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Tweak says, "r u scientist?"

Zero Kiryuu (notamasochist) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-11-13 08:38:00

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aidan reilly, calliope-caliborn, elena gilbert, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

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[The video function flips on to display someone who doesn't make announcements very often. He's sitting on the floor of a nearly empty room as a small brown ferret explores the only remaining item in the room. A collection of colorful plastic piping that connected to Zero's own room and around their apartment. Zero had built and designed it as a holiday gift for Hikaru recently.]

For anyone who has been friends with Hikaru Hitachiin. He has apparently left the facility.

[The amount of loss that Zero has experienced in his short life has given him the ability to appear completely calm and composed in situations where he was feeling the complete opposite. Devastated and torn up inside at this loss--Zero didn't make friends easily. Both Kaoru and Hikaru Hitachiin had noted and understood something about Zero that most others could never understand which made them grab ahold of him and refused to let go.

For the short time Ichiru had been in the facility, the four of them had developed a bond that he'd honestly never experienced in a friendship before. And then suddenly it was just Hikaru and Zero left. Zero provided the kindness and support that Hikaru missed from Kaoru while Hikaru forced Zero to not take life so seriously in the way that Ichiru wanted him.]

...just out of curiosity. How many twins are there here in the facility now? You don't have to have your other half here. I'm just wondering if there are many.

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	notamasochist 2013-11-13 04:22 pm UTC (link)
	[Just...stay out of the stables Aidan. The last thing they need is you falling off a horse right now. You look like crap, by the way.] Hikaru too. You'd think for being a prison they'd actually do a better job of keeping us here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

redclayheroics
2013-11-13 04:29 pm UTC (link)

[ Don't worry, he's not going to break his neck or spook the horses or anything like that. Not for as long as he's recovering from a 24 hour hangover at least and considering how his sorrows can swim, apparently... there may be another one coming before long. ]

Makes me wonder what th' hell they're keepin' us here for at all, if they're just gonna keep losin' us all haphazardly.

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	alkdjflasjd I thought that said SPOON the horses--and thought why not? Zero would. shot notamasochist 2013-11-13 04:46 pm UTC (link)
	Why have so many left and never returned? Why do some come back never remembering anything and others remember everything? [Zero sighs. Normally he has no problems being here--and he can't change that even now because the alternative is being home to face life without the knowledge and memory of the one he loves.] There isn't a rhyme or reason to any of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lmao that might actually be a valid cure! redclayheroics 2013-11-13 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	Bet they won't give us a good answer even if we ask 'em... I know I've been defendin' them some in th' past, but this is just too much. [ Sigh. ] You know what he's goin' back to, if they do go home? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Zero would agree. It's the only place he sleeps well... notamasochist 2013-11-13 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	Kaoru. [He remembers all of Hikaru's and Kaoru's other friends but of everything this is the most important.] He's an identical twin and his younger brother Kaoru is the most important person to him. If he is going home it's a good thing. He enjoys his home life very much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	That could be worth a try, if sleeplessness continues to be a thing redclayheroics 2013-11-13 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	Then let's hope that he's home with his brother right now... he sure didn't deserve to be stuck here alone for all this time. [ He never met Kaoru, so if he was ever here it must've been months ago. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Zero recommended and approved notamasochist 2013-11-15 01:53 pm UTC (link)
	That's about the best to hope for. I don't really want to think about the alternatives. Kaoru was here for quite a while as well, but for the most part it was just Hikaru alone. Being away from Kaoru was extremely difficult for him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-11-15 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	[ Quietly nodding. ] Hell... I miss my parents and that's bad enough. I can't even imagine what it's like to not have your twin 'round. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notamasochist
2013-11-15 05:31 pm UTC (link)

It's sort of like missing a part of your body. I can't really describe it. [Just gives a little sad smile. You probably didn't know he was one either.] All four of us were here at one time together. It was...

[It takes him a minute to find the words, but when he does he can't help the soft chuckle that comes.]

The three of them were obnoxious together and drove me crazy.

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	redclayheroics 2013-11-17 01:16 pm UTC (link)
	[ He had no idea, but he's also not about to make a big deal out of it. It's nice, listening to someone else's troubles. It takes some of the weight off. ] You miss 'em, huh? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-11-25 09:54 pm UTC (link)
	He was here for a short time. [Just gives a shrug in response. It's a hard subject for him.] It was nice to get to see him again. I don't get to at home anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-11-26 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? Why's that? [ Because prying is always the thing to do. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-11-29 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	[Of course it is. Zero doesn't mind though.] He's been dead for about a year back home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-11-29 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	Oh... I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-02 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	It's fine. It took me a while to deal with it, but I'm okay now. I was lucky compared to others that I got an opportunity to say goodbye. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-12-02 04:12 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah... that ain't always th' case, is it? Even less so here, I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-03 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	The turnover here is pretty terrible. You'd think with a life sentence they'd manage to keep us here better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-12-04 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	Y'know, a while back some guy asked me how many I'd met here that went missin'... I think it was somethin' like 70 gone out of 110. That's... that's a lot. Even more now. Even he's gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-09 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	...you actually kept track for a while? [He would hate to know the number of people that have come in and out during his own time here.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-12-10 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	Not really... I mean, I usually remember th' people that matter to me- [ So everyone. ] -so when he asked how many it was, it wasn't hard to make a list. I just counted 'em off and crossed out anyone I knew wasn't around anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-12 02:18 am UTC (link)
	...I don't want to know my number. [Because he's been here a very long time in comparison to Aidan. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-12-12 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	Probably better that way... ain't somethin' anyone should keep their thoughts on, I don't think. [ And yet he has and will and does. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-12 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yet you obviously have. [Just pointing out the obvious here.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redclayheroics 2013-12-12 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	[ Heh. ] Guess we do a lot of shit we shouldn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-12-12 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	[Heh. Story of his life right there.] Probably several times. Just to make sure we really screw things up nice and good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)