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Leif Niemi ([info]bloodcounts) wrote in [info]light_of_may,
@ 2011-08-22 22:12:00

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Entry tags:2009-08-20, leif, satu

You know the games I play
Who: Leif and Satu
Where: Leif's house
When: Early afternoon
Warning!: Potentially controversial subject/arguably disturbing >>

'Your elementalism could always be improved.'

Leif glanced up sharply, eyes immediately finding the hawk perched upon the fencing. He could never work out if it was just far easier for him to find her because she was his familiar or if she deliberately placed herself right where she knew his line of sight would be. His own nature left him inclined to believe the latter, no matter how improbable it was. Nevertheless, the remark was not appreciated and she knew better than to highlight anything regarding his abilities that he considered to be inadequate. One eyebrow rose in irritation, the rest of his face the picture of cold indifference, and he turned his eyes back towards the lawn. “Not quite my intention, no, but a fountain out here would make the garden more tolerable on days like this.” His tone was flat – Leif had grown up with a telepathic father and still he forgot that outward impressions meant nothing to someone who could hear what was going on inside his head, though Miakoda could hear more than just his thoughts. Worse, she had a horrible habit of remembering it all.

'It wasn't a question. The same goes for your telepathy.'

“I can't imagine what difference it makes to you how firm a grasp I have on that,” he stated, turning back for the house. Psychics didn't have familiars without being a witch or an elemental or both as well. It wasn't a familiar's job to see to psychic affairs, as it were. At that thought Leif could already feel a reproach stirring from Mia, but remained a touch smug when she said nothing. Oh, he knew that familiars were – according to his own – there to look after their wards, to help them reach their full potential or something like that, but mostly the hawk was just a handful who glared at everyone around her. At the same time, she had discovered the one sure-fire way to make certain that her ward at least considered reaching out to find help where he needed it – because his sense of pride and that blood in him meant he did need it if he wanted to better himself. All she had to do was irritate him enough. It had meant that the witch liked her less than he had when he first became stuck with her, but Miakoda didn't really care. Leif had noticed. “Where are you?” Just out of interest.

'Your youngest sister is outside.'

And so was she if that shriek was any indicator. Striding to the front door, he listened for Satu's mind. That he could not yet hear her was indicative of nothing, so he merely opened the front door and left it open while he went to get a drink. It was currently the only way Mia could get back into the house, at any rate.



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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-22 10:19 pm UTC (link)
Satu was so, so, so beyond bored that it was almost comical. Or it would've been to anyone who hadn't been exposed to her and her lack of things to keep her entertained. She'd gone for a swim, tried playing with the water, practiced her fastball against the garage door until Valterri had insisted that he needed the space to practice his wrist-short for hockey try-outs. That had been briefly entertaining; a struggle for dominance that had been ended only because Satu had decided that she wanted to go for another swim. Otherwise she could've outlasted and taken him. Didn't matter that he was a few years older and quite a bit taller on top of that. She had the stronger personality and if she really wanted then there was probably a curse she could work that'd get rid of him really fast. But he'd tell their mother and Satu didn't want Linnea to know that she was learning blood magic. Something told her that she wouldn't like it.

But - the boredom. The boredom was what had led to her getting her bike out and taking off for her brother's house. Blastoise was neatly tucked away inside of her pocket. The little turtle was insistent that Linnea wouldn't like this. Satu countered that her mother would prefer it to more comments about what she thought should be done to the thing growing inside of her stomach. 'Abortions are bad aren't they?'

"Apparently if you're my mother." Satu shrugged it off as she rode her bike into the driveway, surprised to find that the door was open. Had Leif heard her thoughts from that far away or had that hawk of his told her? Either way that made it easier so she put the kickstand down and pulled Blastoise out of her pocket, placing him on her shoulder as she walked in. She debated about closing the door for a minute before deciding there was an easy way to figure out if she should. "Hey Leif, do you want your door open or closed?"

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-23 12:50 am UTC (link)
There she was. Though as he added ice to his water he did find himself wondering why. Last time Satu had called it was because she had wanted to learn magic – which he had gone along with for a number of reasons, most of them involving taking a stab at Linnea, but the point was that she had wanted something. If that were the case again, he would be interested to know what it was she was after, because god knew he was not the most giving of people. Stepping into the hall, he shrugged. “Close it. Mia can stay outside.” The bird was far too preoccupied by now to care anyway, having made a meal out of what looked suspiciously like a kitten. For a moment Leif considered the possibility of her having killed someone's familiar, then realised he didn't care in the slightest. She had already tried to eat a were, he saw no reason she shouldn't be the end of a witch or elemental. He wouldn't put it past her to target their familiars deliberately. Perhaps it was just as well that Blastoise was far from the hawk's natural choice of prey.

