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Tweak says, "i don't do kissing."

avalon spinnet (fromavalon) wrote in landing_rpg,
@ 2008-08-04 20:03:00

Entry tags:

avalon flint, december 2022, zara flint

who; Avalon and Zara Flint
when; Monday, right after this
where; Some empty classroom on the third floor
what; Sister bonding!
rating; TBA
status; In progress

Avalon's world was crushed. There was no other way to say it. The woman she had placed on a pedestal, the woman she saw as her role model, her mother, turned out to be a bigger liar than her father. Didn't her mother have any idea how badly she had hurt Avalon by keeping a secret that big? Pretending to be the victim when she was as guilty as her father? Avalon felt completely empty inside, like she had nothing left.

She leaned her head back against the cold stone wall, sniffling and feeling how more tears rolled down her cheeks. She knew she looked like a mess, with her eyes all puffy and probably all the mascara smudged; but for once in her life, she honestly didn't care. The person she admired the most had ruined her life, her makeup was the last thing on her mind.

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fromavalon
2008-08-05 06:44 pm UTC (link)

Avalon snorted softly at that comment. After what she had done to her, Avalon doubted her mother could care for anyone but herself. She probably didn't even love Ian's father, but since she didn't have her husband now she would run to him for comfort... Merlin, how could she ever think that woman deserved her admiration?!

She closed her eyes for a few seconds, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly. She was still crying and sobbing, but it wasn't as bas as before. Having someone there was helping her to relax. "Zara..." she began to say, not very sure how to continue, though. She was feeling things she hadn't felt for her sister in... like ever. Things good sisters were supposed to feel for each other since the beginning. "I know I've been a bitch to you since we were kids... but... I'm glad you're here now... and I'm sorry for behaving like that." An honest and genuine apology from Avalon. That didn't happen very often.

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flintz
2008-08-05 07:18 pm UTC (link)

Zara smiled softly at her sister. She was a little bit shocked to her hear sister say something like that. She wrapped her arm around her hugging her once more. Who would have thought that she'd end up actually hugging people more after her families life got messed up... She felt like it was part of her duty to really take care of all of her siblings.

"It's okay. You're my sister. I'm always here for you." She said softly. Zara meant it too, no matter what she was there for her sister.

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fromavalon
2008-08-07 01:40 pm UTC (link)

Avalon hugged Zara back tightly, feeling how more tears rolled down her cheeks silently. She wiped them away and smiled at her sister. "Thank you." She said softly. "You're a really good sister." Avalon couldn't bring herself to say she loved her, even if she did. It wasn't in here genes. But she would do it, maybe later than sooner, but she would.

In some ways, Zara was way more mature than Avalon. In much more ways. Avalon had always been under the protection of her mother and whever she had a problem, she ran to her instead of dealing with the problem herself. She probably would never tell her, but Avalon liked that about her sister. She was stronger than her.

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flintz
2008-08-07 03:48 pm UTC (link)

Zara wasn't going to say what came to mind, after all she figured the last thing she needed was to tell Avalon that she was right, Zara was a good sister. She happened to be a good person in general. She was lucky she didn't really have anyone to turn to inside the family to help her with her problems.

"Come on. You can't hide in here forever. Besides you're still a Flint." She said with a smile. She didn't want her sister to be hiding away crying, her sister was better than that!

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fromavalon
2008-08-10 06:40 pm UTC (link)

"Hidding is good sometimes." She said, chuckling in a sad tone. "I can't go out now, I look horrible." All her make up was ruined and her eyes were probably red and puffy and she just looked like a mess. She wiped the tears and combed her hair with her fingers, pulling it up in a messy ponytail.

"I just don't want to see anyone, Zara. I feel bad enough knowing that everyone knows about Dad and Miss Bell. And now this? How am I supoosed to keep my good reputation is my family is ruining it?"

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flintz
2008-08-11 02:59 pm UTC (link)

"Not forever." Zara said with a soft smile. She rolled her eyes with a smile, her sister looking bad just didn't really go together. Zara was often jealous that her sister always managed to look stunning no matter what she did. Zara on the other hand didn't really.

"Your reputation isn't based on who or what your family is like. Your reputation is for who you are, and honestly I think you'll have a better reputation than either of our parents ever did or will." She said softly, although she had to admit she cringed slightly at the thought of Miss Bell and their father. Her mind went to Tony for a moment, worrying about Tony was rather easy to do.

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