I hope no one thinks poorly of you. One of my cousins has schizophrenia too, so I have a little previous experience. Hell I've got my own issues of anxiety and depression that I deal with regularly. (Not to mention chronic migraines too on the physical front.) Don't worry, I still think you're a great person. Nothing has changed.
Please take care and take your time if necessary. We'll definitely be waiting here should you need to take a break. Hopefully everything gets sorted out and things will be much better soon!