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Tweak says, "Bless your heart!"

Yuuki Kuran (trappedinresin) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-02-15 14:10:00

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aidan reilly, ianto jones, kazuki makabe, nico di angelo, sam winchester, victor frankenstein, yona, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

Day 363 | Open
[Action + Video]

This again...

[With a frown Yuuki can't believe that once more she is sporting not only the dome's most fashionable anklet, complete with built in hunter technology, perfect for suppressing vampire abilities! But even worse she's somehow in the orange jumpsuit once more. Not only that, but she woke up upon the ground in the center of the butterfly pavilion. It's not that she hasn't napped in public before. But she'd definitely remember changing into orange comfortable clothes to do.

Not to mention...her head feels somehow- foggy. She's not really sure how else to put it. What had she been doing before now? Marina is as familiar as ever, but something feels off. Which can only mean one thing, right? At the very least she remembers how to use their communication device. All at once she flickers up onto the screen on the network. With a sandwich from The Bistro in hand (she was hungry and thought it might help clear her head) she gives a small wave.]

So... does someone want to tell me what my punishment is this time? I distinctly remember putting on a performance not all that long ago and that should have been the end of that. I mean- it wasn't that bad. _Right? [Don't answer if you thought the concert was.]

Somehow I feel really disorientated.

[Although if she's back in an orange jumpsuit... had she left? But on all those other occasions she had supposedly disappeared she hadn't been forced back into prison gear. Just what's going on now?]

Zero...? And Yuuri-kun, too. Anyone really. What's going on? [The fact that she got a welcome message again... she hadn't disappeared again, had she? And if so... how long has she been away for?]

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trappedinresin
2016-02-19 03:51 am UTC (link)

He...

[Her heart drops. Suddenly, it feels as though all the oxygen has been robbed from her lungs. Wide-eyed she stares at him. The words are heard, it's only that she can't process them. Or refuses to. Chest tight, her head shifts with a slight shake.]

But- that's... [Again her head shifts from side to side.] But you- Zero stopped Isaya-dono. You said so yourself. [Before her memories could be stolen.] That's why I-I have to get back. I have to stop him. He can't. I already- [She already has a method for stopping him.

Lifting a hand up to her lips she nods a number of times, turning to the side. Right. As long as she can get back before he can create a new furnace. It's fine. It'll be fine. She can stop him.]

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	instrumented 2016-02-19 05:28 am UTC (link)
	[He does know of her plan. Always so self-sacrificing. A part of him wants to call her out on this, maybe even out of irritation, but the feeling is overshadowed by everything else. In the end it's fleeting, at best.] Yuuki. . . [He doesn't say it immediately, if at all. He knows just how well Yuuki is able to read him. (It's too late. It's done.)] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trappedinresin
2016-02-21 02:57 am UTC (link)

No...

[Her vision becomes blurry and she doesn't know exactly when the dam holding it all in broke. Throat tight, it suddenly feels difficult to breath. Unable to accept his words, the mere idea raising bile into her throat, she shakes her head.]

No. [Trembling, her fingers curl into her palms to try and steady herself. Her voice cracks and wavers before she clears her throat and tries again.] You're wrong, no.

[He's not gone. But for him to say such... Jaw clenching, she swallows thickly before her watery gaze finds his. What is this...? A cruel joke...? Even if deep down she knows he's not the sort. Through her tears her eyes narrow into a glare and she takes a step back from him.]

Is this just another means of upsetting me, Zero...? [The frustration and emotion is clear, ringing within her voice, shaking with each breath.] You're lying. [Something he's never really done to her before. The accusation is there, thrown out so easily in the moment despite no basis for it. It's easier than any other explanation. This is the only one she can accept.] You're lying to me Zero. You've always hated Kaname, and now you're lying to me. But I don't have to listen to that.

[Shaking her head she lifts her hands up, shielding her ears as she takes another step back from him.]

I'm not going to listen to people lie to me anymore. So stop it. Stop lying to me, Zero.

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instrumented
2016-02-21 05:48 am UTC (link)

[He knew this was coming from the very moment he even considered telling her. Only, now that it's happening, he's realizing he is far from being as prepared as he originally imagined he would be. It's more so her actions that get to him the most. Like a very forceful kick to his gut. It's the way she's looking at him, and how very close she is to sobbing. Not that the way she speaks, and the tone she uses, aren't a part of the whole.

But he has no right at all to feel as pained as she is. This is all his fault.]

I'm not.

[He's quiet at first. His stomach is knotting before he can even really begin to speak again. He isn't going to try and keep her eyes on his.]

No; I never have liked that man. That much is true.

