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Adam Pucey ([info]adampucey) wrote in [info]landing_rpg,
@ 2008-11-13 13:08:00

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Entry tags:adam pucey, alice longbottom

who; Alice Longbottom and Adam Pucey
when; The afternoon after this.
where; Ravenclaw Commons
what; Adam needs a favor and Alice makes the sacrifice.
rating; TBA
status; Complete / Closed ; Partly_Logged

Alice was having a slow sort of day. She wasn't entirely sure what was going on, but other than classes and a fair bit of studying, she'd had very little to do. After a bit of a walk on the grounds, she returned to the Ravenclaw Tower, answering the riddle rather lazily. It wasn't difficult. She needed something to distract her, maybe a friend?

Once she entered the commons, finding it rather empty except for a few people milling around here or there, quietly working on essays or staring at nothing in particular, she glanced around for someone friendly. She spotted Adam sitting over by the fire and she bounced over, sitting heavily beside him on the couch without really taking a moment to glance at his facial features. It was only once she was there that she realised he seemed not quite himself, "What's wrong, Adam?"

----

It had been hours since he moved. Adam had barely heard, or even seen Alice's approach. There remained the overwhelming shock that has left him immobile, weak at being left on his own, left by him, for hours now. It was over. Every kiss, every touch of those warm fingers... never again will he be able to savor his taste, hear his voice. All because of his rashness, his neglect for caution. It was all his fault.

The slight shift on the couch beside him was the first thing that broke his stupor, though when he raised his head, his expression remained neutral, emotionless. "Did you say anything?" His carelessly delivered words sounded quite unlike him, almost rude though it wasn't intentional.


----

Quite admittedly, Alice hadn't seen a lot of Adam lately. Perhaps it was just that they weren't around one another a lot. She didn't seem to see him much. It wasn't really her fault, she thought. They were friends, but not overly close, despite the fact that she cared deeply about whether or not Adam was in good health. Alice was good at worrying about people. He had seemed fine whenever she saw him. Happy. Vibrant. But something had obviously happened to turn that around.

A deep frown set into her features at her response. That wasn't like Adam at all. He was always alert, and he usually had a smile for her, "I asked what was wrong...because something quite obviously is?" she said with concern written on her features, scooting a little bit closer and turning to the side to view him better.

---

Adam had been absent in the lives of his other peers since his days of persuing Westly had started- he was never unaware of such a fact. At the time, it was something he barely cared about, for he was blinded by his desire- desire to win Westly over, then the more overwhelming craving to be with him when the other permitted him to. It had all been with it when Westly became his- only his. But when the other left him, the realization of every neglect came down on him with full force, and guilt has been clawing its way from inside him since.

As he looked at Alice, all he could see were her eyes, and the concern embedded on them. "Things have been..." he drifted off, unable to even pretend to be alright. Where was he? He raked an unsteady hand through his messy locks. Adam Pucey never allowed himself to fall into depression because of anyone. Even so, did he not pride himself as a skilled a pretender? "I don't know what's going on anymore." He reached out to Alice, fingers finding the other's wrist, and he pulled her closer towards him. Her mere presence, her closeness was a source of comfort and he hungrily fed off of the small relief she gave him. "I lost something." he said, keeping her hand on his knee, as he stared into the open flames. "Something valuable. And I don't think I'll be getting it back..."


---

Alice had been quite absernt herself since she became caught up in the torrid affairs of sneaking around with Bryce Ambercrombie behind her brother's back. As far as she knew, they weren't really...well, anything. Nothing had ever been said, he'd never asked her out, but she felt close to him. She felt like he liked her and she liked him, and that was all she needed for that time. She didn't know where they would be a year from then, whether they would ever speak again, but she knew that he had made a great impression upon her.
If there was one thing that Alice hadn't expected, it was that Adam would be one to slip. He didn't seem himself...in fact, he didn't seem alright at all. And what he was saying didn't make complete sense, but she could gather quite a bit. It was a shock, the way he grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer, but she didn't resist. She could tell that he needed her. Alice wasn't about to leave Adam alone when he needed her, and she was fairly certain the something he lost wasn't as miniscule as his favorite pair of socks, "I...I'm sorry, Adam. I know that losing anything is upsetting. Is there anything I can do to help?"

---

Alice was one Adam could say he has learned to decode and translate in great detail over the past years. She was a character simple enough to define in his mind. She was good, fiercely loyal but ulitimately fragile. She would never be the sort who would abandon a friend in need, despite how corny that sounded. Such thoughts rolled in Adam's mind as his glassy gaze turned to her. He marvelled at how the strong sense of concern in her eyes didn't waver, or lessen even after his admission. In fact, it seemed to accelerate the longer she stayed with him. Suddenly inspired, his hands found their way into hers. "You're my friend, aren't you, Alice?" he asked, using a tone that was hopeful. "If I asked for your help, you would, wouldn't you?"