“How was Finland?” A flat pleasantry. He didn't care how their vacation had been unless Linnea had somehow drowned. The question he wanted to ask involved the state of Linnea's room when they returned. That he had heard absolutely nothing of the result of that particular whim was vaguely irritating. “And to what do I owe the pleasure?” He could have just asked her what she wanted, but it was more likely to be taken badly and he did not have the patience for a demonic teenager's temper.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-24 01:29 pm UTC (link)
Dagmar said that it'd been Leif who was responsible for what had happened to their house. Satu had tried to deny that to herself for all of five minutes before deciding that Dagmar was probably right. Leif was a more likely culprit than the ghost of their dead father. Very dead, Satu reminded herself as a chill shot down her spine. Just the thought of Jokull was enough to make her want to submerge herself under the waterfall at the edge of their yard in the woods and never, ever come out again. He didn't like water near as much as the rest of them and it's always been safe. Closing the door, Satu reminded herself that he was dead and couldn't hurt her like he had mother and Dagmar. Leif wasn't as bad as their father. In Satu's mind at least. In her mind no one in the world or outside of it could be as bad as Jokull Niemi.

"Finland was mahtava!" One of the good things about their family was that they'd all grown up hearing Finnish nearly as much as English, and if anything it'd been more intense for the older kids. Satu had heard stories of how Linnea hadn't learned English until she was already in the States. "I think my accent's finally getting better and it was really cool to see where mother and father grew up, cool to meet our uncles and cousins." Satu hadn't liked the cousins all that much, especially not the one who was a level higher than her. Stupid show-off thinking he was better. Satu would've frozen his head in a block of ice if she hadn't known that it'd get her in major trouble with her mother. And if she'd been able to. Her face fell into a bit of a frown when Leif asked that. That was just a polite, adult way of saying 'well what?' "Did you know mom's pregnant? Did I tell you that last time I was here? I can't remember if I did or not. But it's true. And Dagmar said it's your fault that our house was a mess when we came home and I'd beat you in the shins with my bat for that if you weren't so much bigger than me. I had to stay up all night helping clean!"

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-25 03:08 am UTC (link)
And if Dagmar said it it must be true. The thought longed to be said for no reason but to antagonise Satu, but Leif held his tongue. Mostly because it was entirely true, and if anyone had bothered paying enough attention he had probably left evidence of his trespass all over the place. His fingerprints, for instance, did not really belong in that household. Least of all in Linnea's room. Somehow he doubted anyone had thought to look. Unless Ms. Selanne had suddenly developed a strange apprehension regarding bringing the authorities into her home. That Linnea may remain ignorant of the event had not yet occurred to him. It would never occur to him that she might be reluctant to report one of her own children to the police purely because of the familial connection. Still, what he could hear of Satu's thoughts hardly painted an adequate picture of the outcome of his venture. The brief mention of Jokull snared his attention immediately, however. Really, he would have thought everyone would learn not to think about his father if they did not want him in their heads. The assessment that Jokull was dead was the only fully-formed thought that stuck out, to Leif's annoyance. Everything else was a flurry of water and the usual manner in which his sisters vilified their father. Had he known he was at all being compared to Jokull, Leif might have actually had a visible reaction. He had placed his father on the highest pedestal imaginable – someone he aspired to be like. For a fleeting moment he considered asking what it was like, having something as weak as Linnea as a role model, but if Satu had done her homework there was a chance she would actually curse him and he wasn't sure whether he cared to explain to Linnea how his little sister would have come by the resulting injuries caused by any necessary retaliation.

“Embracing our heritage, then.” If anything, the fact that Satu had enjoyed her time in Finland so much only irritated Leif further. He knew for a fact that their father had preferred the United States by far. At the same time, had she been disappointed by her vacation he would easily have laid the blame at Linnea's feet for not being able to provide her own children with adequate holiday time. And they had gone to visit her family; how touching. Hadn't she grown up in some backwards village somewhere? Why would anyone want to subject their children to that? 'Perhaps they have plumbing now.' In the privacy of his own head, Leif smirked. Satu was going on about relatives and other details that he truly did not care for and wasn't entirely sure how to react to. The only thing he had ever had that kind of enthusiasm for was his magic. “Sounds interesting.” No it didn't. And he was finding it hard to pretend otherwise. “Have fun with the accent.” His own he knew to be fine, but then he had grown up speaking both languages. Some things just stayed with you.

'Pregnant?'

Leif almost choked on his drink, barely swallowing before stifling laughter. “No. No, you didn't tell me,” he managed to say with relative composure, though a smirk continued to tug at the corners of his mouth. The idea amused him far too much. Mainly because it begged the question of whether or not the thing would be legitimate. If so, Jokull would potentially become a father again posthumously and the brat would be an addition to the Niemi family whether Linnea liked it or not. If not, it just proved that she really was something of a whore. But then... we already knew that, didn't we, Kaj? “And I believe the mess in your house is generally called 'Niemi family politics',” he answered dryly. There was much to be said for plausible deniability. Hearing that she had spent all night cleaning didn't sound at all promising, though. If she told him anything along the lines of how the dutiful members of the family had cleaned up before their mother could see it, he would be quite put out.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-26 07:38 am UTC (link)
Who wouldn't want to embrace their heritage when it was so much fun and they had parents who had come directly from there? The Niemi children weren't such and such percentage, they were fully Finnish and Satu loved it. "Please, you don't care, but you asked so you're hearing about it anyway." Satu knew that Leif didn't care about anything relating to the trip or their family. Likely because it dealt with Linnea and she knew how little regard he had for her. Satu loved her mother, occasionally she worshiped the water she was positive she could walk on, and wouldn't ever stop talking about her in the best light possible. Even when she'd gone and done something stupid that made her want to tear all of her hair out and scream at the top of her lungs. "I didn't get to grow up with mom before English came naturally to her so... yeeaah." The accent thing was just a problem.

