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Tweak says, "You love him, don't you?"

Jessica Hamby (virgins) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-07-15 03:26:00

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caroline forbes, dirk strider, elena gilbert, eric northman, hei, jack harkness, jessica hamby, martha jones, matt donovan, phoebe halliwell, piter de vries, rose, sam merlotte, sookie stackhouse, spike, terry mcginnis

Day 228 ; Video
[The network opens to Jessica who's taken the time to find some other outfits before doing this this time.]

Feels I went home for a bit, or somethin'. Or I got new memories anyways -- I remember hearin' bout that happenin' to other people. Last thing I remember was it bein' day 216 -- that was twelve days ago. The orange don't suit me much better than it did the first time. Whatever's goin' on it's sure as hell fuckin' weird.

[There's a pause, and then she adds.]

I gotta question for everyone though. If someone you loved, someone you really hurt but still care about, if they wanted to forget about you completely -- what would you do? Like if you could do that for them, would you?

[Because she did. But she's still not sure how she feels about it. Even if she's not in love with Hoyt anymore she still cares about him. For what that's worth.

There's other things, things with Bill and the Authority but that she doesn't want to talk about so publically. How he 's turned into a religious fanatic like her birth parents used to be. It makes her skin crawl. The memories are fresh and make her feel sick to her stomach. She'd rather not focus on them too much.

She closes the feed at that.]

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	Re: Video virgins 2013-07-17 08:29 am UTC (link)
	Well he didn't really leave much other options. [And if he was going to stay in town she might have kept an eye on Hoyt anyways -- but he's going to Alaska. And he didn't know who she or Jason were anymore. Nothing's going to change that now.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video vikingly 2013-07-17 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	Then you did what you had to do. There's no shame in that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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virgins
2013-07-18 11:37 am UTC (link)

Even if it hurt someone else in the process? [Jason didn't ask for that, to have his best friend not even want to remember him anymore. She can't help but blame herself a little.

She pauses for a moment, remembering Eric himself had gotten new memories a while back, and she switches to private.]

Eric...when you got those new memories, do you remember much about when you and Bill were workin' with the Authority?

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	Video > Private vikingly 2013-07-23 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	Oh yes. A great deal of it. All the way until we no longer were. [He's suspicious about what Jessica knows and may have some reservations about telling her what happened to Bill. He wouldn't have told Sookie, except that they'd gotten into a fight and she'd chastised him for keeping secrets from her. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private virgins 2013-07-25 10:15 am UTC (link)
	I mostly just remember Bill callin' me there to begin with. He was actin' real strange -- trying to force the Book of Lilith on me and all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private vikingly 2013-07-28 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. He's become quite the...fanatic. You don't remember anything after that though? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private virgins 2013-07-31 10:08 am UTC (link)
	No. Nothing after that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private vikingly 2013-08-01 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	It's just as well. I believe there was an actual sermon in which I nearly died of boredom. [ not really. well, maybe, depending on what classified as a sermon. he'd rather not get into the details. ] In any case, welcome back and your job at the Blood Shack is still available if you care to take it again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private virgins 2013-08-05 06:03 am UTC (link)
	....He gave an actual sermon? [She winces. Religious zealots as her human parents had been bad enough. She smiles at the offer.] I'd like that a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private vikingly 2013-08-05 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	For a selected audience. At least it had the trappings of a sermon if you ask me, but then I've never actually been to a modern church. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private virgins 2013-08-06 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Believe me, you ain't missin' much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Video > Private vikingly 2013-08-06 12:09 pm UTC (link)
	So I've heard and trust me when I say you aren't missing much back home either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Video > Private virgins 2013-08-08 08:12 am UTC (link)
	I guess I'll hafta take your word on it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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