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Tweak says, "okay i love you, buh-bye!"

rowan burke will break your mind (youwontlikeit) wrote in madisonvalley,
@ 2013-11-10 01:10:00

Entry tags:

!closed, !log, ~2013 november, ~25 points, ~~justine (youwontlikeit), ~~thomas raith (lovekillsdinos)

Who: Justine & Thomas Raith
What: Talking about vampires.
Where: Their apartment
When: Evening, 11/10
Warnings | Status: Sex, nudity etc. | in progress

Justine's body quivered with release, the muscles contracted in little spasms of pleasure that rolled through her. She sat astride him, gave a soft moan, then slumped down against him and curled her arms around his shoulders, pressing her breasts to his chest. She was breathless, dazed and lost in the hazy confusion of Thomas' demon. It sucked away her life, her energy and everything she was as a person. All autonomy and personal agency slipped from her grasp as she slowly dedicated herself to becoming his thrall. It was something she gave willingly, out of love for him. Was she addicted? Yes. Neither of them lied about that or pretended otherwise. But she also loved him, and he her. That's what required the presence of David, one of Justine's co-workers. Without her regular encounters with him, she and Thomas wouldn't have been able to return to intimacy. And Justine wouldn't see Thomas starved. He needed to eat, he couldn't feed on anyone else without damaging them and why should he have to when she was there and already willing?

But none of that crossed her mind, because in the post-coitus daze she could only float along the waves of an incubus' lust and pleasuring. Her body hummed with it, but she also lacked energy having had it ripped away from her. She smiled lazily and kissed Thomas damp skin, then slowly pulled away from him despite every urge in her body to stay put. The Demon did that and each time they slept together made it harder and harder for her to resist. But resist she did, if only slightly.

Justine slid to the side, and pressed herself against Thomas, wrapping a leg around his own and draping an arm lazily across his chest.

"You were brooding tonight," she said quietly. "I can always tell by the intensity of your need."

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lovekillsdinos
2013-11-10 02:46 am UTC (link)

Thomas didn't want to think. He felt good. Content. Happy. Floating on the haze of their love and need, he could forget for a moment all the terrible thoughts of the day, all the stress and unease and nerves, and just be himself. Only with Justine and Harry could he do that, and Justine much more so.

He groaned as she rolled off of him, feeling suddenly cold where she'd been. He made a half-hearted attempt to pull her back to him, but let her go when it was clear that she wanted to. He didn't want a slave, despite what his demon might crave. That was the last thing he wanted; but he couldn't stop his body from being what it was. He was a monster, and that was part of him that they'd both had to accept. The non-monstrous part of him loved her, but that didn't change the fact the monstrous part fed on her, and was slowly destroying her.

His eyes opened, almost in a moment of panic, but relaxed as he looked over at her and smiled.

"Yeah," he said softly. There was no point in denying it. "Maybe a little."

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youwontlikeit
2013-11-10 05:44 pm UTC (link)

It took a long time for Justine to respond. Collecting her thoughts was always a process after her encounters with Thomas or any of the Whites. And she still wasn't all that focused in the moment, the threads of her thoughts kept slipping from her grasp as she sank into the euphoria that came with her personal Demon.

"Why?" she asked, opening her eyes to look at him. She slid her hand up to touch his face, tracing his jaw and over his lips. She loved him, she'd offered to die for him. Nearly had. She disliked seeing him so out of sorts, though he was a naturally brooding person.

"What's bothering you?" she closed her eyes again and rested her head on his chest, reaching blindly for his arm to drag it around her waist so she could snuggle closer in his embrace.

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lovekillsdinos
2013-11-10 06:30 pm UTC (link)

"It's these other vampires," he said in an aggrieved tone, as if it had been bothering him all day and he'd just been waiting for someone to ask. Which, in fact, he had. "They're...clumping together. Forming some sort of coven. And I'm nearly sure that they're compelling people to get what they want. I don't have any proof, and they're denying it. But it's just...too quiet. You know what I mean? You'd think you'd have heard something, if they weren't controlling their minds. And it upsets me, Justine." With this, he rolled on his side, looking down at her. "I've gone out of my way to ask the consent of everyone I've fed on here, and they're going to mess everything up by just doing what they want because they can."

He flopped back on the bed with exasperation.

"Do you have any idea what's going to happen if they are, and the council finds out? You think it's bad now..."

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