| can't fight this feeling anymore |
[15 Mar 2013|09:00pm] |
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i'm really sad, but i don't want to be sad, i want to be happy. i mean i was happy, like really happy, hanging out at evan's making pizza and listening to music and just having fun but then i heard a song that reminded me of my mom and that made me sad so to try and cheer myself up i checked the netowrk and saw that my creeptastic roomie has been licking stuff and that made me feel grody so i went and washed some dishes soevan and his roommates wouldn't have to and i took off my charm bracelet so it wouldn't get all gungy, the one my dad gave me when i turned sixteen that had belonged to my mom and isw the only thing i have left to remember her by, and nowit's gone so now i'm all sad again. it'll be six years later this month and ifmy dad finds out i lost this bracelet he's gonna freak... i'm pretty sure he mifht kill me.
i was goinna go home cause i didn't wanna bea downer to evan, but i couldn't remember which way my apartment is. now rasis probably licking more stuff and sleepingin my bed and i really want a hug. this made me laugh though, becauseit was mom and dad's song, but my laughter is a sad laughter/
( (not cut icly) )
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