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Laurent Rousseau ([info]itsjustadream) wrote in [info]light_of_may,
@ 2011-08-21 17:41:00

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Entry tags:2009-08-20

Who will wake them?
Who: Jared and Laurent
Where: Outside Rae's home
When: Night

Laurent liked Scarlet Oak the best at night when it was quiet. Although some days he preferred it when the sun was out and there were people everywhere. Then he could imagine what their lives were like or see if he could recognize any of the faces from the dreams that he had drifted in and out of when he had nothing else to do. Some of these people had the most fascinating dreams. He wondered if it was because of the demons, the angels, the fae, the fact that there was a vampire bar located in town boundaries or just because Scarlet Oak drew the interesting people. Laurent had lived in a lot of places over the centuries and he had very rarely found a place so full of rich dreamers as this little place in Michigan. Of course, where there were vivid dreams that everyone enjoyed there were also nightmares that could give any horror movie a run for their money and Laurent had seen more of them than he really cared to think about. People being torn apart by things made of teeth, angels who turned into dark and blood-thirsty demons the moment one turned their back, vampires who killed children... the list went on and on and Laurent supposed that he should have been more bothered by it. But he had seen the gamut of nightmares run through and through and he could not be frightened by things that were not real. He did, as always, have a few dreamers that he kept an eye out for when he let himself drift. Cheila with her terrible nightmares, Chloe with her most interesting dreams, a man whose name he still did not know who designed the most amazing places in his sleep that it was hard to believe he was a grocery store clerk when awake and, of course, Rae. No matter what he did or where he went he would always find himself drawn to her dreams or nightmares and she knew it. That could be a disadvantage for him, but sometimes she would be unsure whether he was real or a part of the dream and that was better. In Laurent's opinion.

There was one thing about wandering the streets at night that made it just a little bit less wonderful even if it was the natural time of day for a vampire to be out and about; Laurent's mind wandered far easier than it had any right to and when he came back to himself he realized that he was following something. Oh not a person, which may have been surprising since he fell into that so often, but a scent. A scent that he did not think he would have been able to forget if the world ended and he was magically the only one left alive. Still he would remember it and, apparently, follow it even when he was thinking of dreams. And of her. Laurent shrugged in response to himself. He supposed that yes, he had been thinking of her in a way since her dreams were a place that he liked to go. It had just not been an active thought and if she grew angry with him because she discovered him there, or discovered his scent, then he would just grin and say it was not his fault. Most definitely not his fault that he had just found himself standing outside of a house. A house that Rae's scent led directly into. And not just the most recent, but it was there from all different directions, old and new alike. This must be the place that she lived. And there was the scent of another vampire, similar in only the way that a member of the same family could be, and it was male. Laurent's mind recalled Rae mentioning him. Her childe. His undead heart did not twist at that. It did not. His imagination was just trying to play tricks with him.

Hands in his pockets, Laurent stepped a little closer. He was not going to knock on the door, he was just going to... stare at the building for awhile. Rae was probably inside and hopefully not near any of the windows. The last thing he wanted was to set off her temper by being there and get a book or something whipped at his head.



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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-08-21 11:15 pm UTC (link)
“Rae?” Having called her countless times in the past half hour the name had become a slow drawl, voice raising cautiously towards the end. While Jared still wanted her attention he did not want the door to a room he had only just checked to fly open, leaving nothing between himself and his sire's glare. A glare that he would no doubt deserve for shouting her name all over the goddamned place when she had been right there. Or something like that anyhow. Past the parts where he had to look acceptable and wasn't allowed to leave without checking in with her first, he had come to accept the fact that he didn't quite understand Rae and probably never would. He wasn't sure if it was because she was so much older than him or just because she was a woman, but whatever. Either way he was left with a sire who only made to him half of the time. Or maybe she was left with a newly Fallen who just couldn't understand. He didn't know – and that probably answered his question right there, but he wasn't thinking on it much any more. “Um, Rae.” He stood awkwardly outside her bedroom door, his grasp on personal etiquette (also known as self preservation and other issues) barely letting him knock. Rae was old. Not as old as a lot of the vampires he'd accidentally bumped into since he had been turned, but old enough to automatically set him on edge and stand to attention. Jared did as he was told. And he didn't invade her privacy even though she was very good at just not answering to her name because she took it for granted he would find her eventually. When her room was the last to be checked, it made him nervous. When knocking produced no answer, he nudged the door open all of two inches then turned for the stairs in frustration. She was out. She was out and he'd spent a stupid amount of time looking for her to see if he could go out. As easily as Jared fell into the role of following orders, he didn't like being made to feel like an idiot for doing just that. If she came back while he wasn't there and required him for... whatever, then... then he'd answer for it later. Now, he was leaving.

