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Tweak says, "here we are. THE WASH"

Jessica Hamby (virgins) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-07-15 03:26:00

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caroline forbes, dirk strider, elena gilbert, eric northman, hei, jack harkness, jessica hamby, martha jones, matt donovan, phoebe halliwell, piter de vries, rose, sam merlotte, sookie stackhouse, spike, terry mcginnis

Day 228 ; Video
[The network opens to Jessica who's taken the time to find some other outfits before doing this this time.]

Feels I went home for a bit, or somethin'. Or I got new memories anyways -- I remember hearin' bout that happenin' to other people. Last thing I remember was it bein' day 216 -- that was twelve days ago. The orange don't suit me much better than it did the first time. Whatever's goin' on it's sure as hell fuckin' weird.

[There's a pause, and then she adds.]

I gotta question for everyone though. If someone you loved, someone you really hurt but still care about, if they wanted to forget about you completely -- what would you do? Like if you could do that for them, would you?

[Because she did. But she's still not sure how she feels about it. Even if she's not in love with Hoyt anymore she still cares about him. For what that's worth.

There's other things, things with Bill and the Authority but that she doesn't want to talk about so publically. How he 's turned into a religious fanatic like her birth parents used to be. It makes her skin crawl. The memories are fresh and make her feel sick to her stomach. She'd rather not focus on them too much.

She closes the feed at that.]

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virgins
2013-07-22 03:00 am UTC (link)

[Oh Sookie. Jessica's quiet for a moment, trying to blink back the tears forming at the corner of her eyes. She hates crying, hates how ugly and gross it is now that she's a vampire. No one wants to see her face smeared up with blood.]

He didn't think so. He was so hurt, so betrayed by everything that's all he could see anymore. The good stuff -- I guess it just wasn't worth keepin' anymore.

[And that's probably the most painful part of this. That something could hurt so much than none of the positives mattered anymore. None of those firsts.]

It was one of the hardest things I've ever done.

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	private; thoughts 2013-07-23 03:35 pm UTC (link)
	Where are you, Jess? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: private; virgins 2013-07-25 10:14 am UTC (link)
	I was makin' my way back to the Clockwork Estates. Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private; thoughts 2013-07-27 06:23 am UTC (link)
	I'll meet you there. [ you need a hug as much as she needs to see you in person, jess. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private; virgins 2013-07-27 11:31 am UTC (link)
	I'll be waitin', then. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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