"I mean during the day, dammit," he countered. "You know, when the sun that hates us is up." Yeah, great for him. Connie was an older vampire. Colin could barely stand to be awake during the day, let alone outside. "What future?" he snapped. "Tell me. Tell me what the fuck I can look forward to besides going completely insane? Watching everyone I love move on and grow up and grow old and die. Yeah, great future there."
Colin's eyes narrowed. "You don't know a fucking thing about it," he snarled back. "You get to be a nice vampire with a fluffy fucking tail who only deals with this shit once a month. I'd trade you that in a minute. Every time I think I've got a handle on it, that maybe, just maybe I won't lose myself completely, something happens to remind me that I am a crazy fucking soul sucking monster that no sane person should want around."