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Helena Wells-Quinzel is H.G. Wells (indelibleink) wrote in makebelievelog,

There was an urge within Helena to not want to leave Myka's side from this point on. Of course, that was perhaps largely out of the fear of losing her again. But when Helena cared about people, she did do whatever she could to help and protect them. While Helena herself may not fully realize it, caring about others was certainly both a strength of hers and something she was good at.

"I would, yes. I'll go to any of the appointments you want me to." Helena would ensure she was available to be there for Myka, even when it meant moving her work schedule or therapy sessions around. Myka was far more important than anything else. Seeing the way Myka fiddled with her fingers, Helena once again reached out and took one of her hands in both of hers.

"Any time you need company or anything, I'm here, okay? Day or night, it does not matter." This was not something Myka had to go through alone, she had both Claudia and Helena here, and they would get through this together. And it was perhaps in that moment when Helena made the internal decision to not let herself react emotionally to this. She needed to be strong for Myka, and no doubt for Claudia. It wouldn't do them any good if Helena fell apart as well. It was also far easier to filter her painful emotions away than it was to embrace them. It went completely against what she was trying to work on with her therapy, but Helena was not going to let Myka or Claudia see her fall apart over this. So she would be the strong one and do her best to keep them afloat as they moved through this.