The way that Leif choked on his drink made Satu think that he was really too amused by all of this and she didn't approve. It wasn't amusing. It was a disaster. A disaster in the making and she didn't want it to happen. How the hell was she supposed to be the youngest if another one came along to replace her, huh? It didn't work! And a baby would need so much attention that it was insane. Satu couldn't imagine, she really couldn't, if someone else took her place. At least for the others they hadn't been old enough to really get what was happening the first time. Why should she have to, huh? She didn't want to. It didn't have to happen. There were ways to fix it for the love of everything - wait, holy or unholy? It should be unholy, she supposed, since she was demonic. "Only one who didn't clean is mom because she was at Mr. Krasner's house; Dagmar and Kajsa didn't want her to see." She couldn't blame them. "But yeah; she is, it's a mess and I don't want it to happen. But when I said that she sort of... turned into water and Dagmar said things and it just didn't go well. Still want to, but there weren't any..." Her voice trailed off. "Spells." That she'd seen. And she'd been looking.

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-26 06:19 pm UTC (link)
Leif shrugged. “True. But fair point.” Though if he were honest – and he rarely was when it came to admitting that maybe, in some infinitesimal detail, Linnea might have somehow done something right – he was relatively proud of being entirely Finnish as opposed to what his mind was rather harshly labelling a half-breed. Better entirely Finnish than partly American, or partly anything else. Where had Kajsa's father come from? Or even Valterri's, for that matter. He didn't care as much about the latter, though. His younger brother was something of a non-event, despite Jokull's efforts. It wasn't like he could even use not being a born witch as an excuse for not picking up blood magic, because Leif wasn't either. Valterri wasn't event an elemental, though. Weak like Linnea. Everything she produces without father amounts to nothing. “English didn't come naturally to her – that was rather the point,” he commented, opening the nearest window after Mia had issued one too many mental nudges, sticking his arm out, and eventually drawing it back in with a hawk attached. Talons had punctured both sleeves and skin on landing and the two just stared at each other a moment before continuing. “I spent a good portion of my childhood with my parents favouring different languages. My first year of school was interesting because of it.”

“Krasner.” Leif paused to placed the name, not bothering to touch the rest of that subject. Linnea hadn't seen so there was no point. Really, what would she do without her little helpers? Krasner. Oh, the earth elemental that she was clearly involved with if Dagmar's blatant disapproval of his existence was anything to go by. He had learned that much before the man had even turned up for that alleged birthday party that had been held for Jokull. But a pregnancy. Now that – that – was just precious. “I'm old enough to be a father – without serious reservations regarding my age or a shotgun wedding – isn't she a little old to be getting herself knocked up again? And whose is it this time?” No, he did not truly believe it was Jokull's. Mostly because his mind could not put his parents together like that when he knew how little his father thought of Linnea. Besides, he was quite content being the only legitimate bastard in the family, as it were. “You actually made her puddle?” ... Kudos. “Dagmar says a lot of things and nothing goes well in this family,” he said dryly. Though the last part made him pause, both himself and his familiar watching Satu with a new interest. 'What is it she still wants?' He was getting there. “Spells for what, exactly?” If Leif didn't want a pregnancy to continue, he knew what he would do. He removed the things that were in his way for one reason or another. But Satu was not him.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-26 10:31 pm UTC (link)
Though she was proud of being all Finnish, Satu didn't think of her half-siblings in the same way that Leif did. They were just there and she liked Kajsa. Valterri was a different story. The boy was too easy to press under her thumb and sometimes she had trouble believing that he belonged in the family at all. He was just there and while he was there he could get in the way. Like when he took up the whole driveway to practice his stupid hockey shots. Like anyone cared about him playing hockey. He'd have been ten times better at it if he was a water elemental like most of his siblings. "She sounds better when she's speaking Finnish. Father always sounded harsh the few times that he did." And it'd been rare to hear Jokull speaking in Finnish even if it was as much his native tongue as it was Linnea's. Blastoise worked his way under Satu's hair when Leif brought Miakoda in. Even though turtles weren't exactly a common food for hawks he still didn't like his chances since, in his words, he looked like a bite-sized morsel.

Krasner the earth elemental that Satu didn't have a problem with so long as he wasn't touching her mother. Once he had started in with that whole mess he'd become rather distasteful and with the possibility that he'd impregnated her it was only leagues worse. Bad if it'd been Jokull, worse if it'd been Bradley. "Mom's not old," Satu defended. "She just doesn't need anymore. She already has all of us. She has me." And that was enough. Satu wasn't good with sibling rivalry in general and while there wasn't much she could do about her older siblings there was a whole world of things she could do about the younger. Could and intended to do for that matter. "Could be father's. They did that whole... thing." Where Linnea had stood up to him and they'd been told to go to their rooms. Satu didn't have to be a genius or that much older to know what that always led to on top of the bruises. "But yeah, I did, right into the pool. And a spell for getting rid of it. It doesn't need to be there. She doesn't need another kid when she already has me." Issues? Oh yes, Satu had them in spades and she'd be glad to show them to anyone who asked.