His hand paused on his jacket as it hung from the hat stand while he decided whether he wanted it – and wondered when the hell they got a hat stand – before he left it where it was and settled for tucking in his shirt. Last thing he needed was to run into Rae when he looked a mess. Opening the door, he tossed and caught his house keys with one hand in his pocket. He lingered on the doorstep as the door clicked shut behind him. Sometimes the hyper-vigilance that came with combat stress could be considered an asset. Sometimes it just made him paranoid. Rae seemed to lean towards the latter way of thinking, but there was a scent out there that didn't belong. A vampire. There was a flicker of recognition that told him he had at least crossed the other's scent once before, but that meant nothing – and even less when he realised the man was watching Rae's house, or had been. Try stalking something with a heartbeat, genius. Odds were that this guy had decades, even centuries on Jared, but he was oddly protective of his sire and... just didn't like the idea of some fanger he didn't know watching the place they both lived. Pocketing his keys, he moved over. Even waved, his face pulled into a smirk that was almost friendly. His tone was less so, though that had more to do with the manner in which the other vampire's age hit him like a gold brick to the face. “Have you tried taking a picture?”

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-08-22 12:30 am UTC (link)
Though he was staring at the house, Laurent was not really seeing it. He was seeing a variety of memories and then those bled into dreams and those of course bled into the dreams of others... Laurent wished, not for the first time, that he could sleep so that he too would be able to have dreams. It had been so long since he had had one that he was no longer sure if his body actually remembered how. Oh, he could slip into the dream of another with hardly a thought and he could even change it, but he was changing it more for them than for himself. Even when he brought things in to change it so that they had time to think of something else he was using memories of his. His subconscious came out more in the things that he wrote, the fictional things that never saw a printing press because he doubted that anyone would ever want to - the sound of a door closing caused his head to jerk and he focused in on the cause. A man. Ah, the man who belonged to that scent. So that would make him Jared. Laurent tilted his head a little to the side as he studied the man. Big man. Definitely had muscles that were there before his changing and oh did he reek of being young.

"Why would I want to take a picture when I can just look instead?" Laurent returned the grin that he was given despite the lack of friendliness that was in his tone. Rae needed to teach this boy some manners before he went and insulted the wrong vampire just because he disliked what they were doing. Then again, the Gabriels were always just a little temperamental like that. One could never tell what they were going to do or judge them all by the same set of rules. Even the Horsemen were more predictable because at least you knew exactly what they wanted to do - kill everything. Simple. Disturbing, but simple. "You must be Jared. I haven't heard a lot about you, but I've heard enough to know that you haven't had those fangs long enough to really justify that tone. It'd go badly for you if I was offended." The young ones could always be so... forgetful that just because they were stronger than they had been did not make them as strong as they thought. God knew that Laurent had been that way when he was first turned. Extending one hand, Laurent waited for it to be taken. "Laurent Rousseau and I know your sire, Rae. I found myself here by accident and would have knocked... but well, sometimes it's better to not call Rae's attention."

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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-08-22 01:11 pm UTC (link)
“Because standing outside staring at someone else's house is currently making you creepier than half the shit in this town,” Jared answered flatly. That said a lot – to him, anyway. In a town where a vampire chick started bleeding from her pores if you said the wrong thing or whatever it was he had done, yeah, he thought this made the pretty-boy a creeper. It generally put him in the category of people who he didn't want near his sire. And yeah, he was definitely old enough that he really would be able to plough Jared down if he got in the way, but – No, it's not the thought that counts; the actually-dead are useless. Physically he reckoned he had over ten years on this guy. Jared looked at him through the eyes of a forty-five year old and saw someone he should be able to beat down. His mind screamed at the very idea of attacking an elder. It was akin to stepping on a mine. The only bonus was that in the minefield that was Scarlet Oak – the entire world, even – he could see and identify which vampires were mines and likely to destroy him if pushed. Right now that amounted to every last one he'd met. “But I guess taking a picture for keeps is conventionally more disturbing.” He probably needed to shut up before he pissed someone – pretty-boy here – off and got himself killed or his ass kicked twice. Once by whats-his-name and then again by Rae for the former.

