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Tweak says, "Hey, stud. Wanna dance?"

Yuuki Kuran (trappedinresin) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-05-17 22:07:00

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bak chang, calliope-caliborn, damon salvatore, dirk strider, hei, hikaru hitachiin, korra, roxy lalonde, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

Day 219; Video | Action | Open
[It's good that the devices within the dome can be worn. Anything handheld would not remain still for an instant, if that were the case right now. Because the tiny, vampire girl on the opposite end can't seem to walk straight. Stumbling, she catching her footing and grabs hold of a nearby rail just outside of the bar (she's only just slipped out.) The near fall sets her into a fit of giggles.]

Sorry, Sorry...

[But the apology is broken up between quiet bouts of laughter. Somehow everything tonight is hilarious. Or the opposite. One or the other. Oh, but she can be serious. Taking a breath, she visibly tries to calm herself down. Brows drawing down, she nods.]

Sorry to disrupt everyone's party. It's a good party though-! [Lifting a hand into the air she dances in place for just a second to music that can't be heard. Seconds later, though, that serious expression is back, though her movements are exaggerated and large.] I was thinking all night... [A pause-- before shaking her hands] Wait wait... let me back up. I'm always thinking. But tonight I had a lot on my mind, aaaaannndddd...

[She throws both her hands out]

I have a boyfriend and a fiance!

[What in the world is with that!? This is craziness! Doesn't everyone else think so too!? Lifting a finger into the air, her brows crease in thought for a moment while she pieces her thoughts together.]

Actually, I-- I don't know if we can still be engaged and here at the same time. [Because he's there. Er... at home. Well, not home, home, but home.] But...[She nods and continues on conversationally] even when I forgot about it we were still engaged. [... Or something. This is hard to describe. Shaking her head, she tries again.]

It's fine to love someone else here, isn't it?

[Sighing, she plops her head back into the grass behind her and stares up, past the device and at the mock night sky. After a moment she rolls her eyes.]

Okay, okay, I loved him at home too, but big brother said it was fine if I loved him and someone else. As long as I just ate him. [She can admit to the fact that she made a terrible fiancee. She knows that much at least.] I still don't know how to do that... with two people more important to you than anything. Even if you want to...how do you stop loving someone? I don't know how...

[She's quiet for a time after that statement, genuinely contemplative, before rolling over.]

The same goes for him, too, though. [Kaname, she means. Not that it's clear] If your lover leaves you to commit mass murder, then that is not okay. [She shakes her head] It's sooOooOoo not okay. [Lifting a bottle of alcohol she managed to smuggle out of the bar, she takes a long swig. The burn is kind of what she needs at the moment... even if it makes her choke. Exasperated, she merely laughs. This is all funny, right?] And then you find out that the person who wanted you as a vampire wants to turn you human. I don't want to be human!

[ The comment seems to remind her of something else though, because suddenly she covers her face with a hand and can't help the small giggle that escapes.]

I've got the best news though!

[Crawling up to her knees, she looks excited. Absolutely no one will suspect this...!!]

ZERO KIRYUU LOVES VAMPIRES!!

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 02:25 am UTC (link)

[Honestly, it's a little deep and she has to take a few moments to piece his words together and really disgust them. She does though. Slowly. For a time she's quiet. After several seconds, she reaches up and cups his cheeks.]

Zero hasn't done anything wrong. For that reason, it's my wish to see Zero smile and be free beneath the real sky, instead of locked away unfairly.

[Eyes closing, her hands gently lower. As for her--]

Of course I would prefer to lie beneath the real sky with Zero.

[Even if she doesn't feel she is as deserving as he is.]

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	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
	[It's a nice wish, but not something that would ever be possible. She herself has removed that option for them.] Yet I've always felt more free here under the fake sky than back home under the real one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 02:48 am UTC (link)
	[Pushing up from the ground, she twists, leaning across his chest to stare down at him.] So if given the chance, Zero would prefer to stay here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 02:58 am UTC (link)
	[Is it that surprising?] That's been the case for the majority of time I've spent here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 03:04 am UTC (link)
	[Leaning forward, nearly nose to nose she studies his face.] Because back home, I've complicated everything for Zero... over and over again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 03:20 am UTC (link)

[He doesn't avoid her gaze at all, meeting it directly.]

I don't blame you for the actions of others. I don't hold you responsible for anything other than what you've recently done--and just that one thing. And even that I understand because I know what it's like to be thrown in a situation where you have to do things you aren't proud of or hate yourself for doing.

I'm also not allowing you to place blame on yourself for things that have nothing to do with you--that's awful conceited of you to think you impact every single area of my life.

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	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 03:26 am UTC (link)
	But it's true, isn't it...? [Still something she has trouble coming to grips with (especially when alcohol is involved... ).] If it wasn't for my existence, then there would be many more individuals alive right now. Now they no longer are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 03:59 am UTC (link)

Living isn't a crime. Murder is. The only person you have control over is yourself. You did not desire, request or commit any of those acts--therefore you hold no responsibility.

