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Tweak says, "everyone please go outside"

percιval oғ voх мacнιna (pepperbox) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-06-24 18:52:00

Entry tags:

harrison wells, percy de rolo, scanlan shorthalt, vax'ildan, vex'ahlia

Shit.

vox machina + allies.

Apparently there are things far worse than dragons.

vex'ahlia.

What do you remember?

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	percy huntersmark 2017-06-24 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	What? No. No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vex'ahlia. pepperbox 2017-06-24 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Vex. We'll find a way to fix it. No matter what it takes. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	percy huntersmark 2017-06-24 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	How? I don't understand. He's gone. Fuck. He can't be. I can't go back there and not have him there. I can't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	percy. pepperbox 2017-06-24 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	You won't have to. I swear it. No matter what it takes. I will make sure you get him back. This is my fault. If I had just killed Delilah myself, she wouldn't have been able to bring him back. No matter what, I will fix it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-24 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	We both will. I will do anything to get him back. I don't understand. I thought this was supposed to be his big destiny. That the Raven Queen was supposed to have his back. Where the hell was she? It is not your fault, Percival. It's never your fault. We were not prepared for that at all. We were so naive and stupid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

perc'ahlia

pepperbox
2017-06-25 02:22 am UTC (link)

I don't know. I don't. I just...I don't even know what to feel right now. I only just remembered that I'm allowed to feel the way I feel about him, being back here, and he's gone back home. I know that it's nothing compared to what you must feel but I'm not sure how to handle it.

I feel like it is. If I had just killed her, Orthax would have had her and she wouldn't have been able to come back.

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	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how to handle it either. I'm sorry that it's like that back home. It's so weird being two places almost at once. Fuck. How are we supposed to deal with any of this? We're all going to die. You don't know that. She could have come back and been even worse than she is right now. This time we're going to make sure she's dead. Obliterated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
	We probably are. We keep throwing ourselves at things so much larger than us. Maybe it was inevitable. Except I do know that. I know intimately what happens to the people who are sent to Orthax. You almost couldn't bring me back when he had me. There was no one to bring her back if he had consumed her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 02:47 am UTC (link)
	Maybe it is. Why did we decide to just go in there? We just went.. up against a god. With no plan and no backup and we never learn. This is not all on you, Percy. It just isn't. She's the actual mass murdering necromantic asshole who decided to start this. All of the blame goes on her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 02:51 am UTC (link)
	Because we're reckless idiots and we're all going to die, probably horribly, at the hands of a god. I can't help blaming myself. I could have stopped her. And I know it would have been a risk. I know that. Orthax's hold on me back then was...but if it means this wouldn't have happened, that's a sacrifice I would have been willing to make. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Yes, we are. We might. I don't want anyone to be alone. It's not one I would be willing to make. And I will be here to tell you every time, over and over, that it's not your fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 03:03 am UTC (link)
	We'll all die together. Except...oh god. Tary still has that necklace. I know. And I am eternally gratful for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 03:04 am UTC (link)
	He does. But I don't think he's been home yet. He barely even knows me here. As I am for you, darling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. pepperbox 2017-06-25 03:07 am UTC (link)
	We'll work it out. He'll love you just as much as he did back home soon enough. Okay, enough of that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. huntersmark 2017-06-25 03:11 am UTC (link)
	I hope so. I hate the thought of him alone. I hate the thought of him leaving us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I do too. I hate that he loved me, without any hope, back home. I feel like I hurt him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Everything's so much worse back home. We have to make sure that we all know everything here, and not hold anything back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. pepperbox 2017-06-25 08:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. We just need to hold on to this, no matter what. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. huntersmark 2017-06-25 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	We will. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 02:37 am UTC (link)
	And I haven't really said, what with everything, but I'm so glad we got you back. I was terrified we wouldn't. I love you. I love you so much. I don't think I could have survived losing you. Losing both of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. I'm glad that I'm back too and Pike was able to get to me in time. I love you, too. I love you so very much. We're going to find a way to bring him back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia pepperbox 2017-06-25 02:44 am UTC (link)
	Please just...please be careful. I can't lose you. And you've died so many times now. I'm worried our luck will run out. We will. We have to. To the end, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia huntersmark 2017-06-25 02:53 am UTC (link)
	I know. It's becoming to be a really bad habit of mine. So am I, but I'm going to try to be safe. I promise. We have to. Anything to get him back. For ages and ages. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. pepperbox 2017-07-14 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	It really is. I'll do my best to do the same. Promise. Anything. We should tell them we got married. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	perc'ahlia. huntersmark 2017-07-14 09:08 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I suppose that we should. I feel a bit.. I'm not sure. I made such a big deal about making sure he didn't do something like this, and then I went out and did it anyway. And now he's gone. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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