The use of Jared's name was like a kick to his gut and his stare, along with the rest of his features, hardened. The realisation that this guy knew anything about him was unsettling in a way that only his mental state could actually achieve. Confused, he flipped through the very brief mental list of anyone who could possibly have told him – ultimately it came down to Rae or maybe that psychic nurse who'd ran him over with her car then argued about angels. Or maybe he's just a stalker. Didn't make him feel better. Who the hell wanted a vampire older than them who could tear them apart stalking them? Or Rae. And that really didn't. Struggling with an aggression that had not been helped by his turning, Jared looked him over, consciously dissuading himself from attempting to plant a fist in the middle of that face. The remark about his fangs did nothing for that. “If you were offended,” he began, audibly wound up behind a continued stare, “I'd likely know about it. And I've had them since May. Long enough to know not to deliberately piss off my elders without a damn good reason.” Not that Jared had ever annoyed an older vampire besides maybe Rae, but if he had then that was accidental and he'd apologised. He just wasn't a fucking idiot and paid attention to the alarms that went off in his head even when his sire called it paranoia. Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean you're wrong. That hand wasn't something he really wanted to shake – that required surrendering one hand to something his mind had labelled an immediate threat – but he did anyway. Jared had been raised to have manners and although he had lost many aspects of that, small formalities like the handshake were still firmly intact. The moment he heard the name that came with the individual, though, he really wished he hadn't. But calling her attention through me is just fine, right? Now she would smell Laurent on him when she came back and if she was in a mood, he'd get the worst of it. “Yeah, I've heard of you.” With an expression far less severe and a touch uncertain, he regarded the other vampire in a new light. “I don't know if I'm allowed to talk to you.” Which sounded lame, he knew, but it was true. He was already counting the many deaths of himself by his sire's hands.

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-08-22 07:05 pm UTC (link)
Some people may have been offended, but Laurent's grin stayed as it was. "No, if I wanted to be creepy then I'd be looking at your dreams. Nightmares... whatever it is that you have. Staring at a house is really one of the more normal things that vampires like me do." Laurent actually considered everything that the Azraelans did as normal, but the same was not true of the other families and houses. 'Normal' was completely dependent on who you were asking. Apparently according to Jared, staring at houses was creepy. "Pictures are for people who can't remember what they see anyhow. Mortals really." If vampires had photo albums then they'd need storage buildings to keep them all in once they reached a certain age. God knew that humans accumulated enough of the things just in one lifetime. Laurent, of course, was having trouble thinking of Jared as anything but the turnling that he was, Rae's of all people's, and no matter that he looked a solid ten or so years older than him his eyes were no longer able to register that as anything noteworthy. Comparatively physical age meant as much to him as a person having blue eyes or black hair. Just a thing.

Now the hardening of the glare he saw and for a moment Laurent wondered if Jared was going to start tirading or raise a fist or whatever it was that he did when he felt threatened. The reaction varied from person to person and Laurent had been lucky, or cursed, enough to see likely all of them thanks to his habit of approaching people he had met in their dreams. People who may or may not know him. Hardly mattered, Laurent thought that everyone should know who he was and was happy to enlighten those who had not yet been blessed with such vital knowledge. "You've had a good trainer then." Rae would be thorough. Or tell him just enough and flit off to leave him to figure it out on his own. Laurent still could not figure out just how he felt about her having a childe. And yes, of course his opinion mattered, she may just not wish to admit that yet. Hearing that Jared had heard of him only made Laurent's face brighten. Granted half of what he had heard, or two-thirds, was likely bad, but that was Rae for you. "Swear I'm not as bad as she makes me sound. Most of the time. Well, I guess that I can be, but only at certain times of the day." It really did amuse him too much to know that Rae had spoken of him in any way at all to the man she had turned. At being told that Jared was unsure if he should talk to him, Laurent feigned a look of hurt. "But I'm awesome, I can guarantee that, and you'll be better for knowing me. Especially if you intend on staying around Rae because whether she likes it or not we always end up in the same area." Before Jared could accuse him of stalking he held up the hand he had used to shake the Gabriel's. "That's as much her doing as mine, so if she's said any different she's lying." Maybe it was against some code to call the sire of another a liar, but Laurent had known Rae for too long to not say things how they were regarding her. He just decided to not tack on the parts about every single wonderful aspect she possessed.

