[What kind of degenerate is she, throwing herself so carelessly at him, putting aside all those complicated feelings!]
I-I never drank before, and honestly didn't think it would affect me much. Then I announced all kinds of stupid things, which I regret telling everyone.
[Despite being so far gone, she does remember the night.]
W-While intoxicated I shouldn't have taken advantage at that time. It was unfair to you....