Julian Blackthorn (nottoleavethee) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2019-12-07 00:55:00 |
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Entry tags: | !log, !open, martha jones (jones_drjones), ~2019 december, ~40 points, ~~julian blackthorn (nottoleavethee) |
WHO: Julian Blackthorn and OPEN
WHAT: Worrying about Emma
WHEN: Saturday
WHERE: The Attic
WARNINGS: TBD
STATUS: Open/Ongoing
Julian couldn't concentrate. He was sitting at a large table at the Attic with his school books spread out in front of him. He had finals coming up in the next few weeks, and while he would probably do just fine on them without studying, there was no way that he was going to take that chance. It just wasn't the person he was. But every time he tried to read the book in front of him, or solve an equation - well, his mind just wasn't in it. His heart kept crying out and distracting him from the task at hand.
He'd already lost his sister. He didn't think he could bear to lose Emma on top of that, but somehow it seemed he had. He still loved her with everything inside of him, but she...seemed like she couldn't care less if he lived or died. He didn't blame Chris for it at all, but it seemed like something they had done with that spell had made her fall out of love with him. No...it was more than that. She wasn't just being cold to him. She was being cold to everyone. Had her feelings been taken away all together? It almost seemed that way, but Julian didn't know of any spell that could do that.
But then again, Spells seemed like they could do almost anything.
He closed the books and pushed them away, and grabbed his mug of hot cider that was now almost lukewarm. What was he going to do? He had to help her, but he just didn't know how. His eyes filled with tears, and he angrily wiped them away before trying to hide his emotions in the dwindling steam of his drink.