[The sole person who destroyed Zero's entire life. Yet at the same time, it's because of tragedy that he met Yuuki. He wouldn't go back and change it all.]

But even I was surprised that he really did do it. I never expected it.

[But she still isn't going to believe it.

His mouth feels dry.]

I told you because of the very opposite. I didn't want to hide something that has to do with you. Something that's a part of your life which you have the right to know.

Maybe I was wrong to do so, then. Maybe it was too soon.

[One of his hands resting upon his knees curls tight.]

You can not believe me all you want, but I'm not lying.

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trappedinresin
2016-02-21 05:45 pm UTC (link)

Stop. [The word breaks, practically begging. She doesn't want to hear any of this. Tears bluring her vision further her fingers curl more tightly around her ears, blocking him out. There are so many things she needs to deal with in regards to Kaname, but he isn't gone. It's impossible. She can't even wrap her head around the idea of such. He's the strongest person she knows, and despite everything that's happened so important to her.

A hand slips from one of her ears to cover her mouth with a sob.]

Kaname isn't gone. [It's difficult to speak without her tears causing her voice to quiver, lips trembling visibly. Her emotions are so raw and honest, even if she can't be truthful with herself. ] You're so stupid Zero. [That idiot. Another step backwards, she continues to shake her head over and over again, unwilling to accept anything. If he's not lying, he's mistaken. Nothing could stop Kaname, he wouldn't just leave her to another pureblood's care. Everything that she's fought for up to this point... it can't have been for nothing.] You're wrong. That person, he-- he wouldn't just leave me behind. You don't know anything. [He had promised her. They had agreed to eternity together, no matter their situation right now, she's already determined to hunt him down and correct things. She can do that. She doesn't have any other choice.] I'm going to find Kaname with or without your help. But I wont let you waylay me or get in the way.

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instrumented
2016-02-21 10:40 pm UTC (link)

[Only, Kuran would. And he did. And Yuuki's reaction is all but the same. Zero could add on what Aidou had done in order to preserve his body - a sort-of consolation - but he already knows Yuuki still won't believe him.]

. . . I won't say anything else, then.

[There's tension within those words, but not towards her. Thanking her for informing him about this place almost feels inapropriate.]

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trappedinresin
2016-02-25 12:30 am UTC (link)

Good.

[They're clear then. But considering how tense she stands, body ridged and finger nails biting hard into her palm, she's anything but calm. She's so tense, like a tightly coiled string ready to snap. Eyes still bright with her remaining tears she has to give herself a moment before she trusts that her voice is steady enough to talk again.

Everything is fine, she reminds herself.]

Are you fine? [On his own, she means. If she leaves right now, will he be all right?]

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instrumented
2016-02-25 12:43 am UTC (link)

[She already knows that he can read every last bit of her demeanor. Of course he isn't going to say anything of it; he doesn't have the right to feel pained. Not in the slightest. This is all his fault. He felt being honest with her would be wise idea, but clearly it hasn't.

Then again, he knows exactly what he decided to tell her is what makes it worse.]

Yeah. I am.

[A partial lie. Although he's always been calm and collected in trying situations. This is no different, excluding what all has transpired between them in only a few minutes.]

I'll ask around instead. [His chest tights more.] I won't try and stop you if you want to leave.

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trappedinresin
2016-02-25 12:55 am UTC (link)

[She swallows thickly. Leaving him feels wrong. She shouldn't. But her every instinct is telling her to run. Swallowing thickly she nods after a moment.]

I forgot. Now that I'm back, there's something I have to take care of. I have to talk to Kitty-san. But if you're fine, that's good. [That's right. He doesn't need her. He'll be okay on his own.] I need to find her. I should go do that, it's important.

[It's easier to think about the defense force than to think over the things he's trying to tell her.]

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	instrumented 2016-02-25 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Sure. [He really is able to get by. Being social is far from being a thing he does easily, but that's all relative. He isn't going to be able to learn everything he can about this place completely by himself. It's tempting (regardless) to tell her that he'll check up on her, or how they'll talk later, but he won't. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trappedinresin
2016-02-27 01:56 pm UTC (link)

[Heart beating so thick that it pounds within her ears she licks her lips and then nods.]

Okay. [She hardly knows what to say. She's still at a loss to everything.] Then I should do that. [Fingers curling, it's still difficult to breathe.]Stay safe. And don't go to sector six.

[Because he needs to know at least that.]

I'll see you around. [She can't linger any longer, or else she really will dissolve. Turning away she lifts her hand up briefly in a small, parting wave, before immediately dashing off as fast as her legs will carry her.]

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