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-27 12:52 am UTC (link)
Personally, Leif thought Linnea sounded better when she kept her mouth shut and said nothing at all. An opinion he would have voiced were it not for the fact it was clear it would not be shared. He couldn't actually tell the difference between how she sounded speaking either language, since he was accustomed to both on some level. The same went for their father. He could not really think of a time when Jokull did not sound some degree of what others perceived as harsh. None of which bothered him; it was merely the way his father spoke. “I never heard the difference,” he stated eventually, studying his shirt where Mia's talons had drawn blood. She was damn lucky he knew how to make sure that came out in the wash. 'The turtle is hiding from me.' A glance at where Blastoise was trying to make himself less obvious. Well observed.

“Old enough for the thing growing inside her to have a brother twenty-seven years its senior,” he pointed out. “Twenty-eight years, in fact, depending on when it's due. Myself, Kajsa and Dagmar would all be old enough to be mistaken for one of its parents.” And there were not many things that Leif considered truly strange or too 'out there', but that was verging on being one of them. He didn't really want a sibling old enough to be his own child. “Yes, well, Linnea has always been a fan of having her accidents and then keeping them.” Satu didn't want to lose her status as the baby of the family, and apparently she was willing to consider a fair amount to fight for it. Maybe they had more in common than he had first thought. The only reason Leif had not drowned Kajsa when they were small was because Jokull had discouraged it. Even then he had had to think about it for a moment. Discouraging wasn't the same as disallowing, after all. “Or Krasner's.” Call it an extremely educated guess. He didn't have to be a telepath to put two and two together for four. How long had his father been dead when Linnea started sleeping around again? Ignoring the fact she was doing so when he was alive. But wait, just to boil this down to a rather more simple form, without his sister's rivalry: “So you're after an abortion.” Not particularly understanding what that meant, Miakoda moved onto his shoulder as he went to push up his sleeves to inspect scratches that could hardly even be called superficial. “How far along is she?” He licked his thumb and started to rub drying blood off his skin, wondering if Satu realised what she was actually asking. “And before you ask – yes, it does make a difference.” There was a difference between putting enough stress on someone to cause them to miscarry and killing off what many argued was already a child. 'This is a morbid subject.' And he was a blood witch.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-27 07:35 am UTC (link)
"Yeah well, you wouldn't." Satu knew that Leif didn't care for their mother and he knew that she didn't care for their father. Out of everyone in the family she was pretty sure that he was the only one who felt any true affection for Jokull. Kajsa didn't, Dagmar definitely didn't and if Valterri did it was only because he wanted the man's approval. Satu didn't understand that. Especially not now that she knew that he wasn't even Jokull's son or else he would've shared their demonic blood. Valterri couldn't be demonic if a demon showed up and tried to give him lessons. For some reason that made her snicker. "Like you said, you grew up hearing them speak regularly in both and I didn't get to hear mom talk Finnish as often." Still a fair bit though. Enough that she didn't have problems speaking only English at school.

Satu pulled a face at that, and then tried to do the math in her head. Linnea had been really young when she had gotten married and had Leif. "That's because she had you when she was like, fifteen or sixteen. So that means that if you go by that whole standard then Valterri'd be old enough to be its parent." If it was even born. Why she was defending that at all she didn't know because she didn't want her mother to have another kid. She just didn't want to think of her as being too old for anything either. "Yep, I am, and that's what I suggested to mom when she went and turned into a puddle and Dagmar started saying things." Why Dagmar wouldn't also discourage it she didn't know. Another baby meant less attention for all of them. Satu was ready to ask why it mattered how long Linnea had been pregnant when Leif said it made a difference. "She found out a few weeks after the funeral, I think. So like, over a month and maybe only a little over two? I don't know, I didn't ask! I just want it gone." If that meant tripping her down the stairs then Satu was willing, she just didn't really want to because that risked a broken neck and severe damage to Linnea. She didn't want to hurt her mom, just the baby-thing inside of her. And no matter what Blastoise said she really wasn't seeing the problem with any of it.

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-28 04:59 pm UTC (link)
“And you would be old enough to be its evil aunt,” Leif sneered. “In any case, I refer you back to what I said about having reservations about age.” Arranged marriages were a bitch and a tradition that he was glad had not been continued in any way, shape or form. Although Kajsa probably would have benefited from being married off to some dwarven sadist in the Himalayas. He didn't know how his father could stand being married to Linnea, especially not with telepathy. Leif couldn't stand being in a relationship with a woman for more than a few months at the very most because their minds drove him up the wall. More than once he had slept with a girl, only to end up seriously considering bleeding them just to get their thoughts well and truly out of his range. One girlfriend actually had donated her blood, after a fashion, but that was because she was a psychic amplifier whose car accident had knocked most of her wits out of her pretty blonde head and she had believed his sketchy lie about being some kind of blood analyst. Somewhere in the back of his head he could hear Miakoda laughing.

