Tabitha Smith | Boom Boom (badaboomboom) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2023-04-04 16:36:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !log, kurt wagner (bamfing), ~2023 april, ~~tabitha smith (badaboomboom) |
Who: Tabitha Smith & Kurt Wagner
Where: His place
When: Tuesday evening
What: Just hanging out
Status: Ongoing & Closed
Warnings: None for Now
Tabitha knew that losing Lucky had been hard on Kurt and honestly, she didn't blame him for that. Losing someone was never easy, but it was a child that you're used to caring for somehow, it's just that much harder. So, she had been more than happy to come over and stay with him while he dealt with things. She could understand the house feeling empty and him needing someone to just be there for when he did need to talk or just cuddle. Somehow, to just felt right being the house with him so much anyway. So, now that she had been there this long, she honestly didn't want to go back to her own place. Something had changed for her while being here; instead of being the woman who constantly preferred to be alone, she found herself longing to be with someone...one specific someone. And she was surprised at how okay with that she was, but the truth of the matter for her was that she had never been this happy. It just didn't make sense to deny herself that. The only reason that she hadn't brought it up with Kurt yet was because she knew that he had more than enough on his plate right now. The last thing she wanted to do was to make matters worse for him by adding extra stress. So, she was just waiting for the right moment to bring it up and hoped that the two of them would be on the same page. It had seemed that they were, but sometimes it was hard for her believe that things could work out so easily. Her life hadn't been easy growing up, and that sometimes made her question the good things when they came along more than she should. She knew it wasn't Kurt's fault though, so she didn't want to push him into anything that he wasn't ready for by bringing it up too soon. So, for tonight she had ordered pizza for the two of them and found some new movie on Netflix for them to watch. She wanted to make this a fun night for him, and hopefully he could allow himself to enjoy it a little with her there. She knew that he didn't want to be alone, and she didn't want him to be. So, her being there just worked out perfectly for the two of them right now and for the moment that would just have to be enough. More serious talks could happen in the future, and she would just have to remind herself to be patient and hope for the best. |