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Tweak says, "My lovely horse...."

Raina Maris. (raina_maris) wrote in manchester_rpg,
@ 2010-09-19 18:46:00

When my brain's ticking like a bomb.
Who Raina & Jack, then Desmond
What Booze fixes all the problems in the world
When Sunday night
Where By the pond
Rating R (language and sexual situations)
Status In progress

It was a dream that had Raina wanting to leave campus for the night.

Lately, most of her dreams had been dark and she woke aching, both physically and emotionally. Her mind was tired from screaming and she felt like she was spinning out of control. Last night she'd found herself in the middle of the woods. Her heart had been racing as her eyes dated around through the mass of trees that surrounded her. She could hear leaves cracking underfoot as something took a spin around the shadows. She turned to try and catch a glimpse but she just barely saw the back end of whatever it was as it disappeared once more. "Who's there?" She called out, though she didn't expect an answer.

Turning, her feet kicked up dirt as she started to run through the woods. Her body bumped into the thick tree trunks and she could feel the bruises appearing on her body. But she couldn't stop. Heart thumping, she continued to run as the creature, or whatever it was, got closer and closer to her. She head towards a clearing when the creature on her tail snagged her foot. Raina fell to the ground, feeling the dirt staining her face. Flipping herself on her back, she prepared for an attack but nothing was there. Out of breath, her eyes darted around the circle of the clearing. As she did, the trees around her started to grow crookedly, wickedly. The branches bent like fingers reaching for her menacingly.

She screamed and backed up until she could get to her feet. No sooner had she taken a step away from the reaching fingers then they had gripped her. They wrapped around her, pinning her arms at her sides as they roped around her waist. The other ones started to claw at her violently, like an animal tearing her flesh into ribbons. Blood dripped from her body until she woke up violently. Drenched in sweat, sheets tangled around her body, it took almost fifteen minutes to pull herself together and realize she'd been only dreaming. And they had been getting worse every night.

This last one had felt so real that when her eyes laid on the clock and she'd realized that she had slept all day, she decided there was really only one thing that she could do to calm the thoughts of blood and destruction.

And that was alcohol.

With a bottle of jack daniels shoved in her bag, she threw on a skirt (in the chance that she wanted to get in the water) and a tank top, followed by a pair of slip on flats. Then Raina was out the door. She didn't want to be there right now. All she wanted to feel was numb. She had been hoping that, much like what most people told her, the ache would lessen with time. She had been all but hoping that one day she would wake up and it would hurt less, even just a tiny bit, but she'd had no luck with that. Every morning hurt just as badly. What if she never recovered? She didn't want to be reckless, but she didn't want to be in pain. So she didn't waste any time getting down to the pond. Stopping beside the water, Raina sat down and pulled out the bottle of whiskey. It started with a few shots. The burning in her throat as she swallowed each shot helped, but she wanted more, needed more.

She wasn't sure how much time passed by a quarter of the bottle down, Raina was laying back on the ground, staring at the sky. She hummed to herself as she twisted the bottle open again and held it against her lips to take another sip. Her cheeks were flushed with the taste, eyes watery from the buzz.

This was definitely helping.

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poeticmisery
2010-09-24 02:45 am UTC (link)

He didn't stop her from rising and kissing his ear, shivering a little at the encouragement as she touched him, his body shivering as she started to kiss her way down his neck, his hand gripping her hair roughly from behind as she got to the arteries there, as if daring her to bite him hard enough to draw blood, though he did not feel her teeth sink into his neck. Instead she pressed harder against his hand, giving a mewl of concent than any animal would understand. She was as much in heat as was he... and she was ripe for the claiming.

Gripping her chest he pushed her back against the ground, looking at her sex once more as he watched his fingers stretch the lips slightly, still not giving her the satisfaction of entering her, but instead pulled them away and brought them to his mouth, dragging his tongue across his already slickened fingers as he looked at her, a primal warning of his desire. One hand came down then to his button fly jeans and he tore them open without bothering much with the buttons, the rivets in them being pulled lose with bits of fabric still attached to them. It did not take much to pull himself free of the rest of the restrictions, though in the dim light it would be hard for Raina to see the impressively thick and long shaft he drew forth, though she would have an indication based off of the way the heated head felt against her and how far his hips were away when he placed it at her entrance...

Then pushed. his eyes watched her as he pushed deep and firm against her, bumping up against the obstruction that kept him from burying himself inside of her deeper and with the faintest of grunts pushed hard enough to tear it from existance. He could feel her body tense up, instinctively fighting back a little against the pain of it, and with a swift motion had captured her wrists, pushing them down above her head, leaning over her as he forced the rest of himself inside of her, his eyes staring intently into hers...

