الطائر الأصفر (taeralasfar) wrote in jurassiccitynet, @ 2015-11-06 00:08:00 |
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Entry tags: | felicity smoak, grant ward (mcu), sara lance / white canary |
I died. I was shot by someone I trusted. Who I thought of as a sister. I was shot full of arrows, fell off a roof and died. She killed me. And I know it wasn't her fault, she was being manipulated by an awful, evil man, but it doesn't change what happened.
And my sister, Laurel, brought me back. After a year of being dead, she brought me back. But I came back wrong. There was a piece of me, a big piece, that didn't make it back. I can still feel it, under my skin. They fixed it as best they could, but there's still something wrong inside of me. I came back without a soul, and even though they put it back, it doesn't quite fit right.
I'm so scared I'm going to hurt people. I'm scared that I'll kill Thea if I see her. Because she's the one who killed me, and there's a part of me that wants her to suffer for it. I can't help feeling that way.
I think maybe Laurel should have left me in the ground. I don't know that I deserved to come back.