Porthos du Vallon (mindmywound) wrote in kiseki_logs, @ 2015-03-06 17:01:00 |
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008 ⚜ Action/Video
[So, if anyone was worried about Porthos after his disappearance a few days ago - well worry not, because he's back! Although... not looking the happiest. Perhaps understandably.
For anyone who knows Porthos, there's one thing that will be most obvious, once the journal starts to record or you see him in person: he isn't wearing his uniform. His pauldron is gone, although he touches at his arm once, where it should be, his expression clouding up as he... slowly makes note of where he is, how long he was gone for, and everything else.
He breathes out, shakily, and drops his hand from his arm, as if burned - as if ashamed to miss it.
Anyone else who knows Porthos also knows how he typically deals with anger and stress and sadness: usually by punching or shooting things. Instead, it's clear that he's tearing up, his breath shaky and overwhelmed, and he ducks his head, bracing one hand against a nearby tree as he leans against it heavily, his hands clearly shaking as he tries to hold one steady at his side, the other pressed against the tree.]
Fuck.
Why now? [Why did he have to come here now?]
[And there's that familiar response from Porthos: a moment later he's slamming his fist against the tree, curling into himself and gasping out a breath as he attempts to hold in his tears]
Damn it.
[And a moment later... it seems to all just disappear. He straightens up, clearly miserable, but getting ahold of himself and turning towards the hotels... figuring he should head back. He isn't seeking anyone out, like he might have if he were feeling up for it. Instead, he looks almost nervous to go there - knowing that he will likely run into someone he knows.]
[ooc: Porthos is from the end of ep 8, but I'm replaying memory feather event and thus his memories are just from mid-episode. Feel free to meet with him at this point, or timeskip to when he's recovered his memories. Or, help him find those memories, once he figures it out. Or just give him a hug. He kind of needs that.]