He imagined that Jared did not want to be stuck there all night with a vampire he was unsure he was... allowed to talk to.

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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-08-22 11:17 pm UTC (link)
“Come again?” If the comment about the dreams or nightmares was intended as a threat, Jared hadn't really picked up on it. Instead his mind had hooked onto the suggestion – or just the statement – that this vampire and presumably his house could do that. “Dreams – which vampires'd be vampires like you?” All Jared knew was that apparently the Cyri os si Vyri were stuck up, so he shouldn't get involved with them. He still didn't know how or why being stuck up was an issue past being generally irritating, but Rae wasn't very good at answering questions he put to her when it came to the supernatural. She answered them in her own way, yeah, but that seemed to involve not actually... well, answering. So even though what he was responding to might have really been a threat, Jared's curiosity was piqued. The last person who had taken time to answer any questions he had was Ava – the child-vampire with a thousand-yard stare that matched his own – and this guy seemed more than happy to keep talking. “Can't say I've ever been one for keeping photographs,” he stated after a moment. His original answer was going to be a less polite version of 'Then it sucks to be them.' but a second thought made him question the other's view on breathers. He wasn't a Gabriel, he might not have been so inclined to see them for what they were. Cattle.

Jared shrugged one shoulder. “The trainer was the Corps, but Rae had a hell of an impact.” Twenty-seven years of service followed by a petite young lady lifting him bodily from his own doorstep kind of had that effect on him. So did waking up to his wedding ring trying to burn through his finger because Gabriels could withstand neither silver nor gold. Just his luck, really. Part of him objected to Laurent referring to Rae as a trainer because he wasn't a pet – even if she did tend to treat him like one – but at the same time he didn't see the point in voicing the complaint. As he began to cool off, it seemed to become even more obvious that he was an infant vampire in the presence of an adult – older than adult – and he'd just... rather not light a potential powder keg. Not as bad as she makes him sound... Jared's features fell into an expression of vague amusement at that. He was certain that for everything Rae had ever said about Laurent, she had refuted it a short time later and then changed her mind again. For all that Jared could make out, the other man was a creature of a great many ever-changing qualities and none of them quite seemed to fully match up. Then again, if he had to be honest, there had been several times when she had said something about Laurent and he had simply stopped listening. “I'm sure you're a great guy and all,” he started, tone unsure as to whether it was actually a laugh, “I don't judge by second-hand information. But, uh – better for knowing you?” He snorted a laugh. “If she gets home in a mood, I'm dead all over again. Road smells like you. Now I do. How long do you think it'll take her to notice?” But for the rest, Jared leaned back slightly on one heel, head tilted. “You're stalking each other,” was the response he gave rather than the defense of his sire's honour – or something – he suspected he probably should have given. It wasn't really a surprised reaction, either. For some reason it almost made sense. It was bizarre enough to fit Rae in any case. He lowered his eyes to the ground, kicking at it with a laugh. “Man, I should have stayed in Massachusetts. You two are goddamn complicated.”

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-08-23 03:01 am UTC (link)
What, Rae had not told Jared about his house? He was hurt! Or not so much hurt as surprised when one considered that if Rae actually intended on keeping him around then he was just bound to run into Laurent. As had happened right then. Despite himself, Laurent felt himself straightening just a little when he introduced his house. "House of Azrael. Call ourselves Azraelans and dreams are where we like to play. It's the trade-off for being unable to sleep." And they never even got unattractive bags under their eyes. Laurent was sure that there were multiple people in the world of business who would have traded their souls for that ability... and probably some who had. Or had tried. "We're the nice vampires." There was a touch of a drag to the word and it was only there because Laurent knew that some looked down on them for having a rule about how they got their blood. Laurent followed that rule to the tee because he was not about to be a fangless vampire wandering the world. Easier to be dead. Rae would not be able to try and mock him that way. Unless it was directed at his corpse.