Halfway through turning to get himself – and possibly Satu – another drink, preferably something stronger, Leif stopped dead on one heel. She told Linnea to get an abortion. 'If you laugh, she will curse you, you will curse her back and then Linnea will flood the house.' No, she wouldn't. To the last part, anyway. Perhaps he was being a little overly confident, but he did not think Jokull's widow so unintelligent as to think the house would not be warded against elemental-caused natural disasters. They would have no effect on the water, no, but on her? Let her flood it, I'd be interested in the result. Reining in his amusement as much as he could, Leif turned back, his tone laced with laughter. “As hilarious as it is that you would just say that to anyone, there are some lines that non-demonic society deems it unacceptable to cross. Tragically. But then Linnea wasn't born in a country that comes complete with free speech.” Or didn't at the time. Perhaps it did. It really didn't matter, Leif didn't care. His sister had told Linnea to get an abortion and it was all he could do not to applaud. Jokull had had his charm, Leif had adopted the mask of a gentleman to follow in his footsteps, Dagmar almost seemed more water elemental than demonic-blooded so far as he could see, but Satu was apparently in need of people skills, even if they were fake. “And if by saying things you mean hitting nerves, please tell me you didn't miss the memo about Dagmar being a bitch with emotional issues.” 'Says the bastard with issues I can't even begin to discuss,' Mia put in for all to hear, not caring whether Leif was annoyed by it. As it stood, he merely glanced at her, then inclined his head in concession. The reason she couldn't begin to discuss them was because he would lock her in something akin to a safe in the attic.

Over a month and maybe only a little over two... Turning for his office, he waved for Satu to follow. That she may be at all unnerved by how much he had almost unconsciously made it look a shade like Jokull's – with the exception of updated technology, a fountain in the corner and more than one perch for his familiar – would never cross his mind. Nor would he have been all that bothered if it did. Ignoring the emails from work trying to make themselves known, he quite literally googled 'foetal development'. “Worst case scenario, it's over two months. Then it becomes more complicated.” He shrugged. “Doesn't meant I can't try causing enough physical distress that she'll effectively get rid of it herself. Miscarriages are commonplace.” Also fairly traumatic, apparently. He spoke like it was a business transaction, which spoke volumes of how much the ordeal mattered to him, but he supposed if gave him something to do past his usual cursing of employees and other irritants. “How does that suit you?” Naturally, Satu was what mattered in this equation. Not the fact he thought it was funny.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-28 09:28 pm UTC (link)
People didn't often call Satu evil unless she was busy picking on them. To have Leif call her such was a mix of pleasing and disturbing. 'I say disturbing.' Yes well no one asked you did they? 'You get my opinion by default because I'm yours.' Satu didn't think that made sense but arguing with the small turtle had proven to be pointless. He'd just keep going and going until she was sick of it and gave up because she really didn't care anymore. "Good thing that we aren't in Finland and getting married at fifteen or sixteen like she did. At least father was a decent age by all standards." Not decent to marry someone as young as Linnea by the standards of this country. Sometimes it gave Satu the willies to realize how old her father was, practically the age a grandfather was supposed to be. But he was dead so it didn't matter.

"I don't see why it's so funny. It's just what I think needs to happen." Truth. Satu just wanted the abomination gone before Linnea got attached to it. How could she get attached to something before it even came out? For all she knew it'd be the freak of the family with dark hair and eyes like that earth elemental. Just the thought of something like that being related to her mother made Satu want to be sick. 'Purist?' Oh yes. No matter that Kajsa and Valterri had different fathers they'd still come out looking every bit as Finnish as the other three and no one could ever disbelieve that they were all related. Following along when Leif motioned, Satu stopped at the door of the office and glared at the interior. It looked an awful lot like father's and she didn't like it. Going into that place had always made her feel sick to her stomach just because it was Jokull's. Not father, it's Leif. Different. Satu stepped in and watched over Leif's shoulder as he typed something into the search bar. "So a miscarriage is... the baby just stops growing and doesn't exist anymore? I like that. How much physical distress though? I don't want to actually hurt her." Not badly. Satu loved her mother, she just loved her so much that she didn't want to have to share her with anyone else. "Not anymore than she has to be."

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-29 01:08 am UTC (link)
“I'd almost pity Dagmar's husband if we were. We'd need popcorn for that one.” Especially if she had ended up marrying some imbecile like that Oz Snow. The Oz Snow who had told him he was never to go near the Niemi property again – really, it was all in the family name, he couldn't have really thought he would stay away – and yet failed spectacularly when it came to chasing him off the premises while he broke in. Dagmar would have eaten him alive if she had been legally bound to him. “While I won't be marrying anyone because all attempts result in death or injury, and all your suitors end up needing therapy.” That, Leif had decided, was a fairly accurate assessment. It applied without the arranged marriage clause, though, really. He didn't see it changing as any of them got older unless Dagmar's demonic side slipped away entirely or made itself known above her element. Kajsa and Valterri didn't even feature into it.

