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Tweak says, "Does it always hurt?"

Piper Kayte Wood (littletwinwood) wrote in landing_rpg,
@ 2008-08-19 16:30:00

Entry tags:

marcus flint jr., piper wood

Who: Piper Wood and Tony Flint
What: Piper couldn't take it anymore and wanted to talk to him.
Where: Leaky
When: Afternoon
Rating: TBA
Status: TBA

Piper wrote the words nervously looking at her journal. She couldn't tell Porter, she couldn't tell Jacob, she couldn't tell Oliver, and she sure as hell couldn't tell her father she was going to see Tony Flint. He'd be furious with her. She sighed as she wrote a note for her father telling him she needed air and was going for a run, she'd be back in 3-4 hours. She left a similar note for Porter before waiting by the fire in the study next to her room. She was lucky that no one ever really went into that room. So she flooed to Diagon Alley. She was a little nervous about seeing Tony, but at the same time, she needed to see him. She got to the Alley a lot earlier than she needed to be.

She wandered around for a good 30 minutes thinking, what if he didn't show up? What if this was a really bad idea? Why did she want to see him so badly anyways? Why did this all have to be confusing? She'd spent a good hour the night of the ball curled up on her bed crying. She just couldn't take this anymore, it wasn't fair what did she do to deserve any of this? She wasn't a bad person... Why did her life have to be so fucked up. Why did her mother have to do that? Why did Jacob have to nearly give her a heart attack. Why did any of this have to happen. It wasn't fair, it wasn't fun either.

When it was finally time to head to Leaky, she made her way inside quickly. She felt a little bit weird, but didn't bother thinking about it. She took a seat at the first empty table she found.. waiting for Tony.

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slythjunior
2008-08-20 01:51 pm UTC (link)

"Maybe he thought he wouldn't go through with it. Or he didn't want people jumping to conclusions on what he was doing. He could have just wanted to be alone too," Tony explained. He knew he wanted to be alone now. He was hardly talking to any of his siblings, even Zara, and he just stuck to his room.

"To be honest, I haven't seen your Mum. I've been avoiding it. But my Father seems happy. Happier than he's ever been before... except for when I refused to talk to him," Tony said and he recognized the guilt in his own voice. He knew it was wrong to ignore his Dad like that, but there had to be some consequences to his father's actions, and Tony wasn't ready to forgive him yet.

Tony rested his head on top of Piper's while she hid her face in his neck. He'd never been close to a girl like this before, outside of his sisters... and really Tony was never much of a hugging person. He liked his personal space. And he was letting Piper in, the one girl he wasn't supposed to let in.

Their parents were seeing eachother, and they shared a half brother. It just wasn't right... but he didn't fancy anyone else, and she still fancied him. That's what he wanted, and in the advice of his sister... he had to do what his heart told him.

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littletwinwood
2008-08-20 03:55 pm UTC (link)

"He still should have warned me. I don't think I've ever seen my Dad more worried in my life. I get that Jacob needs to figure things out, but that doesn't take away the fact that we all freaked out. I am scared that he'll do something stupid and end up getting himself hurt. Or more hurt or whatever." She said shaking slightly. She knew he'd be able to tell as she was on his lap. Piper didn't want him to know that she was tat upset, but at the same time she figured it was okay for him to know.

Piper merely let out an "Oh." To him not seeing her mother, while she imagined he lived in a pretty big house, it might be really easy to avoid her. It was weird to think that Marcus Flint was that happy with her mother around. She wanted to see her mother, but she also knew that she'd probably want to slap her, and that wouldn't be a very good thing to do. She could tell he wasn't exactly pleased with himself for not talking to his father. "You'll talk to him when you are ready. I don't think I'll ever really speak with my mother. Not after seeing my father. He's trying so hard to be brave, but he is broken."

Piper sighed softly thinking about it all. Thinking about the fact that she was sitting on his lab, she didn't want to move, she loved the feeling of his arms around her. She liked being close to him. She pretty much knew that he probably wasn't the biggest hugging person in the world, or if he ever hugged anyone. Piper wasn't really sure, but she did love hugging him. "I still fancy you." She said simply. "But I don't know if it can work. I can't hurt my father anymore. Porter will kill me. I don't know what to do."

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slythjunior
2008-08-20 08:20 pm UTC (link)

"You'll just have to watch him then, and be there for him so he knows not to do anything stupid," Tony said. There really was nothing Piper could do to stop Jacob from being upset. But he needed to tell Piper something to feel better... he could feel her shaking after all.

Tony nodded, and knew Piper still must be hurting about her mother. He still couldn't understand how they could still accept their father when he did the same thing as Piper's Mum... maybe because their own mother was so horrid, and they found out she did the same thing too. "I know. Hopefully before holidays are over. I'm sorry about your Dad... and for what happened between you and your Mother."

Tony let out a frustrated sigh but squeezed her in a hug just a bit tighter. "I still fancy you too," he said. That didn't really help things, but it was the truth. "I know. Avalon would kill me. My father would tell me to end it."

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littletwinwood
2008-08-21 10:46 am UTC (link)

Piper sighed, she was sick of this situation, she wanted it to be over, to calm down... to just stop being such a hard thing for any of them to deal with. She nodded, she knew perfectly well she couldn't do anything... That didn't mean she didn't want to at the very least try.

Piper nodded. "My Mum... I don't know, I'm not sure I can forgive her for what she did to Dad, he doesn't deserve this, he's a really good guy. He's heart and soul were with her every single step of the way.... And for her to cheat, to be in love with another man? I don't know. I just can't forgive her lack of honesty with him." She was more angry at the lies her mother told her father, she could deal with the ones she had told her... Well she was still furious, but her father was the person she worried about the most. And with that worry, she knew spending too much time with Tony, or admitting to like him would break her fathers heart. Piper was the only girl, and she looked more like her mother than any of the other kids... It was hard enough of a reminded, she knew he'd take it badly if she went for a Flint.

Piper kissed his check as she tried to hold back tears. "I don't think we can do this. I think we should just go our own ways. Because I don't think I could stand hurting my family anymore than they are already hurt. And it's just still really weird. I don't want to hurt you either, but I don't think there is a way to still be with you and keep my family happy. I wont lie to them." She said shaking a bit more.

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