---

She was quite unaware of just how good of a manipulator Adam was. She was loyal to a fault, most certainly. There was very little that Alice wouldn't do for her friends, especially if it was in her power to do for them. She was a gentle soul, and she liked to see people happy. It was one of her great joys in life to help others out with their problems. She never wanted anyone to hesitate when it came to asking for her help. Chances were, if someone asked her the craziest thing possible and she had the ability to do it, Alice would try. At the very least, she would get them in touch with someone that could help. She was becoming increasingly concerned when Adam finally spoke again, asking her questions that made her frown just slightly. The answers were obvious, weren't they? "Of course I am, Adam," she replied, she had always considered him a friend, "I'll do whatever I can to help. You know that."

---

Adam would have cracked a smile at her words, at such a sympathetic tone, if he could. It was exactly what he needed to hear. He threw his bait and she took it without a trace of hesitation, as he expected. He turned, his muscles protesting to the sudden shift though he ignored them, then his eyes scanned the room to check if anyone was within earshot, and looked deeply back into hers when he knew it was safe. "I need you to listen." The grip of his fingers tightened against hers, but not enough to hurt her. To her it could perhaps be a gesture that begged for her to stay, to him, it was an action of caution, in case she decided to run away and he wasn't done yet. He reached another hand out to gently push a lock of her light hair from her features, tucking the strands behind her ear. "I need you to pretend we're together." he said, very slowly. "A few days of holding hands and public displays of affection. Nothing serious at all. I'll even allow you to set your own rules, if you wish." In his mind, he knew if it would be anyone, Alice would be a definite candidate for this kind of job. "This should be a public relationship. Everyone should know. But it is important that we keep this in secrecy. I need you right now, Alice..." At these spoken words, a glimpse of his inner anguish escaped his tone and expression, though he carefully hid it again after an inhaled breath. "I have no one else to turn to. Help me, please."


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[info]askalice
2008-11-13 05:57 pm UTC (link)
She hid her surprise at his sudden display, looking around as if they were suddenly in some very private meeting. At the tightening of his grip, she unconsciously leaned in a bit more. He was obviously upset and stressed out over whatever this was. She couldn't have walked away if she had wanted to. It was strange, the way he gently tucked her hair behind her ear, almost intimate. His words confused her slightly even though they shouldn't have. Perhaps it was the sheer fact that she'd never expected anyone would ask that of her, not even Adam. It set off an inner turmoil...he needed her, he'd said so himself...but what about Bryce? He had no one else...she was his only option? And he looked and seemed so sad. She could hear the pain in his words, "I...Adam..." she looked down for a moment. It wasn't right...moral. What would Frank do? What would her other friends say? Could she do this without losing Bryce? She was conflicted, but there seemed to be no other option, "Could you tell me why...why we're doing this?" she asked, an answer in her tone, in her wording. How could she deny him?

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[info]adampucey
2008-11-14 01:31 am UTC (link)
Adam was giving her every libery to be shocked, sad, angry, amused by his sudden suggestion. Even the hesitation was welcome. In the end of discussion however, all he needed for her to do was to agree. "Address your concerns." he urged in his all too alluring tone, his fingers still secure against hers. "Ask me anything that's on your mind, and let me solve them. You know I have every answer you need." At her last inquiry, he smiled sadly. "Have I not told you that?" His index found the end of a lock of her hair, and he lazily twirled it around his finger. "I lost something valuable. I'm trying to get it back. And I could only do so with your help. So would you? Please?"

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[info]askalice
2008-11-14 07:11 pm UTC (link)
She paused for a moment, unsure of whether or not she should confide in Adam all the things that she feared with this proposal, "I've...I've been seeing someone. We're not dating, but I don't want to ruin whatever chance I've got. And my brother...Frank, I don't know what he'd do...and Adam, I can't lie to Frank. It's an inability, he knows when I'm not telling him the truth," she rushed, though his hands holding hers gave her some level of comfort. She really hoped that he did have the answers. It would make things easier to accept. She immediately realised what he was trying to do when he said he was trying to get what he lost back...a relationship. He was trying to make someone jealous. She was partially taken aback and partially flattered, but either way, she couldn't say no, "I...okay, Adam, but I hope you know what you're doing...because I sure as hell don't."

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[info]adampucey
2008-11-14 08:49 pm UTC (link)
"Not dating." Adam echoed, in a voice that was soft and slow but somehow still pressing, as if he wanted her to grasp what she herself had said. "No commitments. No strings attached whatsoever." His thumbs drew soothing curcles against the back of Alice's hand. "Sometimes people need a little nudge for them to realize what they want. When they have already lost that one thing to someone else, at times it is the only time they realize what they're missing." Adam could feel his heart breaking hearing the words that were leaving him, having such being the exact thing he was trying to.... to him, though his expression remained perfectly void of his emotions. "And about Frank. Tell him the only things he needs to hear that are not apart from truth. You're seeing me, and we haven't done anything he should be worried about. That's all he needs to hear. In fact, I belive the latter part is all he's worried about, really." His other hand found her arm; his fingers moving up and down to warm her up, a subtle gesture that was meant to comfort, to persuade. "I know what I'm doing. You trust that, don't you?" he said, with a conviction that would leave anyone despite the huge uncertainty in his chest. "I'll take care of you, Alice. I promise..." He was acting on pure impulse- not something he usually did- but in this time of desperation, he needed to do... something. Something to ease the pain off his chest, something to get him back...