The Corps. So this man had been some sort of a soldier. Laurent could respect that since he had spent most of his mortal life in the French Army. He had a little less respect for the American army but that was mostly because the American army had not really... existed when he was part of the military. Their revolution had happened after he was already dead. "Anyone who spends time in any sort of service is worth noting," he granted at last. "I was in the French Army. A very, very long time ago." Revolutionists. The word earned disgust in his mind because it meant he was thinking of the French Revolution and he had, technically, been on the losing side of that when all had been said and done. He still thought that it had gone the wrong way but that was neither here nor there. Saying that revolutions were an awful thing was something that just needed to be approached carefully around the Americans. "I give her a few minutes, if that. And hopefully for you she'll believe that you were just unlucky enough to cross paths with me against your will." He really did believe that all people were better for knowing him, no matter what happened to them after he was gone. Laurent just believed that highly of himself. As for Jared's assessment of them, Laurent supposed that was actually quite accurate. "Stalked is a really strong word... but I suppose that yes, that puts it right. She tore apart a house and threw a ring at my head, but she still follows me. Not that I can talk since I do the same, but you know how women can be." Any man that old had to know how they were, even if played completely for the other team. Mothers, sisters, cousins, friends at school... they were everywhere. "Massachusetts wasn't my favorite place. I liked Alaska or Mont- actually, better to never talk about that city. Don't ever even bring it up to Rae. No matter what you're talking about. She's not a fan." That was probably a huge understatement.

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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-09-01 03:18 am UTC (link)
"Right." Jared could not bring himself to say that as though he fully understood what Laurent was talking about because he didn't and he was a terrible liar. The names, though - House of Azrael, Azraelans - were stored away in his memory, as was the fact they apparently couldn't sleep. The differing traits each vampire came with seemed like they could get downright weird, really. "Can't say I sleep much myself," he said by way of an almost automatic attempt at conversation. "Though it don't got a thing to do with anyone else's dreams or nothing like that." Rolling his shoulders, he flicked aside the momentary thought that his mother would probably've smacked him for grammar like that at his age. If she'd wanted a little boy who'd talk nicely like she tried to teach him, she shouldn't have let him run off to the military. He couldn't remember a single god given soul who hadn't cussed like a... Well, like a marine. "Why?" The question was out of his mouth before he could really stop it. Usually he would have kept his mouth shut, but usually the person he wanted to ask questions was Rae. "I mean, I believe you're nice or whatever, but there's usually a reason behind it and..." Jared shrugged slightly. "Rae's been known to assign an adjective to a family without ever actually telling the why. I'm a forty-five year old in a three-month-dead body; I need educating." And he would readily admit it. At the same time, now that he thought about it, he knew he only ever seemed to be nice, or allegedly nice, when around other vampires. Humans - cattle - were mostly in his way.

"Twenty-seven years service in the U.S. Marine Corps. Reckon they'd take me back?" His lips curved in a smile that was only mildly amused by that notion. "I'd taken a guess at the long time ago part. It slapped me in the face on the way over." No, he wasn't embarrassed by admitting that at all. Even Laurent had started off as he was at some point. It just happened to have been a very, very long time ago. "But... cavalry, bayonets, etc? Swords? ... I'll admit right now I know very little about history. I'm not an academic, I'm a soldier. Was. Was a soldier." For the countless time that thought visibly slotted into place in his head as though it was some kind of revelation. A husband, a father - those were things he could and had given up virtually without thinking. Trying to shake the Corps out of himself was impossible. It was as much of who he was as his fangs now were. "I call indefinite leave," he said after a moment, and then tried to pretend he could honestly imagine Rae not being furious with him. "Technically... that is kind of true. Kind of." In the sense that he hadn't known who the creepy vampire across the road was and, after having shaken hands with him, had marked himself a dead vampire walking and stayed regardless. "I can't lie anyway and the fate of... the world rests on Rae's mood. Not what I say. The less I say, the better." Why was he talking so much anyway? "Had an ex who tried to pull a rifle on me," he put in while they seemed to be sharing. "Her plan fell through when she couldn't get the safety off and realised it was decorative, but the message was there all the same. Especially after she tried hitting me with it... But whatever, you two do what... you two do. I'll be elsewhere, refusing to pass comment." Until Rae demanded he say something - then he really didn't have much choice. "Hey. Which city? Mont-what?" Or he could just avoid every city he could think of that began with 'Mont'. That sounded good enough for now. For now. Well, no, actually, he really wanted an answer.

