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Tweak says, "I aim to misbehave!"

Spike (chipswiththat) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-01-11 14:30:00

Entry tags:

ianto jones, jack harkness, kitty pryde (aoa), malcolm reynolds, rebecca crane, sam winchester, spike

358 - voice + action
[ It's surprisingly early, for him. Vampire habits and all that, this transmission should happen later in the afternoon but it doesn't. He also sounds surprisingly drunk for it being this early in the day — effort was taken to reach this level of inebriety. It's clear in the tone of his voice, the stubborn lack of video, the briefness of the message. ]

Rose is gone. She was a good person even if you wankers didn't appreciate it.

[ And off goes the feed. He'll make his way to the graveyard with as many bottles of whiskey as he can possibly carry. Gotta start early in the day if you want to drink yourself to oblivion. Anyone coming across him can expect to find a fumbling mess of a man and more than one smashed bottle. ]

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	chipswiththat 2016-01-17 02:04 pm UTC (link)
	[ He makes a reluctant, displeased noise. Don't use his inspiring words against him, mate. Not cool. At a loss for a decent response, he takes a deep drink of whiskey instead. That's better. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	readystopwatch 2016-01-17 02:14 pm UTC (link)
	[Ianto has a particularly smug look he wears when he knows he's won an argument and he doesn't bother trying to hide it now.] I'm still not saying it's a perfect philosophy or anything. But you did have a good point with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-17 03:18 pm UTC (link)
	Loving someone and tolerating this sorry lot are two different things. [ And if you love someone you need no one else. That person will do fine to fill the void all on their own. ] Anyway... not really up for discussing that tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	readystopwatch 2016-01-17 04:31 pm UTC (link)
	[This time he does hug him, even if it might not do much to help or be what Spike wants now. But it seems to mean more than just saying things like I'm sorry she's gone or I wish this didn't keep happening.. It's more simple and direct than all of that and he hopes Spike isn't too drunk and unhappy to appreciate it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

chipswiththat
2016-01-17 04:38 pm UTC (link)

[ If he wasn't this drunk and unhappy, he might not appreciate it for what it is. If he hadn't been on the other side of this when Jack disappeared, this would be a moment of apprehensive tensing and wanting no part of this but they're so past that and so he reciprocates, curling an arm around Ianto's back.

We can't be too chummy, though. Of course not. Men can't have squishy emotions. ]

I'm not going to make out with you, if that's what you think.

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	readystopwatch 2016-01-17 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	As if I'd want to. Your breath smells terrible. [Blame all the drinking. But it's nice to be able to joke about it. And honestly right now it's not really on his mind. This is just him being a friend, apparently the only one of those Spike has left.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-17 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	Worse than blood? C'mon. [ It is nice. They're pretty pathetic, the two of them, but who even has the energy to care anymore? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	readystopwatch 2016-01-17 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Context is everything. For example I am not blinded by love and able to ignore things like that now, thank you. [He kissed Jack in that body after his bits him, too, didn't he? Something is probably wrong with him but now is not the time to examine it. And he's okay with being pathetic as long as he's not the only one.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-18 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	Blinded by love? [ Y'know, they haven't talked about that. He didn't want to talk about that but it's a pretty good distraction right now and he's so done with wallowing in the swampy depths of emotion. At least for another five minutes. ] You liked that, didn't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

readystopwatch
2016-01-18 08:10 pm UTC (link)

Oh sorry, shall I leave all sentimental expressions to you from now on? [Are to the only one allowed to be poetic Spike?]

[He considers shutting the conversation down or being evasive but at least they're not talking about staking people anymore so he decides to be honest.] Being with you, you mean? Objectively it's hard to say, isn't it? That day I did, but who knows how much of it was real and how much of it was the Wardens telling me how I felt.

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chipswiththat
2016-01-19 05:20 pm UTC (link)

[ It's cute, is what he means but won't say. Blinded by love is so dramatic, right down his alley and maybe it's the unexpected friendship or that day spent in infatuated bliss but he appreciates what few similarities they do have between them. Nothing on the surface but plenty underneath. ]

Maybe they forced the feelings, but... [ He pauses, hesitant. ] ...that's how I do things. When it's real. Just... so you know.

