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Sam Winchester (tallerthanthou) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2014-04-21 10:38:00

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elena gilbert, martha jones, sam winchester, spike

Day 268 - Video & Action open
[Video]
[There's a pause before he speaks because he knows it's not going to be his voice and that's going to be weird again.] Hi. [Yep. It's weird.]

I was wondering if anyone recognizes me?

...Am I invisible? [Sam would recognize himself as previous inmate, Angel, except there's no reflection when he looks into mirrors. And voices are distorted when you hear them inside your own head.]

[Action]
[It won't take long before he realizes the hunger he feels isn't going to be sated with a salad. He can go one day without blood, right? It's not like he hasn't craved it before—demon flavored in that case, but still blood. He just needs to stay away from people. Easier said than done though. He needs to at least go put a class is cancelled sign on the room where they meet for Paranormal Studies which means a lot of walking across the dome and smelling everything.]

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matter
2014-05-14 11:29 pm UTC (link)

[ no more monster than the things she's seen, done, condoned. her lips part in a soft gasp and her eyes round, but she's seen angel's face like this before. he showed it to her once, the first day she met him. she remembers how he explained there was a demon inside him, and a soul too. that's something sam has too.

so whether this is uncontrollable or to scare her; it doesn't matter. she steels herself. ] So don't. [ her voice is firm and full; inarguable. she sucks in air and searches his eyes, so foreign and familiar. reaches to touch his face, her voice softening. ] Don't.

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tallerthanthou
2014-05-19 02:37 pm UTC (link)

[He does still have his soul and real or imagined it seems like he can almost feel it over all the other emptiness. There's no blood pumping in his veins. No heart beating. No breath rising and falling in his chest. His body is as eerily silent as hers seems teeming with activity and life. How could he not want that? How is he supposed to resist?

His eyes close at the gentle touch. He can feel the demon hungry within him, but he can't give in. His face shifts back, bumps and fangs sliding away as if they were never there and he opens his eyes again to watch her. It's the wrong face, but another one he's come to care for.]

You shouldn't trust me this much.

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matter
2014-05-19 05:50 pm UTC (link)

[ the way his eyes close and his face smooths and transforms back; it fills her with a surety she wasn't lacking in the first place. she's not afraid of the demon visage, and her touch continues unhindered, his fingers and palm flattening against his cheek, curling to move her knuckles down to his jaw. she shifts closer, aware of the hands that aren't her own, his face that's not his.

but it's sam, and she smiles. ] When have you given me a reason not to?

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	action. tallerthanthou 2014-05-23 04:09 am UTC (link)
	I'm afraid I might soon. It's like I can feel a demon in here with me wanting me to slip. [And the way she touches him makes other thing harder to resist too.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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matter
2014-05-24 08:32 pm UTC (link)

I know. [ it's an ache, a feeling she wishes he didn't have to suffer - one she wishes he never had to. (one she wishes she's never felt either. that hunger.) her smiles sobers and her eyes drop along with her hand, slowly and reluctantly. (that's not what they are now - ever were, really.)

but she doesn't know exactly; she's never dealt with a real demon. ] I can imagine... [ she looks back up to him ] it's similar. [ similar but completely different, that hunger, because it was hunger amplified by her feelings that made her... want him, want to feed. ]

What did you do? Last time? With the blood? [ how did he hold back? get through? ]

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	action. tallerthanthou 2014-05-25 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Last time with the blood? [It doesn't take much to think back to it. He's been thinking about it for awhile now.] I...fed. A lot. [He didn't hold back. He'd tried, but when he failed he failed big.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action. matter 2014-05-27 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	And when you decided to stop? [ she doesn't know the particulars. she doesn't know a lot of the particulars with sam, she realizes. elena licks her lips. ] How did you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action. tallerthanthou 2014-06-02 03:19 am UTC (link)
	[There's a long pause.] Dean locked me in a panic room until it was out of my system. Pain. Screaming. Hallucinations. It wasn't pretty. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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