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-09-02 05:51 pm UTC (link)
Laurent's smile was amused. "I can guarantee that even if the last time you slept it was only a five minute cat-nap then it was longer than I've slept in the past... nearly two hundred and forty years now." Had Rae listened to this man talk before she changed him? Because Laurent was certain that she would not appreciate the way that he was talking. "Why are we nice?" He laughed. It was so refreshing to come across a young vampire who asked the questions instead of just assuming they would be told, or that they already knew everything that there was to know because they had been tossed a few scraps. Laurent had been like that when he was new. It had amused Phillipe. "We don't take blood from the mortals without permission... we don't turn them without their permission and the permission of our own Elders... we're generally very, very well-behaved. Because if we're not?" Laurent reached up and pulled his lip back to better expose his fangs and made a mock yanking motion. "So we play nice with the other puppies or we don't get to play at all." Some vampires thought it was ridiculous, that it was silly to have so many rules, but Laurent actually liked it. He had never been much of a fan of biting anyway and what he was gave him a good reason to be that way. Besides, the benefits outweighed the downfalls. How many houses or families could claim the gifts that they had and the ability to have a place to live no matter where they went? Not many.

"They kept me after I died. They didn't know I was dead, but so few really did know that before the Light of May became a thing. But if they think you're actually dead that could make it harder for them to take you back if you wanted to.." Why should vampires not be in the army? They were stronger than humans and able to do things they could not; they could only be beneficial. The problem being keeping them in line since some would undoubtedly begin to believe more in their respective vampire family than any human nation. Some of them. "The cavalry, yes! Nobly born and I was a commandant when I retired. As foreign as swords, bayonets, canons and the like may be to you, so are the weapons that you were trained to use to me. I have not held a gun since it was tipped with a bayonet and the bullets were still round. If you gave me what you trained with I would think you mad for using it instead." And he had seen how much better they worked. It was an odd sort of elitism that he doubted he would ever be able to get rid of. France was better ruled by a King and Queen, money was prettier as gold coins and wars had been better when they were fought by armies of those like him. "Just letting her rave can work pretty well." Laurent would never admit that he had said that should Rae ask. "And a rifle's pretty good for getting the general idea across. Hope you broke up with her." Since her idea of breaking up was obviously shooting. Laurent was glad that Rae had not had a stake or something to use on him. Though with the mess that she had made of their apartment she could have used the broken leg of a table or something. Laurent sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. "Montreal. It might be one of her top five least favorite places so it's just better to not ever say it or you'll likely get the rant of the ages. Or she'll go silent which, in my opinion, is even worse." The Azraelan tilted his head to one side just a bit. "I've answered a few questions of yours, answer one of mine. Did you want to be dead?" He would put all his money on the answer being 'no'.

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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-09-02 10:46 pm UTC (link)
For a moment Jared just looked at Laurent, obviously taking the subject into serious consideration before he voiced the one question that kept circling his mind. "But I thought the mind needed sleep. Unless yours doesn't. Or maybe that's only humans." Except he didn't think it was, because if he went without sleep entirely it could really mess him up for around forty-eight hours. He didn't understand why the question was funny, either. Though it could easily have been one of those things that you were just somehow supposed to know. As though being turned downloaded a chunk of information just like that. The answer he got kind of explained it - or it did in his opinion, if only because Laurent was describing what was basically the opposite of Gabriel House. His top lip still tried very hard to curl all the way around his fangs in a defensive gesture at the notion of having them pulled out. "Nice. I get it. There's a definite structure." He could respect that even if he didn't understand parts. It was like respecting another armed force or something. Or he had decided it was because the mafia analogy was getting old. "Which makes us the jerks, right? On paper, at least. Structured jerks." And he was right back to the mafia comparison again, really, with kids in the backrgound somewhere hissing and booing or cheering depending who appeared on stage. Had he ever really taken time out to tell Rae how strange she had made his life?

