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Yuuki Kuran (trappedinresin) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-03-19 21:16:00

Entry tags:

ai kuran, fai d flourite, kazuki makabe, sebastian michaelis, souji okita, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

Day 367 - Action
[Evening - Within Trois Park.]

[If she could disappear into the ground she would. Simply melt into the earth beneath her and lose all sense of feeling. Become the grass, or the trees maybe. Living, but unfeeling, incapable of being hurt by the many things all around her. Life would be so simple if there was a switch, to simply turn her emotions off and not have to feel the very real crushing weight within her chest. Instead, as though to mock her very real pain, the greenery around her shifted and changed, mirroring her emotions. It was out of season, but where the cherry tree against her back should have been leafy greens, pink blossoms bloomed and fell in excess. Like the tears that streamed silent down her cheeks, they fell to the ground, and covered her and the earth beneath in pink and white petals, like snow. It zapped some of her strength, something that only happened here in Marina, but she could hardly put a stop to the way her emotions ran wild. Butterflies fluttered around the scene, and would seem out of place if not for the large, blood-like butterfly wings that decorated her back.

She had lost everything. Everything she had fought so hard to accomplish had fallen into ruin. Even though she had tried her hardest, even though she wanted more desperately than anyone to work for peace, and to stop and save her brother... it hadn't made one single difference. He had been right. 'No matter how hard you try, sometimes it will amount to nothing.']

Oniisama...

[It was all her fault. Now he was gone, frozen forever without a heart. What had she done wrong? She had tried so desperately to be the person that he had wanted, but she had failed. And now eternity would be hers to spend alone. She was a mother, she learned, all in the same day that apparently she had become a widow, or close enough. How was she supposed to be a mother, when she couldn't even protect the one person she had always loved? And now of all times? She was only seventeen. One year older than the girl who looked just like her and claimed to be her daughter. There was no doubt that she was. But Yuuki didn't know how to be there for or take care of her, when her own world was crashing all around. It was better if the girl ran as far away from her as she could.

Everything I love or get close to dies. As though her touch was toxic. One after another. Her mother and father, and now Kaname, too. Zero and Ai-- they weren't safe around someone like her. Eyes brimming with tears, she helplessly lifted a hand up to scrub at them. Her soul hurt, and she didn't know how to move forward from it.]

[OOC: After ICly learning that her fiance is gone after meeting with her future daughter. She wont have been home all day! Sorry for the mourning post, I had to get it out of the way :'| ]

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magicwhistle
2016-03-21 11:26 am UTC (link)

[Marina is a new place ready to be explored and so Fai takes a walk in the evening to do just that, after having switched his orange overall for some blue jeans, a white shirt and warm pale blue cable knit cardigan. His path takes him to the park and he can feel a strong presence a lot earlier than he sees Yuuki and the cherry tree she sits under, can feel how shaken she is. He isn't sure how to approach her or whether he should at all.

But before he knows it he already has, drawn in by the blooming cherry tree that reminds him so much of his princess and the magic lingering in the air, calling to him. He hears her whisper, the grief in her voice and he knows it all too well. For him it was a very long time ago and yet it only just happened as well, his brother crumbling to dust right in front of his eyes after he had hoped to revive him someday for most of his long life.

He walks towards her, letting a warm wind accompany him, wanting to keep this stranger, who he feels so drawn to, warm at least. Maybe that is the only thing he can do, apart from watching her with a kind expression on his face. If she wants to she can just send him away, he will understand. But he also knows that it's better to have someone, to not be alone and he wants to make sure.]

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trappedinresin
2016-03-23 05:46 pm UTC (link)

[The presence of someone else is distantly felt. Grief prominent, she doesn't stir from her heart felt sobs, her agony saturating the air. It's too dangerous to remain indoors right now. Even in her sorrow she knows that and is not willing to destroy the apartment she shares with Yuuri, her powers out of control as her emotions overflow.

Curling in on herself, her chest physically hurts, tears wetting the ground beneath her. No matter how many times she asks herself what it is she did wrong, how she could have changed this tragic fate, she doesn't know. She tried. She tried so desperately to make a difference. All she had wanted was to be happy. And now...? Everything is ruined.

When she finally does speak, it's in a pained whisper.]

I... I might not be safe to stay around right now.

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magicwhistle
2016-04-01 02:19 pm UTC (link)

[Her words make his smile spread a little, his heart moved by her kindness, by her instinct to think about others despite her current state of being. To ease her mind he lets the winds he summoned earlier form a magical barrier around himself, shielding him from any magic that may accidentally come his way.]

I will be just fine, I assure you.

[He steps closer until he is right in front of Yuuki, so close that he could touch her if only he reached out. Yet he doesn't, knowing better than to do that without her explicit permission.]

My name is Fai.

[It is a start. A normal introduction, an escape route that he shows her, like an extended hand. She won't need to speak about what is causing her pain, not unless she wants to. Until then they can just speak normally, two strangers meeting for the first time in this strange place.]