Those people skills. Satu needed them. “And usually speaking your mind is an admirable trait,” he said with an almost understanding nod. “But there is speaking your mind and then there is forcing your opinion down someone else's throat with the possibility they'll choke on it if they disagree. Linnea likes her truths thoroughly censored to suit her delicate nature. Apparently so does Dagmar, which is a little disappointing.” Leif didn't really give a damn unless the subject was his father, but the people who knew which buttons to press there also knew what would happen if they even tried. A stray thought about dark hair caused his eyebrow to raise. “Worried about it being... muddy? Wouldn't that just look fantastic on Linnea's record.” At least the others had been passable, for the sake of his father's reputation. Whore. Almost pulling a face at the computer screen, he considered what he would do if the Thing was more developed than Satu was aware. It wasn't like he had ever done this before. Human sacrifice, yes. A termination, no. 'I don't think she likes your office.' Not his problem. “More or less.” Or just more, because he knew full well it was not that simple. But since it had never pertained directly to him he had never bothered looking up the finer details so he could explain it all to his little sister on an occasion like this. “You'd be surprised how little it can take. The human body is deceptively robust but just as fragile. It would be nothing that wouldn't heal.” Physically. Meanwhile, while Satu was fawning over Linnea in the most twisted way imaginable, did she realise that she was essentially giving him her permission to do her beloved mother harm? Leif, at least, knew when his actions occupied the rather more warped end of the spectrum. He simply didn't care. But he would be needing a blood donor, in the loosest sense of the word. “What blood-type is Linnea?” As a former donor herself, her had a feeling she would notice if by some stroke of luck he managed to get his hands on her blood. Even if it would make things an awful lot easier.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-08-31 07:38 am UTC (link)
Dagmar married. Satu tried to think about that for all of a minute before her mind just refused to go on. So far as she knew her sister hadn't managed to have a boyfriend that lasted for more than a month. And wouldn't ever beat that unimpressive record because she was just too cold for them. One was supposed to care about who they were going out with, not quite obviously give no damns whatsoever. The rest made her laugh. "Is that because you drain their blood or they get sick of having you filter through their thoughts?" She didn't have to ask why hers would need therapy. She knew why. She was herself and that was pretty much it. The boys at school weren't even interesting yet. And when they were then she'd be happy to do the same thing that Dagmar did. Only shorter. Weren't guys just good for one thing when it came to that area of life anyhow? The relationship between her parents hadn't done a single good thing for that opinion. It wasn't surprising that none of the Niemi children had steady relationships. Or relationships at all. Had Kajsa ever had a boyfriend? Satu couldn't remember.

Satu just rolled her eyes. She was capable of being completely polite and well-behaved and that was why she didn't get in as much trouble at school as she really should. Teachers didn't dislike her. Although if what Dagmar had told her about the principal of SOHS was true then she wouldn't like her no matter how much she smiled. There were just some people who didn't like the Niemi children based on things that were beyond Satu. "I just didn't think that she needed to go on thinking that I thought it was okay." Which she hadn't given the impression of in the first place, but now Linnea knew her full opinion for sure. "And yes I am worried about that. Niemi's look a certain way." That was that. They were Finnish and they took after her mother, blue eyes and blonde hair and that was it. Toss in water elementalism if you wanted to get really specific. When Leif said that it wouldn't take anything that would leave permanent damage, Satu perked up just a little bit. "Blood-type? Really you think I'd know that?" Satu loved her mother, she wasn't obsessed. "Probably A something since that's what I am." She crossed her arms over her chest. "Bet you've got a list of father's contacts and one of them would know." Vampires, blood witches, sick freaks -- Satu knew that things had been done to her mother. She'd seen how drawn and tired she was after father visited and seen the small bandaids on her arms, and sometimes the larger bandages under her clothes. "Just give them a call."

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-08-31 07:42 pm UTC (link)
"Please. As though I would ever tell anyone I'm involved with I'm telepathic. Something about my being in their head makes them run faster than the prospect of human sacrifice." He cocked his head to one side, hand raising to rub at an itch on the back of his neck. "Most think that last part's a joke." Most were also idiots. "So I'd make that one part draining to at least five parts my getting sick of being subjecting to their thoughts. And only then if they have a blood-type I can use." Otherwise they could just... Well, if he was actually stuck married to them he would have to do more than simply kick them out of his room. Maybe he could sell his hypothetical wife off as a blood slave. It was a more interesting statistic than divorce.