"I'm a missing person and probably the main suspect in my wife's murder." He shrugged, without a flicker of emotional attachment to the dead woman that Rae had removed before snatching him. "All in all, it's probably better if I don't try. Their loss, though. I'm better with a gun now. Well... a hand gun, at any rate. Haven't tried with any of the others." Plus, he could fly and he would gladly eat the opposition alive in a very literal sense. "Towards the end, I thought we were mad for using them," Jared answered fairly matter-of-factly. "I moved from the regulars to SpecOps with training as an urban sniper. It's a long way from a bayonet, no pun intended. But whatever, alls that happened is war evolved to kill more people faster." Again, he shrugged. "It works." At the expense of far too many soldiers, even those living, but it worked. "That worked with my wife too, actually," his head tilted as he considered it, then his mind hooked back onto the subject of the ex. "Uh, yeah. Would-be homicidal bitch wasn't really my thing." Since she had never laid a hand on one of those guns, had it been loaded she would not have known how to allow for the recoil and would have shot right through him from gut to the top of his head and then right up the wall to the ceiling. From his undead Gabriel perspective, though, it might have been entertaining to see. "Montreal. Right. I have no reason to say that." Did he? No. No, he didn't, and as long as he remembered the name of the damn place and didn't confuse it for, say, Montenegro, then he'd be fine. He was just about to comment on how he could not imagine Rae actually really, genuinely, completely silent unless she was asleep or totally engrossed in a book - but even then she turned pages - when Laurent asked what Jared's mind immediately started referring to as the 'dead question'. "Are you asking if I wanted to die and cease existing or exist in this, uh... limbo with bonuses?" For a moment he cracked an odd sort of smile, then rolled his shoulders. "Wouldn't have said I wanted to stay alive," he answered fairly easily. "Wouldn't have caught me saying that when I had a pulse though, but I'm not exactly the same man. I'd say Rae dropped me on my head, but I had combat stress already. She picked me up the second time I was sent home to recover." Like it was possible after a certain point. Funny how easy it was to talk about being human when you were dead and had largely stopped caring.

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-09-03 07:50 pm UTC (link)
Laurent could only shrug. "Apparently the minds of Azraelans change in a way when we become this, because we don't need the sleep. Literally cannot have it. I could lay in bed for three months and never once drift off to sleep. No naps, no dreams that are mine, it's just the way that we are. Who knows, perhaps we get some of our rest off of playing around in the dreams of others, though we don't need to do that. It just makes things more interesting and when you can't sleep you need things to keep you interested." Laurent briefly wondered if anyone kept track of how many vampires killed themselves, and then how many of them were Azraelans for something like that. "If you want to put it that way... then yes, you guys are the jerks. Tend to be disliked straight across the board. I don't mind you, obviously, but I think that's pretty much because of Rae." Just the truth. If Laurent had not met Rae and been that smitten then he likely would have carried on with the same view of Gabriel's that had been put into him by his sire. They were dangerous. Oh they were, that was true, but Laurent could not just keep that view after having spent so much time with one of them and never seeing her do anything that he had not seen other vampires do.

"That could make it harder." His wife had been killed and he had been turned, likely around the same time if he was a suspect, and Laurent supposed that he knew how it had happened. Rae had killed the wife and turned the husband. It rather seemed like the sort of thing that she might get. Overall it sounded like Rae had gone and picked a thoroughly messed up soldier to add him to the ranks of Gabriel, who could always use more of them. "Limbo with bonus. So far as I know the only vampires who became as they are after being given a choice and made to decide are the Azraelans; and the Horsemen. But that's a different story entirely since they start out as cult members who get thoroughly brainwashed possibly from childhood." To be honest, the Riders frightened Laurent. They existed to bring about the end of the world and he was sure that they actually did quite good jobs at it. He would be happier if he never had to see a vampire with eyes those unnatural shades. "Point to that being that we can say yes or no, but I don't think you were really given that choice anymore than the majority of the vampire race. And there's no recovering from war. I'd think that people would've discovered that by now." Did not matter what the war was or how it was fought, war was war and it destroyed everything it touched. Laurent was sure that if he heard a musket go off he would be darting for the nearest cover even though it had been over two centuries since that sound had actually meant anything to him. "But Gabriels, you get that extra little change. Angelic blood twisted into the Fallen. Fascinating, really, the ways that it changes you."

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[info]_semperfidelis
2011-09-04 04:29 am UTC (link)
No, Jared's mind could not fully fathom that. He could accept it in that it happened to someone else, but he could not try to put himself in Laurent's shoes. The Gabriel didn't sleep much - a few hours a night, left over from human trauma and it had been one of a number of things to leave him exhausted when he was alive - but even now he still needed time to just... power down. To stop, or at least slow or numb, the thoughts that constantly whirred around his head. Those few hours were the only time he was not trying to analyse his immediate environment, keeping an eye out for the girl who was a perfect match for his blood type but for the angelic who had crossed the road a short way in the distance, listening for anything that did not belong. To ask him to go without it would be a mistake. Think I'm a little wonky enough already there. Rolling his shoulders so they cracked, Jared ran his tongue over his fangs and furiously smothered any thoughts of that girl further down the road. He had suppressed his hunger for that evening - that night - he could do without. Besides, he ate the night before. Nobody died, either. "You've read a lot of books, then." His head tilted as Laurent went on with with the jerk elaboration. Any moment now, Don Vito Corleone was going raise his head with a fanged smile and Jared would not be even vaguely surprised. "Damn, vampires like generalisations." It was said with a note of contemplation more than anything else. "You... judge each other on, what, eating habits or the other house rules that I didn't even mention? Because I gotta say, if it's the first? Not even me and Rae feed the same. She's used to eating, I keep suppressing it and suppressing it until if I don't eat someone's going to die. Only not, because we're not meant to." He paused. "I miss spoons and knives and forks."

