perc'ildan.
Maybe it is nothing. I hope that it is nothing. But there is no way to really know.
I'm still bitter that he did that. Especially since we could have apparently avoided that by simply casting Greater Restoration on the thing.
What if it was my fate? What if, after all the awful things I've done, that was what I deserved? I am not a good man, Vax. I have caused so much harm. What if I was meant to die by the instruments of destruction I created and the monsters I unleashed?
I do not know that I can forgive myself for it. Accident or not, I will always be the reason Vex died. And if we hadn't gotten her back, I do not know that I could have lived with myself.
No. You have to be wrong. Why would she claim me? I am broken. I have always been broken. She told me so. What good would I possibly be to her? Just to spite Vesh? Does she hate her so much that she would settle for me? I could understand Vesh wanting to use me. I am dangerous and destructive and I hurt people no matter what I do. I imagine that would appeal to her. But the Raven Queen has you. What need would she have for someone like me? I have nothing to offer her.