[ If they slept all that time... does any of it count? Dreams aren't supposed to. They're not real, even when they feel just as genuine as what he's experiencing right now but if that's true then nothing that happened between them happened for real. Not the physical, at least, and in some ways that hits so much harder.
Never slept together. Never spent the night in the same bed. Never had dinner or lunch or breakfast. Never went to the movies or the arcade, never danced on the beach and aside from that brief moment of handholding during the coup they've barely even touched until just now.