This was the very first time since Troy had given her a key to his apartment that Lux actually felt relieved to have it, and yet she couldn't feel it all that much beneath all the anger and worry. Someone, some redheaded vampire had attacked Troy and that was a thousand shades of not okay in the least. Lux had no idea how she felt, not really. Driving to Troy's house and walking into the dojo had all been done in a sort of dreamlike state, and she had only really woken up due to the shock of seeing the dojo pretty much desecrated. The smell of bleach was still quite strong and Lux assumed it was because there had been blood splattered all over the place. That assumption brought on all sorts of memories and sensations coupled with the knowledge that this was Troy's blood that had been cleaned up, and Lux had to hold onto herself very tightly not to lose her mind right then.
Running upstairs Lux fumbled to fit the key into the lock of Troy's door, anxious to see him and make sure he was as alright as he'd said he was. "Troy?" She called out, instantly knowing he was probably in his bed, he didn't live in the couch like she did so he'd most likely be resting in bed like normal people.
Lux ran to his bedroom then, kneeling down beside the bed with a sigh of relief at the sight of him. "Troy!" He didn't look good, or at peace, or anything like he usually looked but hell who would in his place? "Jesus I don't... I'm so sorry I wasn't with you I'm sorry, I could've helped..." She pressed a kiss to his forehead and then two more on his cheeks, and tried very hard not to cry. But seeing her Troy like that was beyond anything she could have imagined; she could well deal with herself being in trouble, but people she loved? Not so much. "Do you need anything? I'm not going anywhere any time soon, anything you need, just ask okay?"