Until the smell hit him. She would hear the groan from his body as his muscles tensed slightly and he began to move against her, slowly for a few seconds as he drew back, but firm as he came back inside of her, starting to push hard and fast, his breath getting a bit labored as he moved. He had been the first to claim her, and with that drew out the smell of sweet...inescapable blood. She would feel his hands grip her wrists hard enough to bruise them as he started to move harder inside of her, fucking her roughly now. She was his, and he was claiming her... hard and fast.

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raina_maris
2010-09-24 09:52 pm UTC (link)

In the moonlight, Raina's eyes fell on that alabaster skin of his. He looked ethereal, and she wanted to have him consume her completely. His strong hands grasped her, taking and giving, fanning that fire more completely through her body until it raged out of control. She felt like an animal, wanting everything he was giving her and more. At one time, she would have found a way to tell him what she wanted while still being chaste. It wasn't until now that thoughts of begging and crying out crossed her mind. The flush that spread across her body wasn't from embarrassment, but longing.

The craving was overwhelming. All the way into her fingertips there was an appetite that she had been unaware of existing inside of her. Had this been what she waited to feel for so long? If she had known, could have waited this long? The answer can in an overwhelming yes. Yes she would have waited. Because it wouldn't have been this incredible if she had been with anyone else. Part of this feeling, Raina knew, was based on the fact it was with Desmond. He had a power over her that had nothing to do with what he was, what they were, but rather who he was despite those things. She looked up into his eyes and felt them staring into her with such intensity that it could make anyone feel the way she did.

Then he easily tore her skirt in half like it was a paper towel, nothing of consistence in any way. Instead his hand moved through it like a hot knife through butter. The fabric fell at either side of her hips but she didn't pay it any mind as she watched him lowering his touch to that spot between her legs. She bit down on her bottom lip a little harder than she meant to as the feeling had her writhing beneath him, body begging for more. Her toes curled and she was so sure that she would lose her mind if she couldn't have more. Heated flesh stretched over her head as if she were trying to grab a hold of something that could keep her from floating away completely. The blades of grass snapped under her fingers and she just as easily gave up the attempt.

"Please," she pleaded when he pushed her back down.

Her eyes followed his fingers as they teased against her opening and then raised to his lips. Moaning, she reached for the rim of his jeans. She knew she could pull and tug but they would most likely not tear apart. Then one handedly, he pulled them open and the thought of her even trying was lost in that moment. The air was thick with the intensity between their two now bare bodies. She had never been naked in front of anyone before, let alone allow them to touch her like this, but with Desmond, she was going crazy with the need to have more. She couldn't stop her curious gaze from lowering between them. She couldn't see well in the darkness but she wanted to. The light from the moon barely made it through the tree branches around them. When he moved and she felt him against her, her breath caught in her throat. Holding it, Raina stayed still as he moved in a little. She had to adjust a little to help with his size and her body had never had anything like that filling her. Then he was pushed up against the last shred of her virginity.

Letting out that held breath, Raina raised herself a little, knees just slightly bent. She moved her hand to his arm, touching the muscles in his arm that held him up. Her lips parted to say something that now, she couldn't even remember what it had been about. A quick movement from his body and she felt a tear that sent a shock wave of ache to her extremities. She had heard stories about the first time you have sex. Some had spoke of a dull ache, others talked about a horribly sharp pain. When she felt that tear, it leaned more towards the second than the first. She raised her knees at his sides, hands going to his shoulders. She figured she could take a second to catch her breath and let the pain subside.

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raina_maris
2010-09-24 09:53 pm UTC (link)

But as she moved, his hands grabbed hers and she was suddenly back against the ground again. She could feel the way her insides widened around him until he was so deep inside of her that she couldn't breathe. Her fingers tightened into his hands, nails digging into his skin. Her back arched and her eyes tightened, legs curling at his waist. She would have never imagined how much of him she could take until she felt his hips bump against hers. The hurt radiated inside out as he started to move again. Just when she could gasp in a breath as he pulled out, he was inside again. The aching didn't have a chance to subside but instead, something else happened. He moved and the urgent pushing caused something to rise inside of her that replaced that hurting.

A light sheen of sweat covered her body, making herself slick as he moved above her. She tightened the legs she had at his waist. Every thrust brought first a tingle that danced across her skin. It slowly started to grow, spreading through her blood and pumping hurriedly around her body. The pain turned to pleasure and every pump brought her closer and closer. Now that it didn't hurt any more, she clawed at his hands for another reason. Her body felt like it was going to explode. "Oh God, yes," she cried, eyes staring up at him now. Her body jerked forward under his with the force of his movements. The sound of their bodies smacking together filled the clearing where they laid together. She could feel her body tightening around him, not wanting to let go when he moved out and having to adjust when he moved in.

But the rush that it brought changed everything. Nothing had ever felt as amazing as this did. Watching him, she felt completely fulfilled. The way he took her, she was his. She knew that. She always would be.

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