"I should," he said, retreating from the room so not to wake Amy. "Becky, there's a lot you don't know and I don't know if I should even try to explain. I don't know if I can even explain. Cara didn't even understand and she's seen me totally spazzing out."
Colin had backed himself into the hallway wall. "When I say I'm crazy, I mean it," he told her. "Because of Anders. My vampire bloodline, we're all nuts. And I-"
Crap. "I'm dangerous and I never should have even let you see me. Fuck." He raked his hands through his hair. Oh crap, he'd sworn again. "Sorry."