"Not physically." Please, like taking a tumble off of a bed was going to do anything to her. Eloisa was tougher than that. But she didn't want to have said it, true or not, when she saw the way that Valya was reacting to everything else she had said. That was such a human reaction that it looked alien on the other vampire. Not having Valya speak while Eloisa ranted though, that was normal. She could remember that. Where her emotions were close enough to the surface that they would actually ignite and then linger, all of them not just her temper, Valya's were... not. Though she saw how her mouth opened. Because she had stopped talking. Leaving things unsaid was never really a thing of hers. Once she thought it she might as well say it. "I remembered something that you said, that's all. When I said I'd buy you the world and you said only one thing in it mattered." If Valya hadn't had too much blood to remember saying it. If she'd meant it. If she hadn't then Eloisa was sure she'd be corrected -- and then likely out the door because her temper would come back.
At being beckoned back to the bed she hesitated almost childishly. Only it was impossible to continue holding herself apart and away when she really just wanted to curl up next to Valya again. That was all she'd wanted out of the evening. Eloisa didn't need to be told that she was wanted or anything like that so long as she felt like she was. But the moment that she was given any reason to question that desire she did. Carefully she stepped forward and slid onto the bed next to Valya, even going so far as to take the hand that had beckoned for her. "I know how you can be when woken, you've told me before, you just hadn't ever done it with me so I didn't think you ever would. Didn't think at all." Which was silly of me. I've been away from you for so long that I shouldn't have thought that. Should've actually tried thinking instead of just acting like she always did. There were definite disadvantages to being ruled by one's passion instead of their reason. "Just saw you lying there and you looked so beautiful..." Eloisa's pride was going to take a hit. Since finding Valya she hadn't yet admitted the simplest thing of all because she thought it was just that obvious. If it wasn't then she'd have just never looked for her in the first place. Valya could have her emotions quiet, hidden, but Eloisa's were forever trying to make themselves known. It was a fundamental difference that hadn't ever really bothered her and she didn't know if it bothered the other vampire. She hadn't ever thought to ask.
"I've missed you so much, Valya." She lowered her gaze, leaning down as she lifted the hand that she was holding to press her forehead to it. Eloisa destroyed things. It was what she did, what she had been turned to do. Incite rage, anger, discontent, malice and so forth in everyone that she came across. And she loved to do it. The only exception was Valya, and even with her she could cause anger. "There's nothing else I can lose because nothing else matters enough for me to give a single damn; there's just you..." Already she'd pushed aside what had happened moments before with being shoved off the bed and her own anger. With her it was easy for anger to shift into something, anything else, but it was impossible to go from worked up to nothing at all. Shifting her hands and Valya's she propped her chin on the back of it, looking at her now. "No matter how much time has changed you or me, you're still my Valya, and te amo." There, she had said it. At a terrible time since Valya was so tired and had just shoved at her, but she'd never seen the point to waiting when she knew she wanted to say it.