible.

His eyes fall on the boy - wasn't that the one who refused any kind of help?]


What has... occurred here?

[Though a part of him didn't really expect an answer, he couldn't help but ask.]

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[info]concealed_heart
2016-05-08 09:11 pm UTC (link)
It's not hard to decipher if you think a little, ne?

[ In the dark corner of the scene that eventually is frozen in time, stands the person the dream belongs to. Of course, it's something he's done since a long time ago. He always watches and remembers the scene vividly, darkly. ]

Though, I can't say that having people invade my privacy is acceptable.

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