The subject of his wife was shrugged off. Jared didn't really care at all. The only things that had come from that situation that might prove to be useful in the future were his own children who were both angelic blooded, but somehow he didn't think that was the sort of thing Laurent should be told. Limbo with bonus. "Horsemen? As in, 'of the Apocalypse'?" Hey, he'd read the Bible. "Or are there actually vampires that come complete with their own equine centre, because that'd be interesting." And by 'interesting' he meant 'hilarious'. He was willing to bet on his first guess, though, what with the mention of the cult thing. Really, there was only one reason cults existed, and it was to convince crazy people - or kids - that the impossible was true. "And I know there ain't no recovering from war. To answer your limbo-question: I was a God-fearing man, so I would've gone and said no anyway." Jared wasn't going to lie; he found it a little weird to talk about himself with that faint note of derision that was only there because he was talking about a human man. A God-fearing human man. Himself. No, it wasn't him any more. "But if I'd known what I know now? That their prettily-named combat stress sticks and it sticks hard? Just your age sets off every goddamn alarm in my head and Rae thinks I'm just paranoid." Giving an open-palmed 'what can you do?' kind of shrug, Jared glanced upwards. The whole thing with the demons had made him mistrustful of the sky. "I wondered how that works. Never used to be anywhere near as aggressive as I can be now. I was fit to end you even though I knew you'd just mow me down." And he had no problem admitting that, really. "Kind of a problem."

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[info]itsjustadream
2011-09-04 06:34 pm UTC (link)
"Read a lot of books, watch a lot of movies, try every hobby at least once to give myself something to do... and just visit practically every dream I come across." Laurent practically made a study of the dreamworld and he enjoyed the time that he spent there. Even when he came across nightmares because that meant he could do something to fix them. Or try to. And if in the process of wandering dreams he came to know every citizen of Scarlet Oak whether they knew him or not then so be it, he did not mind. They tended to when he recognized them on the streets, having never been the sort to forget interesting faces, but they got over it. "House rules and general behavior, which you really pick up on after a few hundred years. Everyone's still different, but it's easier to judge a vampire off their house or family than anything else." Or so Laurent thought. Those rules really did have a way of changing a person's behavior. "Freeze the blood and cut it up, then you can use your silverware." There was something Laurent had never tried. And now that he had thought of it he really did not think that he wanted to. Cold blood was one thing, frozen blood was something else altogether.

"They're not the Horsemen in the Bible but they think they are. You ever see a vampire with red, really green, white or totally black eyes and it's a really good idea to get as far away as you can." Since Rae had not told him, Laurent figured that someone should. Riders were dangerous and in a place like Scarlet Oak one never knew what might show up the following day. Jared was Rae's childe and that meant that in some really weird way, that he was never going to explain, Laurent did not want him getting himself killed just because he lacked a vital bit of knowledge that could have been shared. "It's always good to at least think about what you'd said. Sooner than later so that hopefully you don't dwell on it." Laurent would be willing to bet that more than a few vampire suicides had occurred because they just went and thought too much about what life could have been like if they still had a pulse. "Just a bit of a problem." Laurent needed to not find the idea of Jared trying to 'end him' as funny as he did, the laughter stalling in his throat because he did not want to just laugh at the Gabriel. It would have made his night in a number of ways if he had needed to beat this man down and then tell Rae that she needed to train her pup better, but overall it was better that it had not happened that way. Rae would likely get mad at him, or at Jared, and someone would get the rough side of her tongue when it was completely unnecessary. Though Jared was likely to end up getting that anyhow since he had spoken with Laurent. "Maybe you'll get over it as you get older. Or you'll get so much older that you won't have to worry about holding yourself back because you'll be the one capable of beating everyone else down." Except for the elders. And all the older vampires who did not get themselves killed in this or that way. "It's oddly relaxing once you get old and realize how little there is you actually have to worry about." Even if you'd still hide at the sound of a gun.

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