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readystopwatch
2016-01-19 10:06 pm UTC (link)

I know it is. [The fact that he's heartbroken and drunk in a cemetery right now says as much, even if he hadn't told him so many different stories about the lengths he's gone to or will go to for the women he loves.] It was how I do things, too. [Sex and drama first, emotions second. That's one way they're different. Romance tends to sneak up on him, rather than being a priority. He doesn't ever expect to end up caring as much as he does.]

And in the name of clearing the air, yes, I did like it. And I think about it a lot. I'm not about to up and leave Jack because I want to have a shot with you and at the end of the day I think I like us being friends better in any case. And that kiss the other day was a drunk thing, that's all. [Probably.] Like I said, I like the friendship better.

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	chipswiththat 2016-01-19 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	[ Oh, so they're coming clean now? Might as well, there won't be a better time for it. He leans back against the headstone, giving Ianto a long, sideways glance. They are pretty good as friends, that's unbelievable enough. The rest would be too dramatic, too messy and even more so... ] I don't go for blokes. [ A beat. ] Usually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

readystopwatch
2016-01-19 11:38 pm UTC (link)

You don't have to try and rationalize that sort of thing to me, trust me. [He's given up trying to put neat and clean labels on his own sexuality. It bothers him a bit, since he loves to be able to organize and make sense of everything in his life. And, because he's Ianto he can't quite resist adding with dry sarcasm,] And look, if you ever want casual gay sex you know where to find me.

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chipswiththat
2016-01-19 11:49 pm UTC (link)

I'm not rationalizing you daft bint, I'm paying you a compliment. I'm 126 years old, you really think I really care about all that wank? [ An apt choice of words, good job team. ]

Right. And when you get tired of Jack, you know where to go for a damn good buggering.

[ This is about all he's willing to take of this. Is there whiskey left? Please let there be whiskey left. ]

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	readystopwatch 2016-01-20 12:13 am UTC (link)
	[He smirks and passes over a new bottle.] Deal. Also I promise not to mention this conversation to Jack. Wouldn't want him getting any ideas. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-20 08:35 pm UTC (link)
	Oh hell no! I'm not breathing a word of this to him. He's been trying to get into my knickers since we met, this would make it so much worse. [ A really terrifying thought, actually. A matter of principle at this point. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	readystopwatch 2016-01-20 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, I imagine that suggestion would be a bit overwhelming for us all. [He has not had a single fantasy involving combinations of himself and Jack and Spike nope not a single one at all that never happens.] Although full disclosure he tries to get in everyone's trousers. If that's any consolation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-20 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	Not used to getting a no, is he? [ And that's the thing, really — Spike isn't interested. At all. Okay, so Jack smells really nice and they've had some heated moments in the past but he's not that interested in the rest. Too arrogant, too brash. Too much of a goddamn hero. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

readystopwatch
2016-01-20 11:48 pm UTC (link)

I think he sees no as a challenge; either to his authority or as one he needs to seduce depending on his mood. [A note of fondness creeps into his voice as he speaks. Those same things that bother Spike so much about Jack are the same things he loves. He loves watching him be a hero, someone he aspires to be. He loves that Jack can make the hard decisions, the ones that save the world, that no one else can make. And more importantly he loves being the one who is there for him at the end of it all.]

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	chipswiththat 2016-01-21 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	[ You're weird, Ianto. So weird. He'd never fall head over heels for someone with those kinds of characteristics, oh no. She would definitely not be blond and badass and someone he was desperate to kill for the longest time before he became much more concerned with keeping her alive. ] Yeah well... tell him to knock it off. It's annoying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	readystopwatch 2016-01-21 11:45 pm UTC (link)
	I'll do my best although I doubt how successful I'll be. [If he can't get Jack to stop flirting with Gwen when they're all at work he doubts he'll have much luck here.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2016-01-22 04:55 pm UTC (link)
	Fine, fine... I'll just knee him in th' bollocks if he gets too frisky. [ He won't. He likes Ianto too much for that. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)