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trappedinresin
2016-04-03 07:53 pm UTC (link)

[As far as first meetings and impressions go, Yuuki is making the worst. The gentle introduction surprises her though, unexpected in the moment. Rather than retreat or even inquire into things, he simply shares with her his name.

She pauses, and after a moment her head tips back so that she can look up at him. Her eyes are still tear-stained, the evidence steadily trickling down her cheeks. With a breath she lifts a hand up to scrub at one of her eyes. Swallowing thickly, it takes her a moment to find her voice again. Brows knitting, her gaze lowers, but she doesn't hide it this time.]

Yuuki. Yuuki Kuran.

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magicwhistle
2016-06-28 02:54 pm UTC (link)

{{OOC: Latest tag ever. As such, feel free to ignore it, should you not want to continue this introduction. We can discuss how it went instead.}}

Yuuki-chan, then.

[He decides, simple as that. Or rather the translater puts it as "-chan" while his own beautifully flowing language expresses it completely differently. The meaning behind it is the same. She might decide to brush it off, to ask him not to call her that, but that's fine as well. His gentle, caring smile shows as much.]

It is very nice to meet you, Yuuki-chan.

[Still not asking about her tears, not even if he can do anything to help. Fai would like nothing more than that, but it's plain to see for him that whatever upset her so much is beyond his, maybe beyond anyone's ability.

Instead he looks up, to the branches of the cherry tree in full bloom above them, which are blocking everything else from view with their pale beauty.]

They are beautiful, your flowers ... The Sakura blossoms ...

[He can't help but call them that, the memory of the princess who shares their name making his voice both fonder and tinged with a deep sadness.]

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	trappedinresin 2016-06-28 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	[Even as out of control as they are? She glances around herself. She's really upset nature hasn't she.] I didn't mean to... [Do this, she means. But... it's better this, she thinks, than destruction.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

magicwhistle
2016-06-28 04:29 pm UTC (link)

No, don't apologize. They remind me of someone who's very dear to me. So rather ... thank you for that. The sight warmed my heart.

[He walks over to the tree and places a hand on it's stem, sending his soothing magic into it. It's not much, seeing as his healing magic is as lacking as ever, but it will do.]

The tree will be fine. [Just like he hopes she will be.]

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	trappedinresin 2016-06-28 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	You can tell....? [A hand lifting to her eyes, she tries to wipe away some of the water so that she can see more than through her blurry tears.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

magicwhistle
2016-06-28 04:41 pm UTC (link)

I can, yes. I am not experienced with plants since the place I come from is very cold and lacks most of them, but ... yes. [Closing his eyes for a moment, he pictures the lands of Ceres, cold and uninhabitable ... now uninhabited after his last visit to the dimension he lived most of his many years in.]

And before you ask. No, it's unrelated to me being a vampire. Like yourself, I believe. [His words are soft, soothing, a trace of regret at the fact or how it happened lingering. But there is no contempt or anything like it, just open and welcoming warmth.]

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trappedinresin
2016-06-28 04:47 pm UTC (link)

[There's a touch of surprise at his last comment, her head tilting back to stare at him more fully. It's true that she can tell he's different-- there's a scent of blood to him as well, but it's not the same as her either. Not quite.]

Somehow... you seem very unvampire like.

[Most...aren't overly friendly to strangers they find crying. At least not in her experience.]

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	magicwhistle 2016-06-28 05:00 pm UTC (link)
	[His gentle smile turns broader, almost into a grin that doesn't lack a certain pride.] Must be because I have been a vampire for only a short while now. [Very short to the long life he has lived, certainly.] I still consider myself a mage first and foremost. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2016-06-28 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	A mage... [It's the first time she's heard someone refer to themselves that way.] The same as a witch or wizard? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	magicwhistle 2016-06-28 05:38 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. But definitely the good kind, I assure you. [He doesn't want to frighten her in any way.] Then again my word may not mean much here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2016-06-28 06:18 pm UTC (link)
	[There's the briefest of smiles.] I didn't think they were bad. [Particularly when she herself is a vampire, how could she assume such a thing?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

magicwhistle
2016-06-28 06:31 pm UTC (link)

Just wanted to make sure you are not scared ... [A small chuckle escapes his smiling lips.] Then again, your powers are very impressive so you have no reason to be, really.

Is there anything you like to eat, Yuuki-chan? [Because an idea just certainly crossed his mind.] If your kind of vampire can eat food, I mean. Sorry, I didn't mean to be insensitive. [The fact that they are not the same kind of vampire, pure-blooded or not, didn't escape him.]

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	trappedinresin 2016-06-29 07:12 am UTC (link)
	[She shakes her head. She's never actually heard of a vampire being unable to eat food. She smiles a bit at his cautiousness though.] No, it's all right. I can eat normal food too. I'm not a very picky eater. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	magicwhistle 2016-06-29 11:20 am UTC (link)
	[Not having met any vampires apart from the twins, Fai doesn't have a lot to go on. But maybe, just maybe there could be vampires out there who aren't able to digest anymore. It's just an idea but the multiverse is a huge and funny place.] What's your favourite then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2016-06-29 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	[ . . . ] Parfaits. [Sweets in general...] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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