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Sougo Okita » King of the Planet of Sadists (sadistfaction) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-11-12 22:31:00

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aidan reilly, aradia megido, elena gilbert, lacus clyne, sougo okita, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya

DAY 245 ☠ VIDEO
[Sougo wants to pretend that yesterday never happened. It was just... weird. And people witnessed him in that odd super great mood he was in. And him being chipper. And cheerful. And throwing his arms up in the air with excitement. He does not approve of this at all. At all.

He is lying in bed confused, but keeping on more of a "sadist face" instead.]

I can't be the only one who ate too much cake. Can you get drunk off of cake? I think that actually happened. I only black out the way I did when I'm drunk. Unless yesterday didn't happen at all. I can't be the only one who thought it felt like a dream. Right?

[He knows it was real, but he's hoping he was wrong, so so wrong!]

[Closed to Lacus and Aidan!]

[He then turns the video off, rolls over and groans in his bed. Okay, okay, maybe he'll get up... very slowly. Therefore he of course has to shout!]

Oi! I need reassurance! Tell me I don't have a cake problem. I can't live this life if I have a cake problem.

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	sadistfaction 2013-11-12 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	You can come in, you know. [He sits on his bed, waiting for her to come over.] Maybe I don't have a cake problem, but it was definitely a problem yesterday. [He makes a sound of disgust!] I don't want to see another cake in a while. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-12 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	[The invitation was all she needed; she enters and moves to sit beside him, smoothing out her dress.] It's a good thing I made cookies and cocoa, then. [She offers him the plate and mug!] I'm sorry it was a bad day for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-12 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	[He shakes his head.] It wasn't bad. I just feel gross. [Then he stares at her, suddenly mentally questioning everything about yesterday.] I mean... it wasn't bad... right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-12 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	[Very aware of the shift in mood, Lacus' expression softens. She wouldn't want him to think she's brushing off his question.] No. It wasn't bad at all. [Her hands are too full to reach out to him, so she rests her head on his shoulder.] But I wish you didn't feel bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 11:28 am UTC (link)
	[He rubs his cheek.] I hope you're not mad. [Not that she seemed mad, but he can't help but to feel there's a reason for her to be unhappy with him.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-13 01:00 pm UTC (link)
	[It never ceases to make her sad how little confidence he has. Of course his thought would be that she's somehow going to reject him.] Why would I be mad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	Because I wasn't myself yesterday. And now I'm back to regular me who's not as fun and... [He puts a hand to his chin.] without an ounce of that confidence I had. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fields_of_hope
2013-11-13 05:07 pm UTC (link)

[Much as part of Lacus wishes yesterday was too fuzzy to recall, she clearly remembers telling Sougo I like you even more today. That is bound to not be helping.]

I liked seeing you as you were yesterday, but not because I like you less at any other time. Seeing you happy makes me happy, and it seems as though you so rarely feel that way. And... I didn't ask you to kiss me because of how you were acting. I suppose I had a bit of extra confidence myself, that's all.

Please don't think you're less today than you were yesterday, because you're not. You're still Sougo.

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	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. [He runs a hand through his hair.] I wasn't worried about the kiss. It's not unusual for you to question me about that kind of stuff. [There's a little smile, but it fades quickly.] I don't like the wardens messing with me like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-13 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	Nor do I. [Last time she ended up in Tyki's bed. And yes she visited more than once, but had it not been for the first time... so she's telling herself, anyway.] If you prefer it, I won't question you about such things again. [Lacus can't decide how she feels about his reaction. Relieved? Disappointed? Some combination, more likely.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	[He puts a hand on her shoulder.] Don't misunderstand - it doesn't bother me when you do that, so it's fine. It's everything else. I thought the happiness was real. There wasn't a moment yesterday where I felt it should be questioned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fields_of_hope
2013-11-13 10:30 pm UTC (link)

[Nodding, and a little smile even if she's still not entirely sure she's okay with all this.] I understand. Having our feelings manipulated isn't fair.

[Briefly, she considers bringing up what it was like for her to believe she was in love with Tyki, but decides that would only make matters worse.]

I wish it could be real. Not brought on by a bite of tainted cake. I wish I knew a way to make it real for you.

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	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Here. [He takes the cookies and milk from her and sets them on the nightstand. He scoots a little to sit closer to her.] Despite that... I still had fun though. Did you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-13 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Mm, I did. [Hands now free, she turns a little to face him and offers a brighter, genuine smile.] I always have fun with you. And I was happy when you said you care about me. [She knows that was honest, even if the cake made it easier to say.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-13 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	[Sougo pats her on the shoulder with a little smile.] I wish I had brought some cake for Aidan... Not only because of my temporary cake obsession, but because maybe it would have brought him happiness too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fields_of_hope
2013-11-13 11:25 pm UTC (link)

It would be nice to see him smile...

But this place has done enough to him. I think if he'd had some, he would be feeling much as you're feeling now. I think we should work on bringing back his smile so it's real and genuine.

It will happen, even if it takes time. Aidan is very strong. I know we can help him find some happiness again, but we must also be patient.

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	sadistfaction 2013-11-14 11:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, he is. [He nods.] I'm glad he's going to stay here with us, though I can't guarantee we won't make trouble for you over guy stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-14 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	That's fine. I'll just make trouble right back. [She smiles extremely sweetly.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-14 09:45 pm UTC (link)
	i can already envision what a normal day will be like... [He holds his hands out and gasps!] Double the mess?! The amount of beer bottles all over is ridiculous! The toilet seat has forgotten what it's like to be down! Boxers and boxers upon boxers! Gross! It's that awful guy stench! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-14 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	[Oh Sougo you silly man, if you think Lacus will have trouble keeping anyone in line you need your head examined.] I believe I'll manage. Do your worst. [She leans forward and grins.] I still have that dominatrix outfit you suggested, so I know just how to get you back in line. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-14 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	[Oh he is so okay with that. Totally a smirk on his face.] Is that supposed to be a threat? Should I feel intimidated? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-14 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Terribly. [Playing like this is fun, and it puts a smile on his face. What could be better?] You have no idea how intimidating I can be when I put my mind to it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-14 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	[He puts his hands to his cheeks.] Oh no! I'm so intimidated that I'm scared! I think I peed a little! Scary lady, scary lady! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-11-14 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	[She can't help giggling a little.] That's better. But don't worry too much. I prefer to be nice whenever possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2013-11-14 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	[Speaking of that dominatrix outfit...] Would you really still wear that kind of thing, even with Aidan here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)