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Zero Kiryuu ([info]notamasochist) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2013-11-13 08:38:00

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Entry tags:aidan reilly, calliope-caliborn, elena gilbert, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

video;
[The video function flips on to display someone who doesn't make announcements very often. He's sitting on the floor of a nearly empty room as a small brown ferret explores the only remaining item in the room. A collection of colorful plastic piping that connected to Zero's own room and around their apartment. Zero had built and designed it as a holiday gift for Hikaru recently.]

For anyone who has been friends with Hikaru Hitachiin. He has apparently left the facility.

[The amount of loss that Zero has experienced in his short life has given him the ability to appear completely calm and composed in situations where he was feeling the complete opposite. Devastated and torn up inside at this loss--Zero didn't make friends easily. Both Kaoru and Hikaru Hitachiin had noted and understood something about Zero that most others could never understand which made them grab ahold of him and refused to let go.

For the short time Ichiru had been in the facility, the four of them had developed a bond that he'd honestly never experienced in a friendship before. And then suddenly it was just Hikaru and Zero left. Zero provided the kindness and support that Hikaru missed from Kaoru while Hikaru forced Zero to not take life so seriously in the way that Ichiru wanted him.]


...just out of curiosity. How many twins are there here in the facility now? You don't have to have your other half here. I'm just wondering if there are many.



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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-12 02:18 am UTC (link)
...I don't want to know my number.

[Because he's been here a very long time in comparison to Aidan.

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-12 06:00 pm UTC (link)
Probably better that way... ain't somethin' anyone should keep their thoughts on, I don't think. [ And yet he has and will and does. ]

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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-12 08:46 pm UTC (link)
Yet you obviously have. [Just pointing out the obvious here.]

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-12 09:01 pm UTC (link)
[ Heh. ] Guess we do a lot of shit we shouldn't.

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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-12 09:10 pm UTC (link)
[Heh. Story of his life right there.] Probably several times. Just to make sure we really screw things up nice and good.

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-12 09:58 pm UTC (link)
Yeah... sounds 'bout right. [ Ugh. ] Ain't no other way to do it though... is there?

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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-17 02:44 pm UTC (link)
...you learn a lot when you do things the hard way. [About yourself. About others.]

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-17 09:25 pm UTC (link)
Guess so. [ A beat. ] You ever wish you knew a little less?

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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-27 04:27 am UTC (link)
[Is this a trick question?]

Having had someone remove my memories once--no. Not anymore. I'd rather know it all.

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-27 08:13 pm UTC (link)
Jeeze, someone removed your memories? How th' hell did that happen?

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[info]notamasochist
2013-12-27 08:47 pm UTC (link)
[He's not quite sure how to answer that because the how isn't as important as the why in this situation.]

It was surprisingly easy for her to remove herself once she'd taken control of me.

She was cornered and hopeless--some of which was my fault. She panicked and made some big mistakes trying to protect everyone in the only ways she knew how.

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[info]redclayheroics
2013-12-28 07:12 pm UTC (link)
...I guess that's real easy to do, huh? When you're desperate. [ May be thinking about many things right now. ] Everyone makes mistakes... an' we don't always see what kinda damage we do until it's too late.

So... you all better now?

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[info]notamasochist
2014-01-03 04:27 am UTC (link)
You have no idea. [Zero sighs, the damage he'd caused had scarred her deep and been incredibly selfish on his own part. But to answer Aidan's question? That is even more difficult.]

It depends on what you consider 'better'. Here, everything is just the way things should be. I have my memory back. I'm able to fix the wrongs in my life. Give her--give us both what we should have done in the first place.

That opportunity has been taken from me back home. Chances of me ever getting to do so are slim at best. Even if I do happen to regain my memories some day--it will probably be too late. She'll be gone.

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[info]redclayheroics
2014-01-03 12:34 pm UTC (link)
So if you go back... you'll lose everything you have here? [ Ouch, that hit him in the heart area. ] I think I know what that's like... a little.

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[info]notamasochist
2014-01-03 03:44 pm UTC (link)
[He just nods. There isn't really much to say to that.] Things are just easier here. No expectations or requirements. Status isn't an issue. No politics. Everything that has affected us back home can't touch us here.

[It sounds nice, but for some reason he's frowning though.]

I might be the only one to feel that way.

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[info]redclayheroics
2014-01-04 10:27 pm UTC (link)
[ He's about to protest and say that there's at least one more person here that agrees (him) when he realizes that it may not include everyone else. ]

...She doesn't think so?

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[info]notamasochist
2014-01-08 10:19 pm UTC (link)
Even knowing what she knows--she's wanting to find a way home right now.

[And he understands but--it does hurt.]

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[info]redclayheroics
2014-01-08 11:41 pm UTC (link)
Man, that's... that's rough. I'm really sorry.

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[info]notamasochist
2014-01-08 11:50 pm UTC (link)
It's who she is. I can't change that, nor would I want to.

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[info]redclayheroics
2014-01-09 12:36 am UTC (link)
[ He's quiet for a moment. Contemplative. ] We gotta love them the way they are, huh? Even if we don't agree with their choices.

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[info]notamasochist
2014-01-16 05:06 am UTC (link)
It doesn't make it easier. But that's exactly it.

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