Leif gave Satu a sidelong glance. "Did you try saying 'Mom, I really, really hate the idea of you having another screaming brat'? As opposed to 'Mom, I think you should outright destroy what might eventually become another screaming brat'." It really didn't matter to him, but there was a difference between stating one's opinion and then riding that bull-through-a-china-shop of a declaration in Linnea's direction. It was funny, though. So was the concern regarding the brat's appearance. "Oh, but it wouldn't be a Niemi, would it?" Leif turned in his seat a little to look at Satu properly. "If it was born at all and had dark hair and dark eyes then it'd be Krasner's - or so I assume, unless she's been doing the rounds. The kid would be illegitimate, a bastard, and those take the mother's name. Selanne." At least, it had better. There was no way yet another bastard child of Linnea's would be inheriting the Niemi family name without him finding a way to contest it. "No, merely hoping." It would have made things easier still if she had known. "Father was A-positive like I am, so unless you're going to tell me you're A-negative, that doesn't help. And no, I don't, because what kind of genius keeps a ledger of illegal transactions with entries neatly labelled 'my wife', etc?" He had no doubt his father had kept them recorded somehow, but not in a manner that was likely to be found now that he was dead. Just give them a call. They're not colleagues or high school friends. "Can't do that. Hospitalised." And he just didn't want to. Really, he preferred the contacts he had in Detroit.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-09-02 05:30 am UTC (link)
Someone reading your thoughts or someone saying that they were going to sacrifice you because they happened to want your blood for this or that purpose. Or maybe no purpose at all. Satu had heard things about blood magic and they weren't always good. Sometimes they dealt with human sacrifice, which she'd have normally thought went with black magic instead of blood, for no reason but because. Had Leif done that? Looking at her brother Satu decided that yes, yes he probably had and she wouldn't be surprised if he'd done it multiple times. "Basically it's just a really good thing that you don't have to get married because that would be one screwed woman." Satu didn't like the thought applied to members of her family, but she found that she didn't give a damn about people she didn't know. Let Leif do what he wanted, she didn't care.

"I said... something about how there were ways to get rid of things like that, unwanted things. And before that I'd told her that I didn't like it. She shouldn't have been surprised that I'd decide to go and tell her just exactly how it is." Satu was a blunt child. She didn't do biting her tongue or keeping her thoughts hidden unless she thought it was a good idea. And she very, very rarely thought that it was anywhere near a good idea. People needed to know the truth as she saw it. That included her mother. "If they always took the mother's name then Kajsa and Valterri wouldn't be Niemi's. Besides, they came out looking like mom just like the rest of us." She'd seen pictures of their father before his hair went that dark gray and it'd been brown, yet none of them had been brunettes at any point in their lives. "Not that I'm saying it would. Just that it doesn't seem all that likely." And it didn't. "No, I'm A-positive too. Think Dagmar's a negative... which fits, doesn't it? Dagmar and negative." Totally went together. "Hey, I never said that I thought he was a genius or even that smart. So if you want her blood-type you'll have to find it some other way. You're a blood witch, be resourceful." Since it'd become obvious that he thought this was a good idea that meant he was going to help her out, didn't it? "I just want to get it over with. This is seriously going to mess with going back to school."

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-09-02 06:41 pm UTC (link)
"Screwed women are an inconvenience." He had learned that much from their very own mother. None of them could try to claim that there was anything about the woman that was sound, and if that was his father's doing then Leif could accept that. One hand swept away the answer Satu gave him with a slightly impatient shake of the head. "Haven't you noticed how she just doesn't see or hear the things she doesn't like until she's forced to deal with it? She submerges and hopes everything goes away." Satu was the prime example of everything staying just where it was and continuing to get worse due to neglect. Speaking of neglect and knives that could potentially be twisted: "Out of interest, were you aware she had had parts of the house blessed?" He knew full well Linnea had said nothing to Dagmar or Satu at the time he found out. He'd be interested to know if she had told them at all or hoped that they would simply never notice. The latter possibly being the kind of idiocy that he could easily believe was a by-product of having been bled too many times. 'She hasn't put much thought into your half-siblings.' Leif was inclined to agree. "That would be lying for the sake of public appearances because it looks bad when everyone knows you're actually an adulterous bitch who uses men like pit stops between her legitimate children." He wasn't even trying to be insulting.

With an icy stare that had turned on his sister the moment she mentioned their father, Leif stood. It didn't matter at all to him that he had been making derogatory comments about Linnea the entire time, Jokull was off limits unless the speaker wanted the blood in their lungs to boil. "It will," he stated in a tone that matched his expression. "But don't bet on it happening overnight. I need to find a donor." It was a pity it was almost a month ago that he'd taken blood from Dagmar, or that might have helped. Any sample that he may have kept for his own use would be no good by now. It may not make a difference at any rate, though. The positive/negative merely signalled the presence of lack of a protein. Better that it be closer to the intended target, though. He did hate having to compromise. "I tell you what. I'll give you the money for a present for Linnea. Or you pay for it, it makes no difference to me, it just needs to be the kind of thing she'll keep and keep in sight. On a surface somewhere, bedside table... whatever. Bring it back here, then... Then - and this is important - you give it to her as an apology. Like you mean it, Satu." His eyebrows raised, though his expression remained the same. "I've every faith in your ability to act the part of the faithful daughter." Who would never do a thing to hurt her mother.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-09-05 07:55 pm UTC (link)
Twelve-year-olds probably weren't supposed to listen to the sorts of things that Leif was spouting, and Satu wasn't actually listening. To some of it, yeah, but when it felt like the sentence was going to turn into something that managed to insult her mother - because Leif was really good at that - her ears filled it in with a vague buzzing noise. "Yeah well I guess I'd be that way too if I had to be married to someone like father." Actually she'd be worse and she knew it. Satu was a water elemental but she had her demonic side and she'd be damned if she'd let someone walk all over her or hurt her without making them regret it. She was really looking forward to the day when she learned how to control ice so that she could freeze body parts solid and see how people liked it. Satu was willing to bet it wasn't very much. "Dagmar told me. Father's study and Kajsa's room. Places I don't go anyhow." It bothered her, it did, that her mother would do that, but she didn't know how to react. It seemed like a really minor thing next to the whole 'I'm having a baby' one. Satu had her priorities. "Leif? Shut up. I get that you don't like mom, whatever your choice, but stop insulting her before I figure out every single way to insult our father and I think I could go for just as long as you. And you can give me the 'scary look', but it doesn't change that the only person in the world to be upset that he's dead is you."