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[info]askalice
2008-11-14 09:34 pm UTC (link)
The words hit Alice deep. She looked down at their hands, watching his thumb rub the circles on her hand while she tried to blink back sudden tears. She didn't know what to think or do. Did Bryce even really like her that much? She thought he did, but she wasn't positive. What if he didn't really want her anyway? She blinked back the hot tears and managed to keep her sniffle quiet. Really, what did Bryce see in her anyway? He could have a hundred other prettier, wealthier, smarter girls. Why her? Maybe he wouldn't care at all, "Maybe," was the only weak answer she could mutter. She tried to focus on worrying about the Frank siuation, "I think I can do that, but if he starts asking questions...he might get suspicious. Just be prepared for that," she warned, her voice stronger now that the topic was away from her uncertain relationship with Bryce. The semi-intimate gesture was comforting, the gentle caress of his fingers on her arm. Adam really cared, she thought, "I trust that, yes," she said with a nod, looking back up at him when he said he'd take care of her. He promised. She nodded slightly, having the strong urge to run her hands through her hair, but she kept them firmly in his. She was afraid she'd change her mind if she let go, not that she really could...he had to know that she couldn't possibly deny him or anyone else. Her decision was already starting to cause inner turmoil, but there was nothing she could really do about that.

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[info]adampucey
2008-11-14 09:48 pm UTC (link)
Adam knew he was tampering with all the right places, tugging at the right strings to make her walls crumble and submit to his wishes. Though he realize he was hurting her, he knew this little pain was necessary. This Bryce person meant something to her, and though she wasn't a part of his plan before, he secretly vowed to do something about her unstable relationship. It was the least he could do. "I'm prepared. Always. I just need you to be the same." She knew Alice could never deny him, and though the slight nudge of guilt was pressing on his chest he knew he had to do this. He was using this weakness to his advantage, and with her last words, he knew he had won. "Thank you." he whispered, offering her a slight smile before he leaned in to kiss her temple lightly. "That's not against any rule is it?" he asked against her ear, noticing the looks from the people behind her in the distance already looking their way. A smile grazed his lips.

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[info]askalice
2008-11-14 10:11 pm UTC (link)
Alice was going to do her best to keep things a secret. If she slipped, it would be because she honestly crumbled under pressure from someone else. If she was going to do this, she might as well do it right, she thought. Of course, she didn't want to betray Adam. She wanted this to work out for him. And to do what they planned to only to be found out would defeat the purpose. She just hoped she could fool those who knew her best, "I'll do my best, Adam. I can promise that," she assured him, giving his hand a light squeeze. She wasn't sure what else she could really say. Her best was all she had to offer, because if she slipped, then it would be her fault, yes, but she wasn't entirely confident in her lying abilities. People usually saw through her like was made of glass. She gave him a small smile, but the kiss on her temple was a bit unexpected, still, they were playing a game now, and everyone else was to be fooled. As she answered, she looked to down a little, blushing a bit, "No, that's fine...just, not on the lips, okay?" That was too intimate, too personal. Yes, it would make their story more believable, but she wasn't sure that she could handle that.

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[info]adampucey
2008-11-14 10:21 pm UTC (link)
Keen eyes darted from left to right, to the shocked faces of those who had seen their unusual display. "And that's all I can really ask of you. Thank you..." Adam buried his face on her hair to hide the smile that had grown into a grin at the realization that their plan was already in motion. "Not on the lips. I promise..." he whispered, before releasing her and moving away from her in the slightest. Their noses were almost touching with their close proximity. "I need you to listen." he started slowly. "Tomorrow, you'll have to be with me the whole day. In classes, at lunch. Things have to be subtle, but obvious. And I know you'll do well..." With one last tuck of her hair behind her ear, and a brush of his fingers against her flushed cheeks he stood. "You'll be hearing from me soon." he said. After a last kiss on her knuckles, he let go, turned and walked towards his dormitories, knowing there was much needed time to ponder his next steps...

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[info]askalice
2008-11-14 10:45 pm UTC (link)
She almost held her breath when Adam buried his face in her hair. Maybe she should have set a few more restrictions. But he promised, not on the lips. Still, the position he held even after he moved away slightly was surprisingly intimate. She was still a bit shocked by it. She nodded to all the conditions he set, unable to really say anything. She just sat there complacently as Adam said goodbye and kissed her hand. It was kind of sweet in a weird sort of way. She sort of waved in parting as Adam walked away. She leaned back against the couch a little bit, bewildered and wondering what she had just gotten herself into. She replayed the moments in her head, but she felt she was missing something between comforting a friend and becoming a fake girlfriend, but it was just too confusing for her to figure out at the moment, so she let it go, trying to mentally prepare herself for the events to come.

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