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Jessica Hamby (virgins) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-07-15 03:26:00

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caroline forbes, dirk strider, elena gilbert, eric northman, hei, jack harkness, jessica hamby, martha jones, matt donovan, phoebe halliwell, piter de vries, rose, sam merlotte, sookie stackhouse, spike, terry mcginnis

Day 228 ; Video
[The network opens to Jessica who's taken the time to find some other outfits before doing this this time.]

Feels I went home for a bit, or somethin'. Or I got new memories anyways -- I remember hearin' bout that happenin' to other people. Last thing I remember was it bein' day 216 -- that was twelve days ago. The orange don't suit me much better than it did the first time. Whatever's goin' on it's sure as hell fuckin' weird.

[There's a pause, and then she adds.]

I gotta question for everyone though. If someone you loved, someone you really hurt but still care about, if they wanted to forget about you completely -- what would you do? Like if you could do that for them, would you?

[Because she did. But she's still not sure how she feels about it. Even if she's not in love with Hoyt anymore she still cares about him. For what that's worth.

There's other things, things with Bill and the Authority but that she doesn't want to talk about so publically. How he 's turned into a religious fanatic like her birth parents used to be. It makes her skin crawl. The memories are fresh and make her feel sick to her stomach. She'd rather not focus on them too much.

She closes the feed at that.]

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	video: virgins 2013-07-20 11:19 am UTC (link)
	Because it would hurt less. I messed him up real bad, I guess. [So much that the good parts didn't matter. Not that first kiss, not the first time they had sex, when they moved in together, nothing. All he could see was the pain. Her inability to love Hoyt anymore destroyed him.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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2013-07-22 03:11 am UTC (link)

[ wanting to forget for everything to hurt less. after klaus made stefan turn his humanity off... after he attacked her, damon offered her the same. for a moment, for a split-second after he offered, she felt that drop in her stomach, that desire to give in.

it's why she couldn't.

elena looks down; it's not that she can't imagine jess doing anything horrible. she's a vampire and elena doesn't hold that against her. (she'd made horrible choices, done horrible things too. she loves people who have.) ]

Jess, whatever happened, whatever you did... He had his part in whatever happened. [ her eyes lift to jess' face. she might not know anything about her and this person, but she knows that much. ] He made the choice to know you; he cared about you too, right?

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	Re: video: virgins 2013-07-23 08:33 am UTC (link)
	Not enough. It wasn't enough. [Whatever she and Hoyt had -- it wasn't enough. It wasn't enough to keep her in love with him (she would have done anything to stay in love with him) and it wasn't enough for him to hold on. Not in the long run. ] He decided it was better to forget me than know me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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