Really, the next thing that Leif said made Satu blink. "What?" Leif wanted her to get Linnea a gift that she'd like, bring it to him, then take it to her and apologize for just saying what she'd been feeling. Really? Did that sound like something Satu would ever do? People who knew her knew that she wouldn't do a single thing like that unless someone made her. Pretending to apologize, okay, she could handle that. She just didn't see why Leif thought she had to. Didn't he know their mother at all? She'd accept a gift any of her children brought her without need for an apology or explanation or any of it. Wouldn't she? It wasn't like any of them had ever given her reason to think that they'd hurt her. 'Except your brother.' Except him. He was the blond Jokull. "Okay, I can do that. Why am I going to?"

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[info]bloodcounts
2011-09-05 10:23 pm UTC (link)
Glossing over Satu's immediate response, Leif ran a hand through his hair, almost taking a moment to collect his thoughts. He'd known there were moment when she simply wasn't listening to him, but in his mind one could not really call the tuning out of a pointless answer a vindictive reaction. It simply made sense. He had to endure enough of her surface thoughts as it was, he did not see why he should actually pay attention to the words that were actually said aloud as well if they served no purpose. Really, though, he would not have been so good at insulting Linnea if she had never gone and left so many truths lying around. Like Kajsa and Valterri. It was not as though any of them could rightly accuse him of lying about her, now, was it? "How did Dagmar know?" Leif let the slight note of surprise surface there. Sure, he was glad someone other than Linnea had told Satu because it didn't look good any which way you tried to explain it away - she should have told them - but how Dagmar came across it was something else. Now, to say that Satu's small lecture had not left her brother with an urge to drag her bodily into the kitchen, pour the contents of his second refridgerator over her head and curse the everliving hell out of her would have been an outright lie, and his familiar shifted on her perch as he briefly considered palming the knife in his desktop drawer to open up one of his own veins instead. But a sudden sense of control reminded Leif of why his sister was there, and he answered her with a snort of amused disbelief. "You'll just have to get over that one, Satu; I don't think enough of her to consciously make the effort. You asked, I answered."

Sorry, when did this plan become so convoluted that a single sentence did not suffice? More to the point, why did she feel the need to know things? Leif had never been one to explain these things to people; if it did not come to them printed out on a sheet of paper with a company heading at the top then he really did not feel they needed to know or understand the rest. Just that there was a beginning, a middle and an end, and that somewhere in the middle they had a role to play. "Present, back here, fake apology," he replied rather shortly, hoping she would at least understand the condensed version because he did not want to have to look at the sibling who was proving to be interesting as though she were an idiot. "Good." Oh, now she asks the right question. "Because I'm going to curse it." As if it was the most normal thing in the world. "All donations are welcome," he added wryly. He'd even take Kajsa and Valterri for this one. And should she miscarry, hemorrage and die, I will applaud your genius in coming to me, little sister.

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[info]_waterbaby
2011-09-06 08:31 am UTC (link)
"She walked into Kajsa's room and asked mom about it. Mom told her." Simple as that. No one had really gotten hurt and Dagmar had shared because she thought it was important. Satu didn't. So long as it wasn't her room, Linnea's room or one of the main rooms then she didn't give a single damn and would admit that to anyone who cared to ask. Satu didn't like what her brother said in response to her, but she couldn't do anything about it. Best to accept it and move on, ignoring anything else that he said like she mostly expected him to ignore what she said about their father. Should it come to light that she was actually getting under his skin with those remarks then she'd have thought twice about saying them - then done it anyway. Satu didn't have a death wish so much as an inability to censor herself when she just didn't care. And she didn't care about their father. Probably about as much as Leif did about their mother. 'Flip-flop.' Blastoise chose the weirdest moments to add his two cents into the conversation.

Satu rolled her eyes. "I got that part." Only barely did she keep the word 'idiot' from being part of that sentence. She'd only said it because she'd been surprised by it. And she really did have to know what she was getting it for. Satu wanted her mother to be not pregnant anymore, she didn't want her to be hurt or dead. Those were two things she really didn't want, especially the last part. It was hard to adore someone and want them dead at the same time unless you were that insanely jealous and Satu hadn't quite reached that point of obsession. "What kind of a curse? A vague answer like 'something pertaining to blood magic' won't be good enough, I'll just keep asking and if you don't tell me then I'll figure it out on my own." He'd said something about trauma possibly being enough to cause it to happen. Satu could do trauma. Satu could do getting Linnea to walk in front of Valterri while he was practicing and see if a hit to the stomach with a hockey puck did it. Or a softball. She didn't want to, but she was sure that she could if push came to shove.

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