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Tweak says, "Flavio hates you all!"

Stefan Salvatore (sanguino) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-12-02 21:03:00

Entry tags:

caroline forbes, elena gilbert, eric northman, rose, stefan salvatore

Day 248 - Action - Open to All
[Morning - Stefan's Bedroom - Closed to Caroline]

[It hits him at all at once, the memories of the past months rolling into his brain. It's overwhelming, as they overlay with the memories of his life here, but one thing in particular sticks out among the rest.

Because it feels endless, constant, and horrific. The agony of being trapped in a small space, drowning over and over, the water filling up his lungs and sending him spiraling into death.

He sits up straight in bed, his entire body soaked in a thin layer of sweat, his heart beating so fast he feels like it's going to burst from his chest. He sucks in a shuddering breath, and even though the air goes into his lungs, he still feels like he's drowning there beneath the water in that dark, dark, safe.]

[Afternoon - Blood Shack - Open to All]

[Alcohol is the only thing that numbs the pain, calms his nerves, and he's certainly had his fair share today. It's easier not to think under the weight of intoxication, to hide from the confusion and the disorientation of layered memories, good and bad, with an unsteadiness that he's in control of, that he caused himself.

It's the only semblance of control he's had since he woke up that morning.]

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sanguino
2013-12-08 06:53 pm UTC (link)

[His entire body tenses at her touch, at the sound of his name in her voice, and there's a sharp intake of breath that follows. The pain of their break-up, all that hurt, it's fresh again, just like it was yesterday.

Because yesterday he hadn't had Caroline. Hadn't remembered being able to get over her by caring about someone else. The pain of losing her to his brother is raw agony all over again, on top of all the other terrible memories he's had to process over the last few hours.

The glass shatters in his hand under the pressure of his grip, cutting deep into his palm.]

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	matter 2014-01-07 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	[ that wasn't the reaction she had been expecting. elena flinches, her lips parting in shock. ] Oh my god - [ her hand is hovering over his wrist now. ] Stefan -? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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