[Eyes finally closing, he rests his chin against the top of her head before continuing.]

This guilt you feel...I understand it, Yuuki. It buries you. Drowns you. It continues to pile up until finally you can not breathe--but even worse--you don't want to breathe because you are trying to punish yourself.

You deserve happiness. Stop pushing it away.

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 04:14 am UTC (link)

[Her throat feels a little tight, suddenly. Swallowing, she's quiet in response. Warmth wets her eyes to trail silently down a cheek. How is it fair to freely enjoy herself when so many people are still suffering back home because of actions taken to protect her.

She knows. She realizes that maybe she hasn't done those things. But doesn't she still have a responsibility? The fact that she hasn't been able to make a single difference so far doesn't instill a great amount of happiness in her. On the contrary.

Although, deep down, even if she still wants to deny herself it, she genuinely, truly, wants to be happy. Wants for everyone to be happy. It's all she's ever wanted.]

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	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 04:26 am UTC (link)
	[He just sits there content to listen to the water and the sound of her heartbeat. Time slowly passes before he finally speaks.] I just wish I'd realized that lesson earlier. [For his own sake. And for hers.] Maybe you would have realized how much of a difference you made. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 04:38 am UTC (link)
	[Sitting up, she scrubs a hand across her eyes, hair shielding her face while she turns to face away from him in the opposite direction.] But I haven't been able to accomplish anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 05:21 am UTC (link)
	[Really?] Didn't you just save a bunch of vampires by giving your blood to them after they took those tainted tablets? You've restarted the night class. Picked up and supported hunter missions. There's a lot of things you've accomplished just recently, not even including the past. It hasn't been that long since everything started. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 05:31 am UTC (link)
	That- [She opens her mouth, but closes it after a moment. Maybe, but in the first example all she did was share her blood.] Although... the night class, is in part, thanks to Aidou-senpai. [And being willing to stand by her side.] Though I was glad... to stop some of those bad vampires. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Have a little faith in your skills. You aren't completely hopeless, you know. [There is a slight teasing tone to his voice now.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 05:52 am UTC (link)
	[Quiet again. Contemplating that, she leans back down, this time snuggling up, closer, against him.] Maybe... [A mild agreement. Closing her eyes, she listens to his heartbeat.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 12:18 pm UTC (link)

[All his weight on one elbow, he slides the other around her waist to hold her tightly as he buries his face in her hair.]

More confidence.

[He inhales, grip on her tightening a little more.]

Even if it's hard, I'm not going to let you sit here and punish yourself for things things you want but push away and deny yourself instead.

I'm trying to do the same for myself.

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 01:00 pm UTC (link)

[There it is again, his hands on her. Licking her lips, she hazily ponders the fact that Zero's changed a lot. He's much more tolerant... kinder, somehow. And he's always been a kind individual from the start.

Shifting within his arms, she turns so that she's facing him, an arm wrapping around his neck. His scent is stronger, so close together like this.]

Zero smells good...

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 01:31 pm UTC (link)

[He knows she's not ready to deal with all that, which is likely the reason for the change of subject. Her body shifts against him, words taking away any ounce of irritation at avoidance of the subject.]

So does Yuuki...

[The scent of her has always been the greatest comfort to him. Calming him down, it reminded him of home. But the desire for her--the desire that wanted her to want him was a very powerful emotion. Head rolling back slightly to expose the flesh of his neck, allowing her the ability to do whatever she wanted with him.

He wanted her to want him. He wanted her to desire burying her fangs into him just the way he desired doing the same to her.]

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 03:47 pm UTC (link)

[She watches the pulse of one of his main arteries upon his neck, gaze drawn down to the beautiful, pale skin. Her shift is subtle, as she crawls up his body. One hand finds his own, fingers spreading between his and clasping.

He's so tempting. Eyes closing, she breathes him in as she bends, lips brushing lightly across his neck. His blood pounds healthy and strong in her ears.]

Zero...

[A breathy whisper of his name against his skin. Tongue tasting the salt of his flesh, she shudders in pleasure. This is what she's wanted for so long at home, and here, too, barely indulged in. With a moan, her hips rise to press against his, before fangs sink deep into his throat.

More than any sort of alcohol, this is the most intoxicating of all. Eyes closing as his tongue and feelings explode to life across her tongue, she draws upon him again, drinking all he has to offer. It's so easy to lose herself in the pleasure that warms her from within. Fingers tightening within his, she shakily draws a breath with a contented sigh against him.]

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 04:29 pm UTC (link)

[It's a special sort of torture he's never experienced, the way she moves across his body. His body tensing from the way pressure from her body slides across his, such a foreign sensation to someone so unused to to feeling touch from another. Eyes closing in pleasure as she gently rocked against his hips, her moan is met with a tortured groan as his free hand slowly grips her blouse desperately.

