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Tweak says, "fantastic."

Hikaru Hitachiin (onelevelmeaner) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-02-22 18:55:00

Entry tags:

dick grayson (all-star), dirk strider, hikaru hitachiin, sam merlotte, yuuki kuran

DAY 207 ☆ VOICE
It's occurred to me that we're all stuck. Literally. I realize that I'm really slow with not having noticed this sooner. I'll admit, I'm oblivious and don't notice a lot of things, even when they're right in front of me.

What I've realized is that all the future plans Kaoru and I were making together, the accomplishments we have set for ourselves, none of them can be achieved here. We can't reach any of our goals here. Not only do I not have Kaoru, but the things we wanted to do with our lives aren't doable here. One may say that it's just not true; absolutely anything is possible if you have the determination to make it so. But that's not at all what I mean.

I can't possibly turn this place into anything we've ever fantisized about, and for what reason should I bother? We don't need to do anything here other than exist. I don't understand why anyone chooses to become a business owner in this place. Is it only to have something to do? Is it because you were a business owner back home, and it's your way of attempting to make this place feel more like home? There couldn't possibly be anything else to gain from putting in work of that level.

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	[Voice] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 04:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't believe you, but I won't pry if it bothers you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:00 am UTC (link)
	[She switches to something a little more private. There's definitely someone she wouldn't want...listening in. Whether he would or not.] ... Just look after everyone at the apartment, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:05 am UTC (link)
	[GASPS DRAMATICALLY!] Are you implying that you don't think I would anyway?! I'm so hurt! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] 1/2 trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:06 am UTC (link)
	No... you're a kind person, Hikaru. [Even if he can be a brat] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	[Voice - Private] 2/2 trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:09 am UTC (link)
	But you absolutely mustn't talk about me around the house at all. Don't mention me at all. My existence, my past... anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Oh my god! I'm so screwed! I'm a terrible liar! Terrible! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:14 am UTC (link)
	I know you're not. You'll do fine. [She's more worried about Yuuri...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:22 am UTC (link)
	I'll keep it in mind... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:24 am UTC (link)
	[...] Er...that is to say... [Ah, maybe she said something rude just now] You're a talented actor...? You're... good at being charming, so... you're intelligent enough to do as you say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:30 am UTC (link)
	That's very true! You're right! I knew you had a good reason for believing in me! [So quick to change his mind, yup.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:34 am UTC (link)
	[Whew, it's a good thing Hikaru is easily pacified.] Thank you for understanding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:36 am UTC (link)
	You're welcome! I do try! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:38 am UTC (link)
	Please...try to remind Yuuri, too. [It's unfair of her to pin such a thing on them, but even so she can't help but to selfishly ask] It...it's really better this way. Not causing him any more pain or harm, or more confusion that he must already be feeling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:42 am UTC (link)
	I will! [He quiets down a little as he listens.] I don't understand, but I'll take your word for it, at least until more time passes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:48 am UTC (link)
	Mm...I'm sure it's for the best. [He'll be happier. Much more so than lingering upon the death of a girl who has only brought him pain] If either you or Yuuri-kun need me though, I'm living in the clockwork apartments. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] onelevelmeaner 2013-02-23 05:51 am UTC (link)
	Mm, I'll do that, and I'll also remind Yuuri know. See you around, Yuuki. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Voice - Private] trappedinresin 2013-02-23 05:51 am UTC (link)
	I'll see you around. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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