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Aigis ([info]orgia_mode) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2015-07-06 09:48:00

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Entry tags:aigis, conrart weller, tieria erde

Day 331
Open Action
[It may not be precisely at the moment Day 330 switches to Day 331 that Aigis climbs out of the armchair she finds it most comfortable to sleep in, but it's close. What matters is that she does not want her brothers to be alone and that means finding them.

Breaking into the room of the person she cares about very familiar routine from last year, one that she performed every time she worried about Arisato no matter how many times Yukari tried to explain locks or privacy or dorm bedrooms or personal space. When she cares about someone she shows it by breaking into their room at night and watching them sleep, it's as simple as that. Unfortunately she does not know where her brothers live so she decides to do the only logical thing - break into every occupied room in the dome, one by one, starting with her own building in Sector 2, then working her way to Sectors 4 and 3 until she finds the right one. When needed she picks locks but otherwise she will quietly open each door and creep inside to check. Some occupants are sleeping and will never know she was here. Others may still be awake and very surprised by the arrival of a robot girl in their home at this hour. Or perhaps they will wake up to the sound of that lock clicking or sense a presence and open their eyes to find her peering at them intently in the dark, checking. Once she's satisfied she will move on to the next room.]


Closed to Conrad and Chekov
[It's very late - or perhaps very early - when she finally finds one of the people she is looking for. Conrad is asleep and she sighs at the familiarity of this all. The dark room, the sleeping form on the bed, the soft rise and fall of his chest she can see even from the place near the wall she picks to stand. She did this so many times last year, why hasn't she done it here, with him? The memories are wonderful but also sad, making her heart or whatever controls her emotions squeeze and ache with loss and longing for her precious friend. Of all her emotions this will always be her favorite because of that association. Things can hurt terribly and still not be bad if they are a reminder of someone important. She always did this when she wanted to be close to Arisato and now it's become a memory, something she can never do again. I will always be here, protecting you. If a few tears leak out of her eyes they will be wiped away long before he wakes up in the morning.

I will always be here, protecting you.



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[info]trial_by_veda
2015-07-14 01:28 am UTC (link)
I have heard that talking about them helps. If you want.

[It was easier to listen to someone else's than talk about his own.]

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[info]orgia_mode
2015-07-15 12:00 pm UTC (link)
[She looks up, thoughtful and quiet.] Until a few weeks ago I only ever had the same dream. I was following my friend through the darkness, trying to catch up but I never could. But now I do not have those dreams anymore. What do you dream of?

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[info]trial_by_veda
2015-07-15 10:45 pm UTC (link)
[He considered that.]

Do you know why they changed?

[He frowned a bit.]

Mostly memories. Things that have already happened.

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[info]orgia_mode
2015-07-16 12:20 am UTC (link)
Yes. I was finally able to understand why I lost her. Why she had to die. It still hurts, but I can accept it now. I think knowing that made it easier.

Are they good memories? Or unhappy ones?

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[info]trial_by_veda
2015-07-16 01:50 am UTC (link)
[He nodded. He could understand that feeling. He had lost those close to him as well.] A little, yes. I think that might depend on why, but it becomes easier to deal with over time.

[He sighed.] My dreams are a little of both, I think. There are times when I have good ones, and times when I have bad ones. And there are times when I do not remember them.

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[info]orgia_mode
2015-07-16 11:35 am UTC (link)
I think that sounds nice. Bad dreams are not so bad if you sometimes have good ones, too.

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[info]trial_by_veda
2015-07-17 12:25 am UTC (link)
It does help balance things. [And he was learning slowly that life was all about balance. He was still learning what balance worked best for him, but he understood that he needed it.] Do you ever have good dreams? [He was a little concerned there.]

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[info]orgia_mode
2015-07-19 02:18 am UTC (link)
Yes, I do now. I think you need hope to have them. Or memories. Sometimes I have them of you. [Surely she does. Doesn't she?]

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[info]trial_by_veda
2015-07-21 08:56 am UTC (link)
I would like to know about them some time.

[She didn't have to share them tonight, but it would be interesting to hear.]

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