The sharp penetration of her fangs enter his flesh and he gasps before releasing an anguished sigh of pleasure. The desire to drag her down to him conflicts with the knowledge that any movement might send her fluttering away from him. Zero contents himself with leaving the free hand he has tracing the lines and curves of her body with the occasional restless tug of her body as she indulged in the life he offered her.]

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 06:05 pm UTC (link)

[She's restless atop him. Every drop of blood is a high, only enhanced by the way his hand shifts up and down the length of her body. This is something she's never imagined between the two of them, but then she doesn't care to think much right now. It's easier to feel.

Lips upon his skin, she breathes heavily, catching her breath once she's had her fill. She doesn't pull back, however. Instead they trail feather soft kisses up along his jaw line, before, still coated with his own blood they search out and find his lips.

Free hand lifting, it curls tight into his hair, pulling on his scalp. She wants more. To feel more, the security of his hands upon her body and his fangs within her own throat. She wants it all.]

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 07:18 pm UTC (link)

[Every nerve slowly ignites as her mouth releases it's hold on his neck and travels up his skin to his mouth. The taste of his own blood on his lips, the feel of her breath warming against him.

Her hand buries itself in his hair and he's gone. He pushes up into a sitting position just to free his hand up. Hands cling to her, kissing her back with intensity and restlessness. Heart slamming in his chest, his every kiss is heated and insistent. The emotions rioting through him unable to be expressed through touch alone, leaving him feeling frustrated.]

Tell me what you want.

[Hand buried in her hair, the words whisper across her lips before his mouth captures hers again. Drugged and intense, he kisses her over and over again, preventing her from giving an answer until he needs to come up for air.]

Tell me you need me...

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trappedinresin
2013-05-26 06:13 pm UTC (link)

[The shift as he pushes up into a sitting position is easy, she merely moves along with him. Every hungry kiss steals her breath away but she matches the desperation, taking for herself, even as he does. Cradled in his lap, her legs straddle his hips to either side. Arms wrapped tight around him, she's pressed flush to his body as she drinks him in turn.

She blinks hazily, lips swollen and cheeks flushed when he pulls back to look down at her. Spots of smeared blood decorate his cheek. Leaning forward, her tongue laps the stray blood, before she pauses to draw a shaky breath, drugged with the scent and taste of him. Cheek to his own, her breath stirs the hair by his ears.]

I need Zero.

[So much, even if other emotions so very often complicate her mind. Her grip upon him tightens, and she sighs in pleasure. It's true, isn't it? At least right now she's most honest than anything.]

I've always wanted and needed Zero.

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notamasochist
2013-05-26 07:33 pm UTC (link)

[His body overwhelmed with desire, it's almost too much to handle as her tongue glides across the skin of his cheek. Her breath against the sensitive skin of his ear sends shivers across his skin and through his body. The confession that follows only increases his restlessness as all the remaining blood rushes to an area of his body he had been aware of but trying to ignore, leaving him feeling hard and uncomfortable.

The pressure of every move she makes against him only increases the restless feeling within him, desiring more. Hands sliding down her body to rest at her hips, his mouth connects with hers desperately tasting her as fingers fumble madly at her hips, tugging, pulling against her as if trying to get his needs across unsuccessfully. Finally he masters the grip he's aiming for, hips reaching up to meet hers with a pained moan as he drags her against him.

He doesn't release the grip at all, fireworks exploding beneath his closed eyes as he keeps her hips locked against his painful erection. The most painful pleasure he's ever experienced, Zero doesn't move, lips just hovering over hers, hands locking them in place. It should have never gotten this far. She's drunk...how did it get this far?]

...I'm sorry.

[The words are whispered against her lips, hips still crushed together as he's not sure he'll be able to detangle himself from her quite yet. Anguished pleasure the only expression on his face as he debates with himself about what to do. Fingers slowly release their hold on Yuuki, allowing her the freedom to act on her own. Her body weight the only thing holding her against him now.

His body wants that pressure back. It wants to bury his hips into hers. He knows the only way to get rid of that agonizing but amazing feeling is to succumb himself to the sweet torture until it's completed.

But she's drunk. No matter how amazing the idea of any of this sounds or makes him feel--he can't do that to her. ]

I'm sorry...just let me take a minute to get myself under control.

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crimson_blade
2013-05-29 05:32 pm UTC (link)

Yuuki...? [Saya's resorted to calling for her friend since she is not where she originally called from. Where in the world...]

[Saya pauses when she sees them together. And then smiles. It seems like that memory problem worked out somehow. And she's glad that her friends have each other again. Even if Yuuki's a little --]

[-- Whoa, now.]

Zero? Are you both okay? [Saya's far enough from the couple to not be too intrusive, but she's prepared to interrupt more directly if necessary.]

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